posted November 07, 2014 10:36 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Ugh I'm so anxious about this, is someone there that can exchange with me right now?!

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posted November 07, 2014 10:38 AM            

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Originally posted by thequeen:
Hey Hanna I don't wanna exchange but Its cool I can answer yours if you want

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Thank you Queen,

posted November 07, 2014 10:46 AM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
I can exchange.

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posted November 07, 2014 10:51 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Thank you Queen,

I was wondering why the f*#k he texted me after all this time? It secretly upset me even though he was asking to be friends. Did he just want my reaction?

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Well what does he want want from you -
Strength rx, Ace of swords rx, Lovers, World, 3 of Pentacles rx

Lol Brillianto!!
Clarifier - Sun

posted November 07, 2014 10:53 AM            

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Originally posted by thequeen:
Well what does he want want from you -
Strength rx, Ace of swords rx, Lovers, World, 3 of Pentacles rx

Lol Brillianto!!
Clarifier - Sun

I feel it's worth a shot you talk to him. He isn't that bad although it appears to you.
It's not every time so many major arcana cards appear.
I think you should talk to him

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posted November 07, 2014 11:23 AM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
still want me to read on that question? or do you have another one?

mine is: what does S want from me? why does he keep hovering?

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If you don't mind, yes, same question.

posted November 07, 2014 11:32 AM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
still want me to read on that question? or do you have another one?

mine is: what does S want from me? why does he keep hovering?

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King of Cups 8 of Pentacles 3 of Wands Justice Knight of Wands

LOL I can see him hovering based on this combination alone. I think he would like your love and devotion, and he would like to see where the two of you can go. The problem with this is that you are the more consistent and stable one. This could go two ways - you develop patience and understanding, or you continue to speak the truth and get mad when others don't adhere to your perception.... I know that sounds weird but I feel like that's why he was brought into your life. I think he's afraid to approach you directly BECAUSE he knows what you think and you say is true but he isn't ready to face that yet.

posted November 07, 2014 11:32 AM            

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Originally posted by moonstruck87:
Do you have another question hanna? if not, it's okay I'm in the mood to read!

I'd like insight on CB and what he's wanting? If it's worth the time/energy

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Yes, I'd like to know what is this that I'm feeling in regards to N? It's foreign to me.

posted November 07, 2014 11:38 AM            

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Originally posted by moonstruck87:
Do you have another question hanna? if not, it's okay I'm in the mood to read!

I'd like insight on CB and what he's wanting? If it's worth the time/energy

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It will take a long time to see the results of your effort, but overall I feel CB wants to stake his claim on you and protect you. He might not always be around but to him you'll be "his." It seems he wants to get to know you better and on a more realistic level, nothing too whirlwind-y. He can be kind of a player / charmer so I would guard against that and just be yourself. He's restless but not stupid and not shallow I feel.

posted November 07, 2014 11:41 AM            

empress - 5/cups - 6/swords

I think you realize you have this energy/vibrancy that he is attracted to but you've been feeling hopeless lately and disappointed with love in general, I get the feeling that you're kinda beating yourself up about something?? It doesn't feel related to N, but it does feel like a stagnant energy and 6/swords urges you to move forward, leave these blues behind. This is a change for the better for you.

posted November 07, 2014 11:43 AM            

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Originally posted by moonstruck87:
Hanna, about clarifying your feeling toward N

empress - 5/cups - 6/swords

I think you realize you have this energy/vibrancy that he is attracted to but you've been feeling hopeless lately and disappointed with love in general, I get the feeling that you're kinda beating yourself up about something?? It doesn't feel related to N, but it does feel like a stagnant energy and 6/swords urges you to move forward, leave these blues behind. This is a change for the better for you.

Please let me know if this resonates or if you have follow up q's

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posted November 07, 2014 11:45 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
It will take a long time to see the results of your effort, but overall I feel CB wants to stake his claim on you and protect you. He might not always be around but to him you'll be "his." It seems he wants to get to know you better and on a more realistic level, nothing too whirlwind-y. He can be kind of a player / charmer so I would guard against that and just be yourself. He's restless but not stupid and not shallow I feel.

2 of Wands Knight of Wands 7 of Wands 3 of Cups Queen of Pentacles.

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hahahahahaha omg this sounds so accurate. he thinks it's perfectly suitable to disappear for months and then reappear as he pleased, but I definitely get the vibe that he wants me.

