posted April 15, 2014 12:45 AM
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Originally posted by Plutonian_Gal8:
First, I miss you! Your energy and all your help has been so awesome. How are you?! Is graduation dawning? I hope I haven't missed out on sending you love and light on that chapter reaching it's height 
Can imagine you're busy.
Close to a month back…
[b]Wow... I was getting no feeling at all of him hiding anything from you, so I pulled cards. 5/Spades, 6/Hearts, 9/Hearts. I hesitate to tell you this, because i really, REALLY feel like friendship with him is where you're supposed to be right now; but the cards tell me it's not over between the two of you. There will be delays, and I HIGHLY URGE you to focus on your friendship with him and let anything else which may come along evolve naturally, but I don't feel any sort of hidden information at all.
I've come to notice that I do resonate a "love/hate" thing with this person. Like I actually have days here and there where I'm disgusted with the thought of him and then others days I may be a bit enthused to see him. Weird. I kind of want to pin that to my raising 8H issues in us both; my Moon overlays there. From what I've researched it's an "all or nothing" deal when you tap into aspecting that house. But I digress. I'm at a stalemate with that guy. Who's to say if/when one of us slams the door on communication altogether very soon.
Anyway. Love & Light to you dear!!! [/B]
Well bless your heart, and THANK YOU PG! 
Yes, we're in the last 3 weeks of classes and clinicals; exhausted and cross-eyed 
Yes, 8th house is indeed the house of fundamental transformation. It very often presents enormous personal challenge, even to those ready to face it head-on. For those who aren't it can be crushing.
I myself have Chiron (wounded healer), Ceres (nurturer) and Juno (marriage, intimacy, partnership) placements - YIKES!!! The truly great thing that I've discovered about these seemingly HUGELY unfortunate placements-in-combination (since having only recently discovered them at all... ) is the humbling sense of empowerment in knowing what I face; what my karmic challenges as an individual are. There's an old TV tagline, "So now you know. And knowing is half the battle", that fits this like a glove.
So now I know. That wisdom has finally given me the insight to move past those karmic roundabouts and move ahead to my next lessons. It's not perfect. I have to consciously work at it every day. Some days, I fail. BUT...I improve daily on the toolbox I'm building to keep my car on the road; and I cannot just see, but most importantly FEEL - on a spirit level - some little progress every single day. What's more, I'm learning how to deal proactively with a potentially dire Moon in 8th synastry placement with the man with whom I'm involved. Again though: I know, so I can keep building my toolbox.
From a spiritual standpoint, there's no greater truism than that of "You're done with something when it doesn't affect you anymore." I'm learning to own my stuff instead of allowing it to own me. For me, it's making all the difference in the world.
Maybe looking at it from this standpoint can make that difference for you (and anyone else who cares to read this!) as well. I'm certainly no one to tell anyone how to live their lives, I can only say what's working for mine....and this definitely is.
Prayers, positive thoughts and peaceful vibes to you my dear, sweet friend. Huge (((HUGS))) too!
Lindaland
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posted April 14, 2014 04:22 PM