posted December 01, 2020 01:28 PM            

I have a huge dilemma, because I have 2 men in mind - one is someone from the past, and the other is currently in my life, we are texting each other and seems to be marriage material (sharing almost the same values and life goals, and is as a frank and straightforward person as I am, seems to possess the same vibration.)

Could someone shed some light and clarity on the identity of this certain "future life partner of mine"? Like who is him, do I already know him, or not yet, and what is he going through in his life.

posted December 02, 2020 12:08 PM            

1. I only want to be with you. I'm leaving a karmic situation behind.

2. You do not know this, but you are the reason I get out of bed every morning. You are my reason for being.

3. Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But it was the only thing to do that felt right at that time. I just couldn't give you what you need.

4. Breaking free - Detachment - Forgiveness - Independence - Life path - Journey

5. I don't care about what other people think anymore. I just want to be with you.

posted December 02, 2020 12:27 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
Okay, hun quite a few cards just kept coming out for you when I was asking about your future partner so here we go:
The Queen of Swords
The Hierophant
Page of Cups
9 of Pentacles
2 of swords
10 of cups
6 of wands
The Fool

So what I am thinking this person may be wise and has a sharp mind. Not afraid to speak their mind (Queen of Swords)
This person may possibly be Taurus or have some sort of Taurus earth vibes? Could also be a very spiritual person likes traditional values (The Hierophant)
With (Page of Cups) when it comes to emotions could be a bit shy. I think of innocent emotions
(9 of pentacles) I see it as someone who likes the luxury side of life possibly wanting to work towards have a stable rich lifestyle.
(2 of swords) Interesting how this popped up as I feel it relates to you questioning about the 2 men in your life.
(10 of cups) I sense completion with this person family maybe with this person you may start a family or this person wants to have the wife, kids.
(6 of wands) The feeling of victorious that you finally have gotten what you wanted.
Finally (The Fool) New beginnings possibly with this person you will have a sense of a new beginning starting a new.
I hope this resonates your the first person that I have had this many cards and I really tried my best! Thank you for the opportunity <3 :-)
In exchange, I did really like your divine masculine messages if there are any more for me :-) <3

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Omg, I'm now laughing so hard, because basically both of them are like this - preferring tradition (although, the past person seems to be into it in a more major way, than the friend of mine, as he had a religious upbringing.)
Stability and money is important for them as well, both has a sharp mind, and neither of them good at communicating their emotions in a clear and straightforward way towards me...

I'm thinking of a question which could maybe help us distinguish between them. With the past person I have major unfinished business, very complicated situation, with my friend it's rather airy-fairy fun vibe, he definitely likes me, no hard feelings between us at all.

Something like, what's gonna be his first impression of me, or the first thing my future life partner will think of because of noticing me in person next time? (Or, for the first time as we haven't yet met each other with my friend, only online talking just yet.)

posted December 02, 2020 12:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
So, I asked what urgent messages does your divine person have for you at this moment. c:

1. I only want to be with you. I'm leaving a karmic situation behind.

2. You do not know this, but you are the reason I get out of bed every morning. You are my reason for being.

3. Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But it was the only thing to do that felt right at that time. I just couldn't give you what you need.

4. Breaking free - Detachment - Forgiveness - Independence - Life path - Journey

5. I don't care about what other people think anymore. I just want to be with you.

Wow, this is pretty powerful!! Similar thing has been going on for the collective for a while now. I'm not sure if earlier similar cards ever came out when I pulled cards for you. Like referring to a possible karmic situation (not necessarily an other person, can be a toxic family situation, karmic lesson, etc.) I mean, as I'm usually not that active on this forum due to my lifestyle, I might be a bit foggy about your situation, so this was something new for me.
But the main thing is, major breaking free is going on in the life of this person, definitely becoming independent. Just for confirmation, is this something that has already happened and now he's dealing with the consequences of becoming free (having to move elsewhere, already moved elsewhere, etc.), or is it still an ongoing theme?

