posted July 17, 2013 02:01 AM            

The Fool - that makes perfect sense!
Well, it is more a qualitative card and is quite nice - I was a creative dreamer, free thinker etc. The picture is of a charming young man gazing at a castle in the distance.

2) What did I do? (some quotes below which fit well)

3 of swords
Not sure if this means that I suffered from a broken heart or was it me who broke someone's heart.

6 of wands reversed
Did not get recognized for my work, lacked nergy to see things through, had disagreements. lacked confidence

The World - "This is where everything begins and ends; past and future, life and death. Although the soul’s journey has reached an end, a new one will begin. Thus, the Fool shall, once again, embark upon a new journey."

3) Karmic debts?

5 of wands
"This card urges you participate with assertiveness. This is time to rise to the occasion and approach your opposition with energy and determination." This fits in very well as a response to 6 of wands reversed.

Ace of swords
This supports 5 of wands - Taking action on new ideas and innovation and asserting oneself.

So it was about changes in attitudes and psychology. The Karmic debt cards were more about lessons to be learnt - Stop being a dreamer and put some of those interesting ideas to work. Yes. Makes sense.
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Red headed, a lot of angst heart-wise, you would write furiously and deposit them into a box. It is a quite recent time frame, as I often find the most recent past life is. I drew other cards myself to check the most recent past life and they correlate - in my thinking anyway, with yours.
Q1. Page of Cups
Q2. Justice, Wheel of Fortune, Ten of Pentacles
Q3. King of cups, Nine of Swords

So the person is a female with reddish hair and is probably 15yrs nearing 16yrs. The time frame is 1930s. You like to do something unconventional for the time. You bet on game/match outcomes, so am not sure if it is baseball or something but you have to write your bets and lodge them in a box hurriedly. I think you can make further bets throughout the game maybe to do with runs or whatever. And you are holding a lot of tension around your heart in anticipation but at that age in life your anatomy etc can handle it. Its like you do this with other things too, maybe its voting, and the area has some kind of fast moving politics but I'm not sure why you would be voting at that age and why you have to do it quickly and are listening intently to work out what you will vote/do.

I think you may have been a bit of a loner and possibly sat in trees and dreamt about the future. Generally, it was better to make yourself scarce during the day and then slip in later and actually go to bed without dinner so that you could say that you had been home for ages. A step mother was there, she wasn't unkind, just annoyed the hell out of you with her talking and wanting to discuss things that you had no care to. I can't see/feel the presence of the father, its as if he is away a lot and the step mother fully makes excuses for him because he does pop in occasionally. There is a younger brother about 8yrs younger than you but you don't really know him - he seems very different from you, you think, and he is the result of the stepmother with your father. There was an older sister, about 5yrs older than you but she moved somewhere a long time ago and has only contacted by sporadic cards and small gifts. Your natural mother left the home too probably when you were about 5yrs, and she would have taken you and your older sister if she could but felt she would be criminally charged if she did that - maybe the father was well known and in some type of local government. I thought it was in America but it doesn't feel like America or if it is there is a strong northern European mix in the genetics of the people so they may identify with Germanic people. The weather is often warm, bordering on hot, but its nice. There is very little agriculture but there is something industrial or a few industrial sites nearby and there is use of a river for transporting as well as water for this big industrial factory or whatever it is. I think they have a big shoe factory there too and people get good wages throughout the town. Minneapolis I believe it is, and on looking it up on Wikipedia it seems to correlate as the people are chiefly Scandinvavian and German descent.

In Q2 chiefly what you did, as you believed yourself, is you profited from other's misfortunes, but you were being too hard on yourself as you were really only betting on outcomes - but to yourself you felt some degree of guilt for wanting too much for someone to lose or whatever.

I'm not sure on the Karmic debts, Q3. It seems more of debt against self and it feels like a higher consciousness is monitoring you to see whether you can break free of a loop in which you tend to respond or go to a habitual way of being. The habitual response is something along the lines of thinking that you will not aspire to anything to much, you will tell yourself that you are quite happy with something that you already have rather than something you would like to do/have. Its like you undercut yourself and go for something less than the best, like you go for second best etc - something along the lines of that.

I was going to miss out the details, especially the mother/home stuff but thought I would add it in as I felt it might build the picture more.

posted July 17, 2013 09:18 PM            

Thank you Chryseis. It is great to find out that, firstly, the cards I had picked out had relevance and concurred with yours. Also, seeing the key notes set in the context that you provided is exciting and helpful.

