posted May 18, 2014 03:42 AM            

My q is how did J feel because of my guitar video?

posted May 18, 2014 03:47 AM            

if you knew that your ex cares and loves you and would be with you still, would that change your mind about your feelings for your boyfriend and whether or not you would continue to be with your boyfriend?

... ask yourself those questions because I'm sure more than one or two or three people are going to reply to you on that. I personally em not going to answer because I don't want to confuse your little heart anymore than it is.

posted May 18, 2014 03:54 AM            

A: 9 of Arrows clarified by Prince of Arrows.

Hm, how did the relation end, if you don't mind my asking? Was it because of a misunderstanding between the two of you? It seems as if he can't get over how things ended and seems to be hovering over the edge of what's going on with you now, making sure you're okay........ I'm going to pull another card to further clarify.

Emperor

He has gained insight on what's happened in the past and it's changed his stance on how he felt about a situation that occurred between you. He's concerned about how things went down and seems to be hanging around, trying to scrutinize you and your next moves. I can see him waiting on the edges, just watching.

Q: What will happen to whitewitch and her ex in the future?

A: 8 of Arrows clarified by 2 of Pentacles.

Aww, well, it seems that the troubled past is clarified by you two and set aside. However, where does that leave you two now? There's the implied infinity symbol between the 8 of Arrows and the 2 of Pentacles here. You need to live the path you have chosen. The ex and your relationship will not break. You can't just drop your life because he deems it so, no matter how much you want to return. He will remain by your side and you have a friend for life. It's tempting, but you paid your penance to him. It's time he pays his penance to you.

posted May 18, 2014 03:58 AM            

but with that being said there's a lot of work that would need to go into starting a relationship over with him and it is not guaranteed to work out. the one you're in now is not guaranteed to work out however it chances of success or higher, for obvious reasons.

I understand where you are coming from because I have a similar feeling and passion and love towards an exq who hurt me and if he came around and left his wife to be with me I don't know if I would say no to that. but what I do know is that I would never make one ounce of effort, first.

therefore I would not get yourself worked up over these types of questions or thinking or pondering the future events unless you start seeing an effort from this man.

posted May 18, 2014 04:01 AM            

I made the mistake of giving up happiness with a current beau to seek happiness from the past. What I didn't realize at that time was that the current bf understood the wants and needs of the current me and was not confusing that person with who I used to be.

I have made peace with the me I used to be. Any mistake that happened already cannot be changed, only the lesson to be absorbed if still available for mental, emotional, and spiritual download.

posted May 18, 2014 04:04 AM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by MetalAphrodite:
I thought the same thing cherful did before the reading and was going to say it, but that's a given.

I made the mistake of giving up happiness with a current beau to seek happiness from the past. What I didn't realize at that time was that the current bf understood the wants and needs of the current me and was not confusing that person with who I used to be.

I have made peace with the me I used to be. Any mistake that happened already cannot be changed, only the lesson to be absorbed if still available for mental, emotional, and spiritual download.

I don't want to confuse you. Please take my reading with a grain of salt.[/QUOTE]

posted May 18, 2014 04:11 AM            

My best friend of ten years was the other woman lol.

And the guy I left gave me the name Metal Aphrodite because I was hard as nails in all of my innocence.

The creep talked to me seven years after we broke it off to try and rekindle a relationship. He was engaged to someone I knew. I told him to get lost and leave me alone. The guy I left passed away in 2011 from complications from Crohn's.

I sometimes hate how idiotic I can be.

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Originally posted by cherful24:
very intriguing... so you did go back to your ex and I'm guessing it didn't work out?

QUOTE]Originally posted by MetalAphrodite:
[b]I thought the same thing cherful did before the reading and was going to say it, but that's a given.

I made the mistake of giving up happiness with a current beau to seek happiness from the past. What I didn't realize at that time was that the current bf understood the wants and needs of the current me and was not confusing that person with who I used to be.

I have made peace with the me I used to be. Any mistake that happened already cannot be changed, only the lesson to be absorbed if still available for mental, emotional, and spiritual download.

I don't want to confuse you. Please take my reading with a grain of salt.

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posted May 18, 2014 04:20 AM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by MetalAphrodite:
Yeah, he cheated on me several times. I finally moved on with someone who I genuinely loved, and still do to this day.

My best friend of ten years was the other woman lol.

And the guy I left gave me the name Metal Aphrodite because I was hard as nails in all of my innocence.

The creep talked to me seven years after we broke it off to try and rekindle a relationship. He was engaged to someone I knew. I told him to get lost and leave me alone. The guy I left passed away in 2011 from complications from Crohn's.

I sometimes hate how idiotic I can be.

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posted May 18, 2014 04:30 AM            

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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
Hey Metal, I'm sorry it's taken me a bit, I just had to walk around and clear my head after reading that, why we broke up is because he simply fell out of love with me, and felt very bad about it, although it wasn't all him, I was very smothering towards him, like an overbearing mother, I pressured him into a relationship I would say, but not on purpose, it was just because I loved him so much and couldn't bare us being apart. He felt very guilty that he would never love me back as much so decided it was better for me if he left. I think he still feels guilty too.

Ok brb with your reading.

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posted May 18, 2014 04:48 AM            

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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
no definitely not, with "B" it was like a magnetic attraction we both had so much love and devotion for each other the moment we first laid eyes on each other. He thought I was the most beautiful woman in the world.

He's so good to me, I honestly couldn't ask for a better boyfriend, which is why I so hate having these feelings for "P"

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