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Topic: If anyone could have a look at this
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CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 09:51 AM
I didn't think this Eclipse would hit me like this, but I'm definitely going through a crisis about what to do with my life career wise. I've been playing music for almost my whole life, but everything in a my chart talks about service. If Ami or anyone could have a look, it'd be very much appreciated! IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:26 AM
Could you leave that one and ALSO put a larger image on. I would be happy to look if you are willing to dialogue IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:28 AM
Also,how close in time were you and he born?IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 10:35 AM
Oh sorry, I posted the wrong one! That's a composite, here is my chart: IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:38 AM
Wow you have Merc conjunct the ASC and a 12th house Sun.I am trying to feel the 12th house planets. Does it feel like the part of you that needs to be able to function in the world is tuned in to the next dimension,like your ego is too vulnerable and raw for this world cuz you are a creature of the next?IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 10:45 AM
That definitely rings true. I am sure I can accomplish so many things but then i think about it and I see what my flaws would be and I don't do it. I have a huge fear of failing so I hardly ever apply for a job or show anyone anything.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:53 AM
I was looking at the synastry before not the composite lolIP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:53 AM
Ok I will be back IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 10:54 AM
Oh lol that's right. I'm out of it today...IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 10:57 AM
Moon conj Venus Moon in the 1st Do you struggle with feeling like you are too close to yourself and not objective? Like you cannot pull back enough to ***** things like if a person hurts your feelings for example?IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 11:05 AM
I'm not sure what the censored word is, but I think I get the drift lol.I'm pretty sensitive about everything, so I always think someone is hurting my feelings intentionally. But, yes, if I get in a fight I will have to ignore them for a bit so I think it about it objectively. If I didn't, I wouldn't have any friends left ha. I'm in my own world analyzing my thoughts constantly... IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:06 AM
LOL that was a mistake IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:08 AM
quote: Originally posted by CancerRising: I'm not sure what the censored word is, but I think I get the drift lol.I'm pretty sensitive about everything, so I always think someone is hurting my feelings intentionally. But, yes, if I get in a fight I will have to ignore them for a bit so I think it about it objectively. If I didn't, I wouldn't have any friends left ha. I'm in my own world analyzing my thoughts constantly...
Exactly.That was what I meant totally. The 1st house does that.It makes one not have the objectivity IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:08 AM
quote: Originally posted by CancerRising: I'm not sure what the censored word is, but I think I get the drift lol.I'm pretty sensitive about everything, so I always think someone is hurting my feelings intentionally. But, yes, if I get in a fight I will have to ignore them for a bit so I think it about it objectively. If I didn't, I wouldn't have any friends left ha. I'm in my own world analyzing my thoughts constantly...
Exactly.That was what I meant totally. The 1st house does that.It makes one not have the objectivity IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:10 AM
This is one of your defining factors.You will always have to deal with it--Sun conjunct Chiron. Did really really painful things happen with your father? You don't have to share details.You could e mail me if you feel you would like to talk but this aspect seems like it would have been SUPER painful. Am I right?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:14 AM
Wow Jup conj MC This is awesome You will have super luck in society and career. This is a good luck charm How does it work for you? It MUST cuz it is a biggie lolIP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 11:17 AM
I don't mind talking about it, he actually passed away 2 years ago during Mercury Retrograde Sun in Gemini.It was weird because out of all my family members, he the one I got a long the best. But yeah, he was very emotionally abusive. Never physical, but aggressive in the way that he would rip my bedroom door off. He also drank a lot and I couldn't deal with it so I moved out when I was 18 and only moved back in when he passed away. I wanted to be independent a lot and he did not like that, so I was pretty unhappy and whenever I made a mistake he made fun of me, so I have some self-esteem issues I'm still working on. We reconciled a few months before he died, but I definitely didn't speak to him for a few years of my life. He was Sun/Mercury/Venus Gemini with Mars in Scorpio. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:21 AM
The charts never lie. I am sorry about your experiences with him. IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 11:21 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Wow Jup conj MC This is awesome You will have super luck in society and career. This is a good luck charm How does it work for you? It MUST cuz it is a biggie lol
Lol I've had like 10 ten jobs and can't ever keep one, but all my employers always seem to like me, teachers as well. I've never thought this aspect applied to me because I feel like a failure with jobs in general. Maybe after my saturn return? I heard that because it's in Pisces I won't be successful until later in life. Mostly aimless wandering which I'm doing a lot of haha IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:22 AM
The charts have hard things and easy things--always.No one is left with everything hard . The easy charts are not always the best people.I am JUST seeing that ------------------ It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept. Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand. The Velveteen Rabbit IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:23 AM
Check out my Signature !IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:24 AM
quote: Originally posted by CancerRising: Lol I've had like 10 ten jobs and can't ever keep one, but all my employers always seem to like me, teachers as well. I've never thought this aspect applied to me because I feel like a failure with jobs in general. Maybe after my saturn return?I heard that because it's in Pisces I won't be successful until later in life. Mostly aimless wandering which I'm doing a lot of haha
When I looked at your pic,I LIKED you.That was my first thought lol That is Jupiter.It makes one to whom people naturally are drawn This is a powerful aspect IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 15898 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 26, 2011 11:27 AM
MAN Later we will do the synastry BUT I saw something big His Pholus is conj your NN He brings you "Ape in the China shop" energy Yea or Nay? IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 11:29 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Check out my Signature !
I love the book! I definitely get that quote now...ugh haha. IP: Logged |
CancerRising Knowflake Posts: 83 From: Registered: Jun 2011
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posted July 26, 2011 11:31 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: MAN Later we will do the synastry BUT I saw something big His Pholus is conj your NN He brings you "Ape in the China shop" energy Yea or Nay?
Like a bull in a China shop? If you mean I'm super clumsy all of the time, then yes. IP: Logged |