posted March 01, 2013 04:51 PM            

What's this all about? What does he want right now? And what does he want from me? Is this a turning point?

I know trusted lovely ladies have said I'd get bored if I was with him again, but really.... I just can't allow myself to be eaten by this longing for god knows what, it's too much to cope with sometimes. I'm feeling chained to him and wouldn't live if I had to let go but I wish I could live without feeling chained. And I'm also sorry for him, as I feel his pain no matter what, however insane it is

posted March 02, 2013 05:04 AM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
no one at all?

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posted March 02, 2013 05:19 AM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
I haven't read his message yet it has arrived, but I'm too scared/stirred, feeling I might have to make a decision and I know deep down I'm not ready, not after years of sitting on fences

What's this all about? What does he want right now? And what does he want from me? Is this a turning point?

I know trusted lovely ladies have said I'd get bored if I was with him again, but really.... I just can't allow myself to be eaten by this longing for god knows what, it's too much to cope with sometimes. I'm feeling chained to him and wouldn't live if I had to let go but I wish I could live without feeling chained. And I'm also sorry for him, as I feel his pain no matter what, however insane it is

I'd be happy to reciprocate if you feel like pulling a few cards for me

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The 3 of staves is saying you need to make your decision. The 8 of swords show you are trapping yourself in with your thoughts. Don't be so afraid to make a decision and get some advice on this. Take the next step. You are scared of letting go because of what you could be gambling away (the lovers) there is a very real possibility that this relationship could bring you great happiness. he is the queen of staves and it seems he has some sort of power over you and it might not be a good thing. The last cards say to just surrender to this experience and allow balanced emotions to take place.

posted March 02, 2013 05:29 AM            

thank for trying. he's just aries, hence this queen

i sort of know all about me. it's him i was wondering about. motifs, designs, intentions, feelings.

all i've been getting is ships and letters on the lenormand, tarot is being quite cryptic

posted March 02, 2013 05:34 AM            

Can you do a romance spread for me? I am single right now but I would like to know what I have in store.

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The 3 of staves is saying you need to make your decision. The 8 of swords show you are trapping yourself in with your thoughts. Don't be so afraid to make a decision and get some advice on this. Take the next step. You are scared of letting go because of what you could be gambling away (the lovers) there is a very real possibility that this relationship could bring you great happiness. he is the queen of staves and it seems he has some sort of power over you and it might not be a good thing. The last cards say to just surrender to this experience and allow balanced emotions to take place.

I hope this helps. I feel I pick up energies on people's situations when I do readings and can I just say WOW on this one....seems like a difficult decision wish you the best .

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posted March 02, 2013 05:54 AM            

well, he has as much power over me as i have over him, no inequality involved.

posted March 02, 2013 05:57 AM            

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thank you very much for this

well, he has as much power over me as i have over him, no inequality involved.

i will do a wheel for you and post as soon as it's ready

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posted March 02, 2013 06:02 AM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
have you ever heard of twin souls?

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posted March 02, 2013 06:37 AM            

for you i got

present: the hierophant
past obstacles: the hanged man
hidden influences: 7 pents
future influences: the devil
overall image: 3 wands

explanatory cards: queen of pents, 8 pents

I'm personally not a massive fan of 7 pents in readings for singles But perhaps the good news is you can still correct your patterns, understand who you are and what you need.

Your prospects are good, esp because you have been waiting so long and with the hanged man these transformations have been taking place in you, you have been undergoing a certain spiritual growth.

Feels like you also want things conventional and in accordance with ideas that you've got, which might have made you less flexible about what deserves a try and what doesn't. But you have the right to have your desires satisfied.

posted March 02, 2013 06:52 PM            

Just dropping by and saw this... wow, he did seek you out! I remember the GT reading I gave you and it was foreseen on the 2nd Quarter, but I guess it overlapped with the 1st one... In the GT, it definitely seems like he wants to meet up with you... and looking at it now, it feels like it has something to do with his addictions. I think he'll open up with the complications in his life that he's been dealing with lately, and more than anything, I feel like he seeks you out to get a second chance with companionship. Perhaps not necessarily something that readily means commitment in the romantic sense, but he just wants you back in his life so he could successfully turn over a new leaf... it seems very promising, yes... but something's not quite right, (The Fox really bothers me) and I believe you're more equipped to call out on his sneakiness if there's anything.