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posted December 02, 2020 01:54 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
But I am returning home from living in NZ for 4 years so hopefully it may give us a chance to reunite talk it all out and possibly try again

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This totally makes sense, as there was a 6th card peeking out, but somehow I decided not to take it, let me search for it...

6. There are so many unspoken words left between us. I want to have a heart-to-heart conversation with you, so I can fianlly tell you the truth.

I think this is mutual, but he might still be in the thick of something. These days, in these Covid-times lots of people turn inwards, I can totally see this person also being deeply involved in major soul-searching.

As for the "leaving a karmic situation behind" part... Time can be fluid, and considering the fact that I've been getting the same card for my future life partner for quite some time now (looong-long months), it might have already happened even last year, or before. The sentence is in present continuous (reading between the lines :P ) which to me always says that in 99% of the cases a break (break-up, separation, divorce, moving, etc.) in other words: an overall loss of an unstable foundation has already happened causing upheaval. Sometimes, it's not that easy to get rid of certain situations (like in a divorce situation, it can take years.) But it can even refer to the aftermath of the upheaval even in a "simple" break-up situation where finances are mostly not really involved - having to deal with an awakening, emotional consequences, accepting truths, feeling regret over past actions and having to digest it, basically anything we can imagine which can fit the "soul-search" category

In my case for example, I was involved in an abusive karmic relationsh*t for 2,5 years. I feel the "leaving it behind" part kicked in as soon as I finally decided to leave for good (last August), and I shut the other person out completely in every way. But I got stuck in the living situation because of my financial fears. Around last Christmas life had it's way of pushing me to take immediate action, I started looking for a rent flat - with 2 cats it's a bit harder. Then, in February I finally broke up with my ex officially, a month after I moved to my current place. It was a bit complicated, but every time I see this card, even if the break-up hasn't yet happened for someone, but the decision was definitely made to say goodbye to anything and/or anyone holding the person back. And for me the leaving it behind took a few months even after the break-up, as I had to digest a few things which triggered me into soul-searching - he hurt me both verbally and physically, just like my dad used to, and the past thing was brought back to the surface for the purpose of release.

posted December 02, 2020 04:04 PM            

To be honest, what you described is exactly the situation I experienced with J. We even share year 2013, that was when he suddenly disappeared from my life. We never talked to each other, but there was this silent, unspoken chemistry and attraction between us. It was bad timing, we both weren't prepared and had the consciousness and capacity to deal with such connection and love with him. Since then, no year passed by without having at least one dream of him thinking about me. I wanted to deny feelings and break free from the connection, but I just couldn't. I keep getting it's probably the same with him, he cannot escape me. But even with this, I'm not sure if he is the person who can provide me the stable foundation and background I require for certain (complicated) reasons on my side. And I still have free will to find someone who can provide that safe and secure environment for me, if the situation turns out to be kinda "love is not enough" - which can totally happen as well.

posted December 03, 2020 12:48 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:

C:

5 of wands
4 of wands
Judgement
The Fool
Ace of Cups (fell out with the fool)

With 5 of wands shows conflicting feelings like you said before he has a hard time expressing
4 of wands he may have that sense of feeling of home with you as you did say you both got on pretty good
Judgement I see this well with my Wild Unknown Deck being free and starting a new maybe possibly with being with C that this relationship would be starting a new being free from your past especially with the abusive partner
With The Fool I see as new beginnings he may feel with you that its a new beginning and for your as well
Finally Ace of Cups i see these as new emotions possibly intense ones maybe he has never experienced this with anyone before and your the first maybe you as well?
I think overall cards aside open your heart and think with it because I feel the heart knows what it wants❤
Hopefully this resonates with you my dear😄❤

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Omg, this is exactly what I suspected as well for a while. As C clearly expressed back in May his romantic interest in me, and since then not really showing his cards... only a few of them at a really slow pace... Yesterday I asked him about the progress on the renovations, he told me there's still a long way to go, it's gonna be ready only for next year. I think possibly even this makes him very antsy. I can totally imagine him becoming mad because of this obstacle and the delays getting in the way of meeting each other finally in person.

