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NathanEpsilon
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From: Macedonia
Registered: Jul 2010

posted August 02, 2010 06:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NathanEpsilon     Edit/Delete Message
Hi there!
I'm new here and I'm glad that I found this forum cause I can see that you have really nice people here.
I'm in astrology for about 6 months and I consider myself a beginner. I'm really fond on Arroyo's books maybe cause I'm a little bit esoteric (hermetically) oriented.
Studying Astrology in this 6 months gives a me really good insides into my life and behavior. I was able to recognize and make conscious some of my irrational behaviors which I now see, are nothing more than planetary influences (aspects and etc.).
I considered Astrology to be a science of self knowing and self-developing. I today found some of my negative character trait that I really need to convert and therefore like i usually do, I need to find its correlation to my chart. In this knowledge that I now have on Astrology, I'm not able to find what influence from (aspects, planets in houses and signs) this trait can be arrised.
My question is this.
When someone speaks about how someone somewhere did something really bad and some unjustice. I'm really, really getting angered. I mean REALLY. I have a deep Mars-like erosion of anger to go and defend the justice to this person. "No one has right to do what he want to do and in that way to harm others". And if its there someone that dissagree with me, my anger became more and more deeper. I get in to the angerly discussions and gesticulations with hands. In all, I'm really nice person and people can't understand how this nice person from suddenly become so anger. I know that for every trait there is maybe some issues from my childhood or something else. I'm familiar with all kind of practices, EFT and etc.. But, I want to know what kind of energies are arrised from planetary relationships in my natal chart.
I would really appreciate any of your guessing.
Thank you.

This is my chart: [URL=http://interactive.0800-horoscope.com/cgi-bin/graphic/daisy13?x=720name=Ile&firstname=&birthplace=Stip〈=en&sex=f&dformat=0&date=1/23/1984&time=16:5&country=389&state=0& adjust=-]http://interactive.0800-horoscope.com/cgi-bin/graphic/daisy13?x=720name=Ile&firstname=&birthplace=Stip〈=en&sex=f&dformat=0&date=1/23/1984&time=16:5&country=389&stat e=0&adjust=-[/URL] 1.00&long=-22.12&lat=41.44

Here's in text format if you're not able to open the link:

PLANETS IN SIGNS:
SunAquarius 2.48
AscendantCancer 28.03
MoonLibra 12.33
Mercury Capricorn 8.33
Venus Sagittarius 27.22
Mars Scorpio 6.16
Jupiter Capricorn 0.52
Saturn Scorpio 15.31
Uranus Sagittarius 12.18
Neptune Capricorn 0.10
Pluto Scorpio 2.06

PLANETS IN HOUSES:
Sun in VII
Moon in IV
Mercury in VI
Venus in VI
Mars in IV
Jupiter in VI
Saturn in IV
Uranus in V
Neptune in VI
Pluto in IV
Lilith in VIII
Asc node in XI

ASPECTS
Sun Square Mars 3.28 -71
Sun Square Pluto 0.43 -102
Sun Opposition Ascendant 4.45 -66
Moon Square Mercury 4.00 -57
Moon Sextile Uranus 0.16 224
Moon Opposition Midheaven 1.02 -159
Mercury Sextile Mars 2.17 180
Mercury Conjunction Jupiter 7.42 60
Mercury Conjunction Neptune 8.23 65
Mercury Square Midheaven 2.58 -40
Venus Conjunction Jupiter 3.29 156
Venus Conjunction Neptune 2.48 259
Mars Conjunction Saturn 9.15 14
Mars Conjunction Pluto 4.11 367
Jupiter Conjunction Neptune 0.41 130
Jupiter Sextile Pluto 1.14 62
Uranus Trine Midheaven 0.46 27
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1.56 47
Pluto Square Ascendant 4.03 -5
1591 -500 1091

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NathanEpsilon
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From: Macedonia
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posted August 03, 2010 08:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NathanEpsilon     Edit/Delete Message
Anyone?

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Unmoved
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posted August 08, 2010 08:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Unmoved     Edit/Delete Message
Welcome to LL Nathan.

So, if I understand this correctly, you get upset in an extreme way when hearing or witnessing other people's injustices, and if someone has a differing opinion to yours, you become angrier?

You have Mars conjunct Pluto, in Scorpio. That's a lot of Mars energy, dear. Lots. Saturn is also in Scorpio, and where Saturn is by sign or by house, is where you have to cultivate discipline and basically it is where most of your lessons reside.

According to what you said in your post, you have anger problems. Not only that, but your anger is very closely connected to your ego and pride. Your Scorpio planets are in the 4th house, the most intimate part of your chart where everything that lies there is taken personally. Therefore, you take things that anger you personally, and maybe the lesson Mars/Pluto and Saturn are there to teach you is a little objectivity and detachment.

Being a highly Plutonic person, I feel things deeply too, but there is a difference between feeling deeply and taking things personally. It doesn't have to happen together. It's part of the reason why I don't watch the news, they hurt too much due to the injustice there. If I hear something that angers me, I go philosophical because that's the only way some things can make sense.

I'm interested in hearing about your interest in hermetic lore. In which capacity are you involved in it?

My response is scattered because I'm playing games while replying. I know. Don't judge. I'm bored. Cheers.

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NathanEpsilon
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From: Macedonia
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posted August 08, 2010 10:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NathanEpsilon     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Unmoved.
I like your answer, thank you.
I know that I have those Mars/Pluto energies and they make me tense. My Saturn like you saw is also in Scorpio and add to this tense.
It is true that I cultivate discipline in my IV house (home). Here I work on my self and on my spiritual growth.
And yes, I also can't watch news. I'm not angry when I watched but I'm bored and it is loosing time for me.
However, I was suspecting that there is some relation to my unpredictable Uranus in Sagittarius (fire sign). He is sometimes really unpredictable and can add tense to some of the other energies.
But I'm yet a beginner and I'm only guessing - not knowing.

BTW I'm interested in Hermeticism and appreciate Franz Bardon's approach to Hermetics.
Are you also interested in Hermetics?

Best,

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Unmoved
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posted August 26, 2010 08:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Unmoved     Edit/Delete Message
I dabble here and there. I don't fully understand hermeticism, but I read a few things online.

I am glad you liked what I had to say.

Be good,

Unmoved

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LEXX
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posted August 26, 2010 09:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LEXX     Edit/Delete Message
NathanEpsilon...

You may want to post about Hermeticism at the
Divine Diversities forum, because of its nature....it being
quote:
a set of philosophical and religious beliefs, or gnosis, based primarily upon the Hellenistic Egyptian pseudepigraphical writings attributed to Hermes Trismegistus who is the representation of the conflation of the Egyptian god Thoth with the Greek Hermes.

So please post about it all here!
quote:
Divine Diversities
While Linda grew up as a little girl searching the mysteries of the Uni-verse, she explored several different religions and belief systems; this Forum is dedicated to those diversities of belief that encompass what we call religion


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