You used the word 'undercutting' in an earlier natal chart reading to refer to how I viewed myself. This appears to be a self view that needs to be overcome from what the cards have indicated, and it is helpful indeed to know this.

I wonder if the cards you pulled clarified the meaning of any relationship issues (broken heart indicated by 3 of swords that I pulled) which may have a lesson to be learnt in relationshps in this life. Or assertiveness and self belief could be a key note for this too.

Incidrentally, I was flying from the West coast to the UK a few years ago with a flight change at Minneapolis. The flight was missed and I had to stay overnight. So, I accidentally got to visit the place where I might have been born in my last life.

Thanks again. If you have any further thoughts, they'll be gratefully received.

posted July 17, 2013 11:00 PM            

1. 3 of swords

2..9 of cups

3. 5 of wands

posted July 17, 2013 11:13 PM            

2) WHAT DID I DO ?
I got :
Judgement + The Hanged Man + The Lovers

3) WHAT KARMIC DEBT SHOULD I PAY ?
I go :
The Magician + The Sun (reversed) + The Tower (reversed).

posted July 17, 2013 11:28 PM            

1. who was i ?

5 of wands / ace of swords

2. what did i do ?

death / knight of swords / 4 of wands / the moon

3. karmic debts i need to pay ?

the empress / 3 of pentacles / the magician

what do you think it is pointing at ?

posted July 18, 2013 03:02 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Lioness:
I'll try, but can't give any interapation

1. 3 of swords

2..9 of cups

3. 5 of wands

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Lioness, first impression I am getting is rubber. Like a rubber queen, and actual rubber it is. I think there is some kind of weaving in and out a line of black African people. Because the woman in the past life with the rubber is like the great grand 'babby' of a previous you which was a male.

And yes, the family had Spanish in the mix and both Spanish or more so Puerto Rican is as strong an elemental force within the body karma, or whatever it is, as the African/indian mix. So yes, it was an African Indian mix as in people from well not India but Sri Lanka or otherwise known as Ceylon. This heritage of Sri Lankans were traders like 400yrs ago, and came across land from the eastern side and then went down to the cape, here they were forced to join a type of workforce that were not slaves but were kind of indentured or something and the people were black who were over them. They mixed and then spread up the western coast of Africa and a little inland and then there was some kind of terrible war of tribes before whites. After that the ancestors of the past life were kind of rescued by Mediterranean types of people who encouraged them to join sea gangs and then they ended up living around the ports and in Portugal. Then they came across because they had to populate an area, and then they eventually again intermingled with black and white peoples in the Americas. Some of the knowledge of the Indian blacks that mixed in with the Portuguese and the Spanish was retained and then applied in rubber plantations. Initially some of the African mixes on the plantations were more like cheap workers and then when they needed a lot it seems that this is when they started the horrendous slave acquisition to populate the labour force. Some went into tobacco. Wow, I can get off into details, soz.

Anyway this past life, the main one coming to the for in the 3 of swords for you - she had slim legs, quite slender calves and arms were quite nice and beautiful skin, but yes she held and carried well a huge amount of weight in her behind and upper thighs and her torso was wide but still had shape. She had lush plump lips and waves in her hair rather than the tighter African hair - so yes African was, if a percentage was on the mix of what I feel, she was like 35-45% African and part of that was a long time ago overlap of Sri Lankan as said, and then the slightly more bulk and influence on the life was like a Portuguese/Spanish origin.

And if I were to hone in and find where she was born up and spent most of her life, I see muddy foreshores but beautiful and still very much salty and coastal, there are occasional alligators/crocodiles in the sea water, and there are sting rays, turtles, and something that looks like cormorant birds. The afternoon can suddenly blow up a squall and many small village type boat has come to grief in the afternoon, but the fisherman usually made it back ok. There is a sensation that 'Green' is part of the name or words associated with the land. But the green is more of a blue-green like something along the lines in cultural terms of the blue-green sea mirroring the green of the land and the blue of the sky. So yes there is myth and folk story. I will now try to find the place by searching on the net and see what feels right and when I seek the name it is starting with C but not Costa Rica perhaps but more like Cormorant or Corres de something. And I feel the Bahamas is right and when I look to a map there is Cormorant Cay and there is a Corres in Spain, so maybe there is something Corres around that area and there are green references to the Bahamas or near there in terms of place names but I can't at present hone it to 'place' anymore - only that it feels more like part of the large island mass but perhaps a bay or a peninsula, rather than the small islands like cormorant cay itself.