I think he cares about me, in his own strange way.

I am just trying to gauge whether or not he'll make me happy long term. I do want to give things another shot with us. His energy feels different this time.

He's just so slowwww to act and I know he sees me as erratic and kinda feisty (though I don't see myself that way entirely). We are VERY different. The heart wants what the heart wants though.

posted November 07, 2014 11:51 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Why do you want someone that disappears like that? I'm not judging you for it I just think I'll get more insight for myself. It makes no sense to me why I want that.

I met him online in April but we had mutual friends and I went to high school with his brother. Why?

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Well he was very consistent in his pursuits towards me in the Spring but I felt like since he couldn't verbalize what he wanted with me and it wasn't progressing physically either (he'd only kissed me like 2x in 2 months...) that I just didn't want to have feelings for someone who couldn't tell me how they felt. He's a Scorp stellium (sun, mercury, venus) with cancer moon, aqua mars

I regretted my choice immediately and 2 weeks later, I sought him out and apologized for cutting things off.

This is when his disappearing act began. He made me pay for it for MONTHS (May til last month) and now he's back in the picture, says he's not "mad" at me anymore

Idk...I'm just feeling him out still. I don't have any attachment to any kind of outcome this time. I do want him in my life. I wish he would claim me as his as you say he wants to, but we will see what happens

posted November 07, 2014 11:56 AM            

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Originally posted by moonstruck87:
Well he was very consistent in his pursuits towards me in the Spring but I felt like since he couldn't verbalize what he wanted with me and it wasn't progressing physically either (he'd only kissed me like 2x in 2 months...) that I just didn't want to have feelings for someone who couldn't tell me how they felt. He's a Scorp stellium (sun, mercury, venus) with cancer moon, aqua mars

I regretted my choice immediately and 2 weeks later, I sought him out and apologized for cutting things off.

This is when his disappearing act began. He made me pay for it for MONTHS (May til last month) and now he's back in the picture, says he's not "mad" at me anymore

Idk...I'm just feeling him out still. I don't have any attachment to any kind of outcome this time. I do want him in my life. I wish he would claim me as his as you say he wants to, but we will see what happens

About N, that's cool - per the reading he seems to see you in a great way. I love the empress! What did you think of that?

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It's like the same with me and N! But I just figured I was getting treated badly and wanted better / different. What he does doesn't match up with the vibe he gives me.

posted November 07, 2014 12:21 PM            

Upright: Sparring partners, skirmish, a test of strength, setback.

The Present
Page of Cups (Reversed)
Reversed: Living through others, delicate metabolism, ungrounded.

The Future
8 of Swords (Reversed)
Reversed: Torture, pruning, back to the drawing-board

posted November 07, 2014 12:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
The Past
5 of Swords (Upright)

Upright: Sparring partners, skirmish, a test of strength, setback.

The Present
Page of Cups (Reversed)
Reversed: Living through others, delicate metabolism, ungrounded.

The Future
8 of Swords (Reversed)
Reversed: Torture, pruning, back to the drawing-board

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I can see the past struggles you've had with this guy. He seems kinda wishy-washy and weak. It seems like you will continue to struggle with him. I don't get the feeling this will resolve in the near future. Maybe sometime further down the road? The only thing you can do is be prepared for some erratic behavior from him and try not to let it eat your lunch.

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Yeah there were power struggles and yes he's wishy-washy and weak. Sigh...I get the weak guys all the time No it won't resolve in the near future, but yeah I'm just going to see him as a friend.

posted November 07, 2014 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
King of Cups 8 of Pentacles 3 of Wands Justice Knight of Wands

LOL I can see him hovering based on this combination alone. I think he would like your love and devotion, and he would like to see where the two of you can go. The problem with this is that you are the more consistent and stable one. This could go two ways - you develop patience and understanding, or you continue to speak the truth and get mad when others don't adhere to your perception.... I know that sounds weird but I feel like that's why he was brought into your life. I think he's afraid to approach you directly BECAUSE he knows what you think and you say is true but he isn't ready to face that yet.

Does that make sense...?

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Wow, this is...insanely accurate. I'm not sure I entirely understand what you mean about going two different ways...as in I let him back in my life and be patient with him or I continue to battle with him? I'm not sure I even want him in my life because I don't trust him. Maybe if he does finally approach me that's a sign that he is ready to face the truth?

blaahhh.

hanna you are amazing.