posted March 28, 2015 08:37 AM
thank you Hanna,"I think someone there will be very happy to see you, you two will probably spend some time catching up. "
That sounds so nice. Though I don`t really think anyone will be happy to see me there. I am going on my own, and while there will be A and M part of the show, well, A would not even remember me and if he did I would be surprised if he cared. 
M, hmm, the thing is I saw him last year as Lancelot (because I wanted to see Mr Sag as Artus, he wsa sort of a "byproduct" and he did pay quite some attention to me, to the point, I wondered if Mr Sag had remarked something about me, so his friend and colleague wanted to have a look at me. lol) and actually last week as "Death" in a musical about the empress of Austria (a birthday present of my aunt, so again I did not go there to see him intentionally, it was just coincidence he was on stage- but for once I am happy he was. Greates Death-performance in the musical I have ever seen. Honestly.)
Who knows if he noticed me there, though he was kinda staring at me or to the seat I was sitting on during the bows, in a way that gave me that weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, that I always get if someone really "sees" me, even from a distance. A feeling like being "caught by a headlight". So who knows? Maybe he did. Though I have no clue why he should care. I donīt think he would have recognized me from last year.
So I donīt think either, he is going to recognize me on the concert in may, which rules out the possibility he would be happy to see me (why should he anywaym, even if he recognized me?)
The other two performers i don`t know at all, so no clue who could be happy.
" if that guy is going to be there and maybe his girlfriend / wife had her baby by now he will ask you to meet the baby."
He is not one of the performers on the concert. Though he would just be a regular visitor I think, if he was there. woudl be quite a coincidence though (even though having said that him and Lancelot or M are friends, and in fact they have both worked with one of the other performers as well, so he possibly could visit his friend`s concert. But still would be quite a coincidence.
As for the baby, funny enough I sort of met him already. Coincidentally as his partner came with the baby to the toilet when I was leaving last time, and when I was later talking to Mr Sag and congratulating him on the baby he was pointing out his son was being just a few metres away from us on the top of the stairs. So it was not really a meeting, but yes I have seen his son.
" and Otherwise I see you being given an opportunity to shine but shying away from it for some reason?"
that is interesting.
Funny enough this is the location where I have often been singled out from the audience before, for some reason. Not sure what it is about this place.
However I can see how that will result in anxiety for me, ys.
Lindaland
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posted March 22, 2015 05:23 PM