Q2 what did you do - you worked really hard but were jolly, you loved what you did, it was outdoors, you socialised you had shares in something, you competed with others, you loved it. Maybe you took the raw material and made it into like rolls of rubber strap and it was done, as said chiefly out doors or maybe under and awning. People could have their kids around, they had breaks like siestas and just kind of fanned themselves with a large frond like fan in the middle of the day and sometimes they just slept at their current work site or sometimes they stayed at some kind of western built huts. I think the time span of this woman in her 50s, probably 56 or so, would make the year in late 1800s.

There was a big mosquito threat and everyone was up on the remedies and precautions. She used to be always grabbing the nearest child and applying some kind of lotion - chiefly herbal/botanical but with something else mixed in maybe a type of alcohol and something like chalk. The botanicals I think may have been a type of Aloe.

Many in today's standards would think she had a plain life but really she felt and I can feel she had a full and colourful life. Her heart and essences are sweet and enriched and she loved the sea breeze coming across the land, she loved the afternoon change in the weather, and the curtains would start to move around as the breeze picked up. She did eat local animals like turtle soup, and the crocodile/alligator meat, chicken and various wild birds - but they were tough and the chicken was often bad because it turned to quick in the heat. She drank plant juice and maybe it was a type of beet juice like a sugar beet - she didn't drink the fermented kind but she did smoke some stuff only at gatherings and she ate some kind of psychoactive substance too - which was knowledge handed along from the local south American Indians that still were through the main culture as well. She wore a very low flat shoe that almost wasn't there kind of like a paddle with a curved heel support and two crossing straps at the front. Her heels and her toes showed the effects of walking around where the ground was either dry and gritty or a bit soft and muddy. Her toes in particular could do with a bit of foot care - but generally they were healthy feet. She may not have been as good with hygiene as you or I may like today but this was not unusual within her social peers.

There are karmic debts involving others. I think she tended to 'borrow' things off others and even just walk in to their living areas when they weren't there and just sort of look around and take a few things. She didn't have any real issue with doing this and could somehow dissuade others from trying to lay any accusation or try and search her stuff. She would kind of look at them with a considering type of gaze as if she was trying to work out what they exactly were talking about, so the expression would look so much like she was really interested in thinking about what was missing and where she might have seen it - that it left the questioner feeling like they had lost the momentum in accusing her - almost like they had no grounds for further interrogation - and then she would just saunter off. She even would sometimes offer an item up to the person she had taken it from telling them that she could loan them such and such until they found theirs, and often the person, quite befuddled would not know how to respond when they realised she was offering for them to borrow their own previous possession. When they accused her, saying that is mine, she would not argue, but there was never anyway they could accuse her or take it from her, if they were decent people themselves as she made them feel like they were stealing from her out of not being able to prove it - all because she had a countenance that kind of made any conflict just dissolve and not adhere to her. Wow, another detailed explanation, sorry, I just had to try and nail the impression of it - it was so interesting to take in.

So she generally took, but worked hard, rarely shared, but yes, slathered any child close enough with the anti-bite/anti-disease stuff to do with worrisome insects. And she was really positive, nothing much phased her.

I would like to be more specific about the location but it is does have a feel that the Bahamas of even Jamaica is kind of near enough to have an influence too.

posted July 18, 2013 05:00 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by SilverFeather:
So guys, I've decided to draw/pull cards on my own to see if my reading fits with Becca's.
1) WHO WAS I ?
I got "The Fool" twice.

2) WHAT DID I DO ?
I got :
Judgement + The Hanged Man + The Lovers

3) WHAT KARMIC DEBT SHOULD I PAY ?
I go :
The Magician + The Sun (reversed) + The Tower (reversed).

Now, how can I interpret this ??

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I just went back and had a look at beccathelion's interpretation and I would agree - of course I do have some variations on it but it was spot on imo.

So with your cards SilverFeather, it feels like the person is trying to get to be older, but yes they are young. The name is convoluted like a hugely long name that gets recited off. There is Asian in the blood mix and it was a merging of like an east Prussian with Mongol or some high altitude Asian line of people. I often see Prussian in these old lives, maybe because Prussia was huge once, but there is a definite strain of this and I see and feel this Prussian sensation that I recognise.