This, especially with the Judgement-Fool-Ace of Cups really looks like a cycle completing for both of us. For me, definitely. My Saturn return is coming again in a few weeks... Lessons learned, time to become an adult in an astrological way as well

Thank you so much for the readings. It helped me become clear that, after all, what truly matters is choosing a person who can/could provide me the safe and secure environment and a stable foundation I require, otherwise it won't work for me. (Saturn return in my natal 4th, no wonder.)

posted December 03, 2020 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
Thank you so much for the feedback hun glad it resonated I really honestly feel you should pursue something with C as I felt those were really good cards to have 😊 if it is okay with you may I ask another question?
Will me and Jordan reunite and have a baby together?

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I agree, I just can't help, but like his bluntness and funny ways A lot. Unfortunately, this Covid-situation doesn't help either. I recall he wrote a few months ago that he'd rather not travel anywhere farther from his comfort zone as he's a family oriented person, and would like to continue to visit his mom and grandma, not risking any harm from the virus.

As for your question, I got very confusing cards, so I slightly rephrased it to something like 'who are you going to have a baby with'

Stork: A new addition - Ideas manifested - Pregnancy - Baby - Child - Children - Family - Good news - Inspiration

The Unsaid: Showing I love you, or 'like, like you' without physically saying it - Didn't say it yet

Team Awesome: Healthy and open communication - Spending time together - Compatible - On the same page

What a Catch (flew out): An ideal partner or mate - Abundance - Self-esteem - Value - The answer is Yes - Marriage material

Sunshine (summary card): Good vibes - Happy times - Positive attitude - Things going well - The answer is Yes

Right away I can see the person in question is pretty family oriented, and gonna make you very happy. The connection will affect you both in a very positive way, lots of growth happening together and separately, too. He has his own solid values, seems to be someone who has his life in order, or will have his life in order prior to meeting you. This might, or might not be Jordan, so definitely an open mind is needed c: But seems to be a pretty decent person, serious about commitment and making things work with you.
I found it interesting the Unsaid card was followed by Team Awesome. The 1st one is about non-verbal communication of emotions, not having the courage to say it out loud, or write it down, the latter one is the opposite - opening up. It might happen that at the beginning this person will struggle a bit with communicating his desires to you as well, but then gradually starts to open up to you. As seemingly Jordan probably also has a lot to say as it turned out from my previous reading, I definitely wouldn't write him off, it can refer to him finally opening up to you.

I pulled another card regarding 'what signature does this person in question have which can possibly help indentify him'

Sleep on It: Think before you speak - Get rest - Don't sabotage - Call it a day - Need a break - Sleep deprived

posted December 03, 2020 10:10 PM            

This card since you are single tells me that ove will appear in your life , actually tell me more than that - tells me that it is time for commitment and stability because you truly desire this .
You are a giver by nature also - like a mother figure to those around you , and people like to be with you because you give them love and support .
But this also forecasts you intention of the long term relationship .

Dynamics:.
Both of you want the same thing for the future : create happy memories and a family - but both are on a healing process as well . He is like the childhood sweetheart - and also the card is giving me vibes of enlarging the family .
Still there are problems in paradise - some kind of disagreemtns happened in the past , and now everyone is dealing with the consequences .
Both of you need to take a more grown up approach towards this relationship if you want this to work , and remember - communication is KEY .

