posted January 26, 2017 01:24 PM            

I have such a heartbreaking day today..
We just now had a conversation with my boyfriend. We live in countries 4000 km away from each other, but we were kinda starting to see if and how we can build life together. We are together for a year.

But now i was for 2 weeks on my home country, enjoying holidays. We now had a conversation. And he just told me that he doesn't want to keep this going, because he has to be focused on career and school now, he is really lost in that. He wants to be alone, he feels like he wants to do that alone.
But I still can't believe in this. I had such a deep and meaningful feelings for him. Strange.