Have you decided to read it? Perhaps it may signify a chance for a renewal, or a closure so that you may finally live without the chains... I guess it depends on your standpoint at this moment. Either way, I wish you all the best!! ♥

posted March 03, 2013 10:48 AM            

I'm feeling kinda guilty, to be honest, to have troubled your dreams

the message ended up being a little wtf, as if nothing had happened. if he really wants me back in his life, that's a funny way to go about it.

the truth is i wouldn't be able to consider him as a full-time/part-time lover any time soon. there are just things the sheer fact of me being human entails, this "non-not-giving-a-damn". but then perhaps it's my over-sweet neptune.

my lenormand has just given me letter+heart+child as an answer to what he wants. seriously weird, all this

but thank you for your sweetness

posted March 04, 2013 01:37 AM            

Oh wow, he did come back fast He wants you back that is for sure. He isn't going to give up easily, and will want the friendship back at very least. I also got the four of pentacles and high priestess going w the hidden theme Ari picked up as the fox.

You know even before drawing cards, I feel this is related to that woman who manipulated him.. the one who was a negative influence towards his falling back into negative addictive patterns. Strongly strongly feel he is doing his best to bury that hatchet once and for all, but wouldn't be surprised if she tries to get him back into her clutches again. M

I feel she and the addictive lifestyle she represents are the fox/high priestess. She is a person w dependency issues beyond the substances... She enjoys draining people.. An energy vampire with strong imbalances within herself. She likes people to control as this gives her some awful sense of being better... Something major happened and he wants out. He is struggling right now w his own worst enemy... Himself his shadow..

Honestly this feels like a major year for him to at last go into recovery. It isn't going to be easy but looks like he found the missing link which was holding him back. If you do meet up there are going to be big surprises as he is not the same person in many ways. The Devastation of this past year has been a humble blow. Revelations are being made to him and he is wanting to share this with you, feeling you are one who can really understand. He cares very deeply for you, but even more so then reconciliation (which he is almost afraid to hope for) he wishes for your friendship... To be heard by your heart more so than your mind.

Cards: strength, high priestess, four of pentacles, 7 of cups, two of cups, the emperor and temperance.

posted March 04, 2013 09:05 AM            

this is so oh my god, an immeasurable thank you for taking a look and for your time

hope you're good, before anything?

but i'd never never read the high priestess like THAT (which might be true for all i know, comparing to all other readings. i always see the devil next to him in the present), your cards are really talking to you in a special way. the thing is i've been reading up on this empathy thing a lot, most of it applies to me, involuntary reiki-like healing, all that jazz. and yet i have no clue how you pick up that energy from the cards. so looking up to you

i'll give you more feedback by e-mail when you send me that bio i'm really looking forward to?? just not super-comfy discussing all of it here. it's just that.... it's so consistent, all of it

posted March 04, 2013 09:22 PM            

I'm doing very well, today was an excellent day =) Some very positive developments at work and home. Planning a weekend get away to the beach, for some much needed relaxation time =)

Thank you so much for your insight/feedback, means a lot coming from you =) I don't know, it is so funny how the readings flow for me. I briefly look at the cards, and then the impressions just start flowing.

Sometimes they feel random, but I still like to say all that was picked up. It won't make sense for me as the reader sometimes, but the person sitting for the reading will know =)

Yes, please update me in email. I'm about to send you the project summary =)

I ordered Doreen's Angel cards and a set of runes this past week. The Angels and runes are really calling to me. I'm going to feel them out, experiment with reading with each and then perhaps combining them w the tarot. If you are ok with it, would love to practice reading them with you and Ari via email =) ?