On his end:.
Again - another message of happy ending , happy surprises - i believe that you are going to get along and that you will be caring his son aswell .
This time that you guys were a part did you good - because now both of you are aware of the intentions that you have and this card indicates that you guys are on the right track !
But - again : speak up - communication is mandatory , put work on this , re candle that spark , because he loves you as much as you love him ❤
and its very interesting as she picked up as we do need communication and I am currently in healing process and he may too. But we will see what you think? :-)

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Originally posted by Emsie:
I agree, I just can't help, but like his bluntness and funny ways A lot. Unfortunately, this Covid-situation doesn't help either. I recall he wrote a few months ago that he'd rather not travel anywhere farther from his comfort zone as he's a family oriented person, and would like to continue to visit his mom and grandma, not risking any harm from the virus.

As for your question, I got very confusing cards, so I slightly rephrased it to something like 'who are you going to have a baby with'

Stork: A new addition - Ideas manifested - Pregnancy - Baby - Child - Children - Family - Good news - Inspiration

The Unsaid: Showing I love you, or 'like, like you' without physically saying it - Didn't say it yet

Team Awesome: Healthy and open communication - Spending time together - Compatible - On the same page

What a Catch (flew out): An ideal partner or mate - Abundance - Self-esteem - Value - The answer is Yes - Marriage material

Sunshine (summary card): Good vibes - Happy times - Positive attitude - Things going well - The answer is Yes

Right away I can see the person in question is pretty family oriented, and gonna make you very happy. The connection will affect you both in a very positive way, lots of growth happening together and separately, too. He has his own solid values, seems to be someone who has his life in order, or will have his life in order prior to meeting you. This might, or might not be Jordan, so definitely an open mind is needed c: But seems to be a pretty decent person, serious about commitment and making things work with you.
I found it interesting the Unsaid card was followed by Team Awesome. The 1st one is about non-verbal communication of emotions, not having the courage to say it out loud, or write it down, the latter one is the opposite - opening up. It might happen that at the beginning this person will struggle a bit with communicating his desires to you as well, but then gradually starts to open up to you. As seemingly Jordan probably also has a lot to say as it turned out from my previous reading, I definitely wouldn't write him off, it can refer to him finally opening up to you.

I pulled another card regarding 'what signature does this person in question have which can possibly help indentify him'

Sleep on It: Think before you speak - Get rest - Don't sabotage - Call it a day - Need a break - Sleep deprived

So, this person is either known for:
- Sleeping habits (lots of sleep, or not too much sleep)
- Reserved personality, taking a step back before acting, not acting on impulse at all, weighing his options, or slight indecisiveness
- Sabotaging by too much hesitation
- Sleep disorders, sleepwalking, sleep-talking, snoring (hopefully not )
- Sleeping in pijamas, or a favourite T-shirt, funny slippers

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posted December 05, 2020 03:12 PM            

I know a few people like us who mostly also struggled through their 20s to build a life up from ground 0 and getting busy re-building their personalities and whatever that needed re-building, while having to watch peers marrying, having kids. I have quite a few past people who have already had their divorces, been in jail, stuff like that... pretty eventful I feel a bit ambivalent because of what I perceive around me. In a mundane, practical way it's pretty obvious I am a 'late bloomer', but spiritually I know I am way beyond these people, kind of an old soul.

And I honestly feel the same as you, God didn't want me to get into meaningless connections throughout most of my 20s, but wanted me to concentrate on building a stable foundation for myself. Not to get into any co-dependent situation like my mom did (fam pattern waving) at any cost.

(Except my abusive ex, but that was a very complicated situation, at that time I could only choose from 2 crappy opportunities - to stay put living with my smothering mother and going crazy next to her due to me not having a proper job, nor enough money, or getting together in a loveless relationsh*t with my ex, moving there, but for a learning opportunity. To learn about myself, because my ex possessed a few experiences which were too much for me in general right from the beginning, but for lack of previous experience I couldn't decide whether it was okay and valid to feel disgusted and that I cannot bear these things and qualities in anyone in general, or I was just a catty, nit-picky, fussy person, lol. I consciously chose living with him, but didn't see the narcissistic abuse coming, nor the initial inability to get out of the whole situation just like that...)