posted April 16, 2017 09:32 PM            

and
Ring Fish Child
for pushing it thru now

The second spread shows that you are not ready yet ( Child)
The first spread shows that you will come into this quite strong.
First spread is better looking.

posted April 17, 2017 06:57 AM            

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My first feeling to this is that you should not wait in this , I feel like even though you think this will ease the stress of things you will regret this decsion in the next year. Regardless , I do sense you finishing your education.

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posted April 17, 2017 07:14 AM            

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I pulled
Woman Key Bear
for the option of you postponing it.

and
Ring Fish Child
for pushing it thru now

The second spread shows that you are not ready yet ( Child)
The first spread shows that you will come into this quite strong.
First spread is better looking.

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I've been feeling the same way for exactly 2 months now. And my inner voice also tried to tell me several times to take care and be patient to myself instead of pushing and forcing things forward. My last semester was VERY demanding, so I don't have much energy left, and simply don't feel ready. I've been considering my options for a while now, and my inner voice screams that' I'd be better off changing the topic of my thesis in order to get a better result. The problem is that the deadline is in 2 weeks, so it's basically late now to begin another one as I don't have much free time as well.

posted April 17, 2017 07:51 AM            

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As about my question, what do your oracle cards say : should I stick with the situation and fight for this love with M. Is it worth it at the end?

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[True love] clar. [Perspective]
[Flirt] clar. [Being fair]
[This could be the One] clar. [Power]

posted April 17, 2017 10:11 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
I'd definitely like to finish my BA studies as soon as possible, so leaving school behind just like that is not an option for me as I'd like to continue with masters, but right now this whole process makes me physically and psychologically sick. I am having physical symptoms caused by stress (insomnia, headaches, seborrheic dermatitis, and so on.) I've had 2 weeks off (Spring break), and I thought I'd get to continue my thesis, but that hasn't happened yet as I feel so sick I don't feel I can continue it at the moment.
Anyway, thank you for your help. :3 What question do you have? c:

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Just to share a personal story with you, I was in school before and going threw a divorce at the time, with a lot of other stressors that would have sent someone to the loony ben for good. I complete feel for you as this is how I felt as well at that time and school was the only thing I could let go of.

I do sense that no matter what you do, you will finish what you want to do as far as finishing your school. Just from my own experiance, please please please allow yourself time to heal if you are feeling yourself physically and psychologically sick. Nothing is worth your health and in time you can get back to it, take care of yourself first.

posted April 18, 2017 04:10 PM            

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I do sense that no matter what you do, you will finish what you want to do as far as finishing your school. Just from my own experiance, please please please allow yourself time to heal if you are feeling yourself physically and psychologically sick. Nothing is worth your health and in time you can get back to it, take care of yourself first.

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I officially decided to listen to my inner voice and all the advice I've gotten so far from others as well. Today I told my lecturer that I won't leave university without a degree, so hopefully I'll finish in next January. The rest of other stuff can wait.

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I would love to know what is the outcome for me and FS?

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[Chemistry] clar. [Being fair]
[New love] clar. [Forgiveness]
[It is safe for you to love] clar. [Considering possibilities]
[Forgiving and learning] clar. [Let go and let God]

posted April 18, 2017 11:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
[Chemistry] clar. [Being fair]
[New love] clar. [Forgiveness]
[It is safe for you to love] clar. [Considering possibilities]
[Forgiving and learning] clar. [Let go and let God]

AS there are 2 forgiveness cards in the spread, I wonder if there were some rough times between the two of you before. Or you might have been through rough times separately.
There is a magnetic attraction and romantic feelings, but either you or both of you have to consider your possibilities and be open about it. Like weighing the pros and cons if it is worth it to take it further.
A little bit of patience and inner work is required until you release old hurt feelings and learn to love yourself/yourselves - by not blaming yourself because of old toxic situations.
I looked at the bottom of the 4 separate deck of cards, and there are many positive ones including Soul mate, so I think the connection is fated.
So far I can see you looking at the situation from every angle and perspective whether it is worth it to be in some kind of committed relationship with this person in the near future. I might be wrong or right, but there is the possibility of that relationship happening, but somehow I feel you have to be willing to work not just on it, but also on your personalities and stuff attached to the past.