So they are like a boy on the side of a mountain in some kind of monastery, reciting texts and their name is like this long thing as said, that seems to include something translated to of the Moon of the seventh something when some kind of blossom is likely - something like that all mixed in to this long name.

The boy has a slight girl feel so yes maybe his testosterone was not high or something.

Although in a monastery he was being educated and schooled to make a marriage and he would be a ...can't think of the name, but like a lay priest that has gone into some kind of office (position). The alliance that involves the arranged marital tie has what feels like shards of ice through it. Like there is strict input from various others that are stipulating prerequisities and achievements that must be met or there will be dishonour.

There is definitely a karmic debt because unfortunately for you in this life, you were not ignorant of karma and the concept of such debt, and so your own being is part of adjudicator of this debt. It is severe and haunting and does involve dishonour. Although the last question's cards can give insight in several ways there is also something akin to a Hollywood movie kind of awe inspiring saying something along the lines of an obvious shiny disc that can not be broken. Like a sacred/or alchemical whole that can not be undone/broken. So perhaps the crucially defining phrase would be "When all the worlds are gone or when all that is to come to pass/show has happened, there is still remains to be dealt with the (hard to explain) unreflective whole that can not be broken. So initially I see a disc like a bright goldish coloured metallic disc like a shield or similar and then it sort of spins and then there is like an almost impression or the same disc transformed or like the truth of the disc, and though it may have slight changing shimmers across the scape of the more darkly reflective surface, the rigidity of the actual template of the disc remains - or something, so I can't even truly understand it but it might relate to the tao or similar.

So just looking back to what beccathelion said, I think it still holds, that some kind of effort is required to be able to actually realize some huge magnitude of a thing.

I initially saw other things in becca's cards too, like yes lots of children congregated, then trying to vie for approval or to stand out to whoever was perceived as a kind of father, then all the worries of a child that he may not be pleasing enough in his achievements etc to gain that approval - so a real uncertainty mixed with fear and an aghast feel if he thinks he falls short of whatever this authority person wants.

As time wore on, and right at the end when he was starting to have something of the inner man that he was to become, he began to experience much doubt/and something akin to 'I don't know if I even want this, it's probably going to be horrible, and I haven't liked any of these people I'm going to have to associate with' - kind of like the classic story of the boy being groomed for king and he starts skipping out and assuming a pseudo persona as a boy just like any other that can do what he wants, generally.

I'm not entirely certain how it all ends up. It's kind of involved and I'm not sure whether I'm seeing things objectively or getting tied up in subjectivity - its trickeh...

posted July 18, 2013 06:06 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Britannia:
hi cryesis , thank you so much for being so generous .
i did this spread for me and got something like this :

1. who was i ?

5 of wands / ace of swords

2. what did i do ?

death / knight of swords / 4 of wands / the moon

3. karmic debts i need to pay ?

the empress / 3 of pentacles / the magician

what do you think it is pointing at ?

many thanks again for offering to read

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Female, tall, well you didn't start out particularly tall or a naturally slender type but became thinner and wore platform shoes and long skirts so you looked tall and kind of statuesque. Its a sharp, quickly said name like Maik Lu. And I would say it is Polynesian but the person doesn't want to be that, they want to be like the Russian/French ballet teacher. There was something on the lungs from birth or early childhood and it has left the person with bronchitis. Despite the Polynesian ethnicity, the climate is cool/mild and there are even something like snow or an iciness anyway on the high peaks. It sort of feels like a cross between Japan, Russia and Hawaii.

posted July 18, 2013 07:00 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
I just went back and had a look at beccathelion's interpretation and I would agree - of course I do have some variations on it but it was spot on imo.

So with your cards SilverFeather, it feels like the person is trying to get to be older, but yes they are young. The name is convoluted like a hugely long name that gets recited off. There is Asian in the blood mix and it was a merging of like an east Prussian with Mongol or some high altitude Asian line of people. I often see Prussian in these old lives, maybe because Prussia was huge once, but there is a definite strain of this and I see and feel this Prussian sensation that I recognise.

