posted November 18, 2022 01:44 AM            

I am up for it! I'd also like a love reading.

How do we go about our readings? I can offer astrology and tarot readings. Let me know.

posted November 18, 2022 10:04 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
I would like to know what having a relationship with C will be like.

Thanks!

---

Sure!

So, first, you have the four of wands I feel like there could be a lot of happiness and harmony, perhaps a happy home or some sort of milestone you guys would reach.

There is the seven of cups in reverse, there are a lot of options or choices ahead of you - and it may be difficult for you guys or you to make a decision, but I believe you will be following your intuition with The Hermit here upright, it could be now maybe you are faced with different choices and you are taking some time away to connect to yourself and find what the best thing is for you to do.

With the Five of Cups in reverse I don't know if maybe you guys have broken up, or something happened or will happen. Perhaps there was a happiness but then there were these choices before you and they were tempting, perhaps someone made a choice that they weren't happy with and they pulled back - and they need to forgive themselves and move on, and it is also okay not to share with everyone the decisions that have been made.

As guidance the card Full Moon in Sagitarrius "See the bigger picture" came up - whatever happened you need to be the bigger person - and try to defuse the situation with home humor. If there are decisions that need to be made, even with all the options available perhaps you need to do more research before you decide.

Manifestation affirmation is "I know that I am blessed and I love my life within that knowing."

posted November 18, 2022 11:07 PM            

Thank you very much for the wonderful reading. It came as a shock how accurate it was. So no worries please because it wasn't vague.

Perhaps the reason you got a vague vibe from this relationship was that it has not yet started.

A bit of a backstory in case you are interested:

I met C three months ago when I was still with my ex of two years, and as much as I liked him upon the first impression, I dismissed him for some unconscious reason.

As I kept seeing him more (we work in the same place, I see him a few times each week), I started noticing the energy between us and he grew on me. Sometimes we just stare at each other's eyes for a few moments with wide eyes, just absorbing each other's energy I guess without noticing what we're doing, before realizing we're in a meeting and that is weird. I am pretty sure at this point other people have noticed the unknown energy between us too.

The growing passion I developed for C over the past couple of months caused me to break up with my ex right when we were about to move in together. My ex had everything planned and was even serious about impregnating me and starting a family asap (he's in mid 30s), but I just had to end it with him. I couldn't start a new chapter with a man while having someone else on my mind constantly.

Lol I laughed at the part you mentioned that I had to be the bigger person, because I am literally bigger. C is 4.5 years younger. Although in some cases it is him giving me guidance and support, and I find myself feeling needy like a baby when I am immersed in conversation with him for more that a few minutes (his Saturn is conjunct my moon).

Anyways I went to work yesterday having C on my mind and hoping to see him and tell him about my feelings in a subtle way. But I suddenly met this other guy, literally on the same day, (for the second time) who also works at our department, and let me tell you that the passion I felt for him when my eyes met his, was at least three times stronger than what I am still feeling for C.

I do not even know the name of this new guy. At least with C we are friends and we occasionally hang out.

But this new guy, what I feel for him is unbelievable.

I wonder if now it is a good idea to move from friends to perhaps more with C.

Oh and you mentioned you are seeing a home life. C and I live in the same neighborhood and I am sure if we start dating we will start living together too.

Anyways enough about me what would you like to know?

posted November 18, 2022 11:13 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:

As guidance the card Full Moon in Sagitarrius "See the bigger picture" came up

---

This is literally C's moon sign

posted November 19, 2022 11:42 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
I would like to know how J is feeling/thinking about me please and if he will reach out ~

---

The Empress, Temperance, The Fool
I think these cards inspire you to accomplish what you love.

Fears won't always derail your life plan.

You must organize yourself to attain your goals and be seen for who you are.

You've been lied to before, so it's hard to trust newcomers.

There's an elderly woman.

She could be badmouthing you to those who admire her.
This person could cause you personal issues.
You could put distance between yourself and them, or discuss your differences to clear the air.

The Hermit, The Hierophant
Changes are coming.

The cards suggest a brighter future than what you're experiencing today.

You've been anxious about your future for a while.

You're disappointed by how certain individuals act and the decisions they make.

Now that time has passed, you're upset about people who've moved away.

These card entail job and personal changes.

You're feeling sad about doing the same activities for a time, and like you're repeating the same thing.

The cards tell you about many fresh and joyful things in your life.

You should contact one old friend to acquire some aid and advise.

Justice, Death
You have these humanitarian ideals that allow you to perceive things as they are, even if it means being disappointed or affected by life. So I will say believe in your own heart and don't look back at the past. Those opportunities you think you missed with other people, might well be bullets you dodged.

Overall I believe he has learned his lesson and moved on. But it does not mean that he does not still care or occasionally think about you.

If you truly love him, I suggest being the reconciliation initiator yourself.

posted November 19, 2022 11:54 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
Wooooow, so are you still considering presenting something to C? Even though you have passion for this other guy? Have you checked what transits you are going through atm, perhaps its a some of intense connections.

---

I think meeting this other man a few days ago, while I was on the verge of confessing to C, was a sign. That I should wait for a while more and process my emotions for both men.

I am a very intuitive person, and I already know my life will me more fruitful and interesting with C, and he will be to fulfill what I need. But now this other guy is like this thing at the back of my head that I can't forget. I keep seeing his eyes in my head.

I should wait for a while before making any moves on either of them.

My notable transits at the moment are: tr saturn square natal sun, tr jupiter conjunct natal moon (both exact)

My progressed moon exactly square C's natal sun

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
Ah the good old sag moon, is C boyfriend material?

---

posted November 20, 2022 09:02 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
Ah I totally understand! Yeah, waiting a bit is perhaps a good idea. Especially until you know if that’s what you really want ~

---

This is no joke. I saw the second man on the street today. I passed by him on the freezing cold sidewalk. The gust didn't stop us from exchanging looks.

This is a small town of roughly 50,000 people. Yet turns out he also lives in my neighborhood.

I went on our department directory and found out his name at least.

posted November 20, 2022 10:41 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
Oh, turns out I suck at interpreting cards then. I am sorry!

Would you like me to try a horary chart?

---

posted November 20, 2022 11:19 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
No, you are not! Sure! How do I pull up one of those?

---

In the horary chart I see your representative planet square his, which means there are still lingering feelings. But the aspect is ending, so I doubt there will be a reconciliation happening soon. Sorry about that.

posted November 21, 2022 12:29 AM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by LilyIris07:
So they both live in your neighborhood?? Wow, that's highly suspicious. Can you figure out more about this other guy?

---

Haha don't worry. All of us work for the same university. This college town has quite a competitive housing situation. Options for newcomers are limited. I am not surprised at all that we all ended up finding housing in the same area. It is a nice area though and I have no complaints apart from the overpriced rent maybe.

D (new guy) and I moved here in late August. C moved here 1.5 years ago I think from west coast.