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This is true in all ways, the problem is I don't know what to do. He wants things just physical where I want things to be more.

posted April 19, 2017 04:01 PM            

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Originally posted by colorful butterfly:
Would you mind if I asked if he will contact me soon willing to be more? The last time I spoke to him I told him there was no need to contact me any if he didn't want to be more. You are right, I have been understanding in the past, didn't say much trying to allow someone the benefit of the doubt etc and it left me heartbroken, I learned from those mistakes.

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What I have for you regarding your question:

[Playfulness] clar. [Embrace - Through each other you find the missing pieces]
[Religious factors] clar. [When you pass from this world, you take nothing with you but your soul and the memories you shared with those you love.]
[Pay attention to the red flags] clar. [Manifesting miracles - Your dream is soon to become reality. Trust your heart and continue to follow its guidance]
[Let your friends help you] clar. [My beloved - Though we may be physically apart, spiritually we are always united, for love transcends space and time. Nothing is missing.]

As I have a few contradictory cards I'm not sure if he'd contact you, but my gut feeling says it might very well happen somewhere in the future, but not right now. Playfulness is a very lighthearted energy which might show contact like going somewhere together and/or having fun, or being friendly towards you, but the rest of the spread, especially the clarifier cards can signify delays. As it is Venus Rx time, I think he might also think of the memories he shared with you before and those memories which taught you lessons. He might be currently be on a spiritual path learning things about himself and relationships in general. If he got closer to you and took steps towards you, then he'd remain careful for a while, but it also might be an ongoing theme for him treading carefully and being maybe a little bit indecisive if he should or shouldn't contact you. I can definitely see him talking to his friends and asking for some kind of advice how to proceed.

posted April 20, 2017 04:18 AM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
What I have for you regarding your question:

[Playfulness] clar. [Embrace - Through each other you find the missing pieces]
[Religious factors] clar. [When you pass from this world, you take nothing with you but your soul and the memories you shared with those you love.]
[Pay attention to the red flags] clar. [Manifesting miracles - Your dream is soon to become reality. Trust your heart and continue to follow its guidance]
[Let your friends help you] clar. [My beloved - Though we may be physically apart, spiritually we are always united, for love transcends space and time. Nothing is missing.]

As I have a few contradictory cards I'm not sure if he'd contact you, but my gut feeling says it might very well happen somewhere in the future, but not right now. Playfulness is a very lighthearted energy which might show contact like going somewhere together and/or having fun, or being friendly towards you, but the rest of the spread, especially the clarifier cards can signify delays. As it is Venus Rx time, I think he might also think of the memories he shared with you before and those memories which taught you lessons. He might be currently be on a spiritual path learning things about himself and relationships in general. If he got closer to you and took steps towards you, then he'd remain careful for a while, but it also might be an ongoing theme for him treading carefully and being maybe a little bit indecisive if he should or shouldn't contact you. I can definitely see him talking to his friends and asking for some kind of advice how to proceed.

So, it might happen, but not right away in the coming few weeks, maybe months.

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Wow, such passionate cards that sound of true love. ( that would be a miracle indeed) I did hear from him today and saw him. We seemed to have opened up more, he shared somethings about his past as did I. Hopefully things will go well in time as I am praying on this. I really have missed him and my feelings are there. You were right about the past , holding things back and being hurt so much that it can manifest in shutting another out. I saw things tonight as I am looking in the mirror and understand that he needs the same things I do, at least this is the way I saw things.

posted April 23, 2017 01:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
As I have very low energy these days, I tried to contemplate about this, but I think it is better right now to share my own story instead. I am walking in the same shoes, an old flame of mine returned a few weeks ago as well. Although, we haven't talked at all in person, nor via Internet, but he liked a few of my blog entries recently. I found it very odd, and got the feeling that maybe we're not over just yet. I haven't talked to him for 2 years now, but somehow I have the sense that one day he'll invite me to meet him. I am very curious, but I also feel I'm better off waiting and being patient, and at the same time doing my own thing and living my own life.
Venus Rx, especially paired with Mercury Rx hit many people surrounding me very hard, it's been an ongoing theme, I guess. Retrograde periods mean consideration and weighing up possibilities and potential outcomes, so does indecision, but I think things might take an interesting turn for the better - one way or another - after leaving the shadow period of Rx.

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