So they are like a boy on the side of a mountain in some kind of monastery, reciting texts and their name is like this long thing as said, that seems to include something translated to of the Moon of the seventh something when some kind of blossom is likely - something like that all mixed in to this long name.

The boy has a slight girl feel so yes maybe his testosterone was not high or something.

Although in a monastery he was being educated and schooled to make a marriage and he would be a ...can't think of the name, but like a lay priest that has gone into some kind of office (position). The alliance that involves the arranged marital tie has what feels like shards of ice through it. Like there is strict input from various others that are stipulating prerequisities and achievements that must be met or there will be dishonour.

There is definitely a karmic debt because unfortunately for you in this life, you were not ignorant of karma and the concept of such debt, and so your own being is part of adjudicator of this debt. It is severe and haunting and does involve dishonour. Although the last question's cards can give insight in several ways there is also something akin to a Hollywood movie kind of awe inspiring saying something along the lines of an obvious shiny disc that can not be broken. Like a sacred/or alchemical whole that can not be undone/broken. So perhaps the crucially defining phrase would be "When all the worlds are gone or when all that is to come to pass/show has happened, there is still remains to be dealt with the (hard to explain) unreflective whole that can not be broken. So initially I see a disc like a bright goldish coloured metallic disc like a shield or similar and then it sort of spins and then there is like an almost impression or the same disc transformed or like the truth of the disc, and though it may have slight changing shimmers across the scape of the more darkly reflective surface, the rigidity of the actual template of the disc remains - or something, so I can't even truly understand it but it might relate to the tao or similar.

So just looking back to what beccathelion said, I think it still holds, that some kind of effort is required to be able to actually realize some huge magnitude of a thing.

I initially saw other things in becca's cards too, like yes lots of children congregated, then trying to vie for approval or to stand out to whoever was perceived as a kind of father, then all the worries of a child that he may not be pleasing enough in his achievements etc to gain that approval - so a real uncertainty mixed with fear and an aghast feel if he thinks he falls short of whatever this authority person wants.

As time wore on, and right at the end when he was starting to have something of the inner man that he was to become, he began to experience much doubt/and something akin to 'I don't know if I even want this, it's probably going to be horrible, and I haven't liked any of these people I'm going to have to associate with' - kind of like the classic story of the boy being groomed for king and he starts skipping out and assuming a pseudo persona as a boy just like any other that can do what he wants, generally.

I'm not entirely certain how it all ends up. It's kind of involved and I'm not sure whether I'm seeing things objectively or getting tied up in subjectivity - its trickeh...

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Thanks so much for the effort Chryseis though I feel a bit confused about the last part ( the Karmic debt and the disc analogy ).

so basically I was a child who had hopes and dreams but didn't get the chance to get older to realize them.... tragic... Apparently I died of some sort of an illness during late childhood and somehow parents seem to be absent.

Did I have a sibling ? A physic once told me that I share a heavy Karmic relationship with one of my sisters ( Ruler of the 12th house and Pluto are in third House) and that the trace of a past-life is still hanging over my present one.

posted July 18, 2013 08:47 AM            

1. Who was I?
6 of Swords reversed

2. What did I do?
Ten of Cups
King of Wands reversed
The World reversed

posted July 18, 2013 09:00 AM            

I may be going to Sydney tomoz for half the weekend and I have to fit in a reading for pixieangel for her birthday on Sunday, after having just lost a deluge of it by accidently hitting the wrong key. Also shall probably show up to work on Sunday. So all in all, I will come back to this thread next week if not tomorrow or the next.

posted July 18, 2013 09:08 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
yes the confusion that some people seem to inevitably have with my readings is probably ongoing. If you were in my perspective you would understand why, so I am afraid that what you get is my best effort to put the sensations and images down into coherence. I can not be any more explicit - its not like I can give you a researched factualised account off a hard copy. I'm literally scraping fragments off something akin to a mist in my consciousness and it tends to be draining to maintain concentration and try and keep going back to delve to try and get a bigger picture on some things. All up though, its interesting and challenging and I learn a lot about stuff.

If the insights are no use to you then it might be best to forget about them as I can not generally enlighten you further. I'm literally combing the globe in my mind for what feels like the whereabouts of places, and if I get an inkling of something, there is often a cultural or spiritual dimension that my mind has no knowledge of how to express - many things I can not express or describe - all I can deliver to you is my best effort to interpret it.

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posted July 18, 2013 12:36 PM            

1) Who was I ?

