posted October 21, 2016 05:07 PM            

Just catching up on the reading I promised you a while ago

Your question was if there is anything in your soul/being that needs healing, bc you feel somehow slowed down by things in your life

What I got is

The High Priestess - 5 stones (pentacles) - The Universe

As I was shuffling, I got an aching sensation in my solar plexus, corresponding to the yellow chakra (manipura) responsible for self-assertion and one's relationship with their personal power

From all of this I get that there has been an experience in your life, the memory of which is buried deep down somewhere (even perhaps in your childhood or something), at any rate you have no access to it, it's not exactly on the surface. You may not be immediately aware of it or not consider this to be an experience that is still affecting you.

This experience involved a feeling of lacking something, being left out, abandoned etc., perhaps kind of existing on the other side of life and joy. It could be exerting a paralysing/weakening influence on you.

The advice is to identify this experience, acknowledge it and release it obviously. I can totally see you being able to do this.

Hope this makes sense and helps somehow or other.

posted October 21, 2016 05:43 PM            

Editing personal info**

Hopefully I will,thanks again!

posted October 21, 2016 05:58 PM            

If you're into meditation, perhaps chakra meditation could partly help (or just chanting the syllable for manipura ['ram' sounds like rum with a longer vowel sound] while moving your awareness to the solar plexus/navel region). I'm not really an expert, but perhaps you'll be able to find something that suits you.

Or maybe there are good guided meditation recordings for letting go of lingering pain from past experiences, you could ask around even here on LL

Either way, let me wish you luck