The Sun

2) What did I do ?

Two of Staffs

3) What Karmic debts should I pay ?

6 of staffs

posted July 18, 2013 04:23 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
I will come back to it at some point Lionfish as I do love to do these things generally - that is until I'm tired of them, lol.

I may be going to Sydney tomoz for half the weekend and I have to fit in a reading for pixieangel for her birthday on Sunday, after having just lost a deluge of it by accidently hitting the wrong key. Also shall probably show up to work on Sunday. So all in all, I will come back to this thread next week if not tomorrow or the next.

I have to experience someone coming back at me with different cards to test me yet. But that's ok, it will be interesting to see what comes up.

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Of course no hurries or worries. I understand that these things take a lot of time and energy from the person offering.

posted July 18, 2013 07:57 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Lioness, first impression I am getting is rubber. Like a rubber queen, and actual rubber it is. I think there is some kind of weaving in and out a line of black African people. Because the woman in the past life with the rubber is like the great grand 'babby' of a previous you which was a male.

And yes, the family had Spanish in the mix and both Spanish or more so Puerto Rican is as strong an elemental force within the body karma, or whatever it is, as the African/indian mix. So yes, it was an African Indian mix as in people from well not India but Sri Lanka or otherwise known as Ceylon. This heritage of Sri Lankans were traders like 400yrs ago, and came across land from the eastern side and then went down to the cape, here they were forced to join a type of workforce that were not slaves but were kind of indentured or something and the people were black who were over them. They mixed and then spread up the western coast of Africa and a little inland and then there was some kind of terrible war of tribes before whites. After that the ancestors of the past life were kind of rescued by Mediterranean types of people who encouraged them to join sea gangs and then they ended up living around the ports and in Portugal. Then they came across because they had to populate an area, and then they eventually again intermingled with black and white peoples in the Americas. Some of the knowledge of the Indian blacks that mixed in with the Portuguese and the Spanish was retained and then applied in rubber plantations. Initially some of the African mixes on the plantations were more like cheap workers and then when they needed a lot it seems that this is when they started the horrendous slave acquisition to populate the labour force. Some went into tobacco. Wow, I can get off into details, soz.

Anyway this past life, the main one coming to the for in the 3 of swords for you - she had slim legs, quite slender calves and arms were quite nice and beautiful skin, but yes she held and carried well a huge amount of weight in her behind and upper thighs and her torso was wide but still had shape. She had lush plump lips and waves in her hair rather than the tighter African hair - so yes African was, if a percentage was on the mix of what I feel, she was like 35-45% African and part of that was a long time ago overlap of Sri Lankan as said, and then the slightly more bulk and influence on the life was like a Portuguese/Spanish origin.

And if I were to hone in and find where she was born up and spent most of her life, I see muddy foreshores but beautiful and still very much salty and coastal, there are occasional alligators/crocodiles in the sea water, and there are sting rays, turtles, and something that looks like cormorant birds. The afternoon can suddenly blow up a squall and many small village type boat has come to grief in the afternoon, but the fisherman usually made it back ok. There is a sensation that 'Green' is part of the name or words associated with the land. But the green is more of a blue-green like something along the lines in cultural terms of the blue-green sea mirroring the green of the land and the blue of the sky. So yes there is myth and folk story. I will now try to find the place by searching on the net and see what feels right and when I seek the name it is starting with C but not Costa Rica perhaps but more like Cormorant or Corres de something. And I feel the Bahamas is right and when I look to a map there is Cormorant Cay and there is a Corres in Spain, so maybe there is something Corres around that area and there are green references to the Bahamas or near there in terms of place names but I can't at present hone it to 'place' anymore - only that it feels more like part of the large island mass but perhaps a bay or a peninsula, rather than the small islands like cormorant cay itself.

Q2 what did you do - you worked really hard but were jolly, you loved what you did, it was outdoors, you socialised you had shares in something, you competed with others, you loved it. Maybe you took the raw material and made it into like rolls of rubber strap and it was done, as said chiefly out doors or maybe under and awning. People could have their kids around, they had breaks like siestas and just kind of fanned themselves with a large frond like fan in the middle of the day and sometimes they just slept at their current work site or sometimes they stayed at some kind of western built huts. I think the time span of this woman in her 50s, probably 56 or so, would make the year in late 1800s.

There was a big mosquito threat and everyone was up on the remedies and precautions. She used to be always grabbing the nearest child and applying some kind of lotion - chiefly herbal/botanical but with something else mixed in maybe a type of alcohol and something like chalk. The botanicals I think may have been a type of Aloe.

Many in today's standards would think she had a plain life but really she felt and I can feel she had a full and colourful life. Her heart and essences are sweet and enriched and she loved the sea breeze coming across the land, she loved the afternoon change in the weather, and the curtains would start to move around as the breeze picked up. She did eat local animals like turtle soup, and the crocodile/alligator meat, chicken and various wild birds - but they were tough and the chicken was often bad because it turned to quick in the heat. She drank plant juice and maybe it was a type of beet juice like a sugar beet - she didn't drink the fermented kind but she did smoke some stuff only at gatherings and she ate some kind of psychoactive substance too - which was knowledge handed along from the local south American Indians that still were through the main culture as well. She wore a very low flat shoe that almost wasn't there kind of like a paddle with a curved heel support and two crossing straps at the front. Her heels and her toes showed the effects of walking around where the ground was either dry and gritty or a bit soft and muddy. Her toes in particular could do with a bit of foot care - but generally they were healthy feet. She may not have been as good with hygiene as you or I may like today but this was not unusual within her social peers.

There are karmic debts involving others. I think she tended to 'borrow' things off others and even just walk in to their living areas when they weren't there and just sort of look around and take a few things. She didn't have any real issue with doing this and could somehow dissuade others from trying to lay any accusation or try and search her stuff. She would kind of look at them with a considering type of gaze as if she was trying to work out what they exactly were talking about, so the expression would look so much like she was really interested in thinking about what was missing and where she might have seen it - that it left the questioner feeling like they had lost the momentum in accusing her - almost like they had no grounds for further interrogation - and then she would just saunter off. She even would sometimes offer an item up to the person she had taken it from telling them that she could loan them such and such until they found theirs, and often the person, quite befuddled would not know how to respond when they realised she was offering for them to borrow their own previous possession. When they accused her, saying that is mine, she would not argue, but there was never anyway they could accuse her or take it from her, if they were decent people themselves as she made them feel like they were stealing from her out of not being able to prove it - all because she had a countenance that kind of made any conflict just dissolve and not adhere to her. Wow, another detailed explanation, sorry, I just had to try and nail the impression of it - it was so interesting to take in.

So she generally took, but worked hard, rarely shared, but yes, slathered any child close enough with the anti-bite/anti-disease stuff to do with worrisome insects. And she was really positive, nothing much phased her.

I would like to be more specific about the location but it is does have a feel that the Bahamas of even Jamaica is kind of near enough to have an influence too.

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Wow.. That's amazing.
Thank you for taking the time and effort, much appreciated.

posted July 18, 2013 08:05 PM            

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Originally posted by SilverFeather:
I know it's not easy ! Thanks again

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posted July 19, 2013 11:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Female, tall, well you didn't start out particularly tall or a naturally slender type but became thinner and wore platform shoes and long skirts so you looked tall and kind of statuesque. Its a sharp, quickly said name like Maik Lu. And I would say it is Polynesian but the person doesn't want to be that, they want to be like the Russian/French ballet teacher. There was something on the lungs from birth or early childhood and it has left the person with bronchitis. Despite the Polynesian ethnicity, the climate is cool/mild and there are even something like snow or an iciness anyway on the high peaks. It sort of feels like a cross between Japan, Russia and Hawaii.

Basically, this person bore children and was one of a few wives. But they had status as like the flower arranger for feasts - like they oversaw the ceremonies and even consulted others regarding weather patterns. This person also had a sense of caring/responsibility for the community, like houses closer to the coastline had to be monitored so they wouldn't be swept away without assistance from the community. I think there was a mission there, and I don't think they ran the place like some other missions elsewhere did - they ended up becoming more. I don't know where the place is for sure but I think it is Hawaii. Apparently there are some cool alpine peaks and they have had some connection with Russia in the past as well as Japan.

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posted July 19, 2013 12:29 PM            

If so, here they are -

1) Who was I?
Hanged man + Ace of Cups + The Tower

2) What did i do?

King of Cups + Queen of Wands + The Wheel of Fortune

3) What are my karmic debts?

Knight of Cups + Nine of Swords + Three of Wands