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Topic: Look at my chart please?
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Lonelyleo Newflake Posts: 2 From: Registered: Mar 2023
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posted August 30, 2023 08:52 AM
Hi all. I’ve been researching and trying to learn as much as I can about my chart and how to make use of it and I’d love to hear other insights, advice, or anything that stands out to you. I guess it’s pretty typical to struggle with depression for a Capricorn moon and I’m certainly no exception. Feels like Chiron and Lilith are prominent in my chart. I’ve always felt like I’m at war with myself and have never figured out how to deal with that and overcome my various self destruction behaviors. I had some childhood trauma, drug addiction, suicide attempts and hospitalizations. I’ve lost a lot of people and have felt surrounded by death. Over the years it’s become harder and harder for me to really connect with anyone. Family dynamics have always felt complicated (mom - cancer sun/sag moon/Leo rising. Dad- cap sun/sag moon/cap rising). I’m sensitive to other people’s energies and tend to pull away or dissociate when things get uncomfortable. I’m either super codependent and passive or emotionally unavailable and hurting someone else before they can hurt me. I have tried to work on myself through therapy and the 12 steps before but I’m still stuck. karmic debt? Anyway… anyone else have a Leo and Capricorn stellium or other similarities? What would you consider the most prominent placements or aspects? Am I doomed? Lol. Sorry for rambling https://imgur.com/a/o8q1Cz8
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 185588 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 31, 2023 04:33 PM
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Lonelyleo Newflake Posts: 2 From: Registered: Mar 2023
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posted April 08, 2024 10:29 PM
Posting again, hoping for any response.. thank you! quote: Originally posted by Lonelyleo: Hi all. I’ve been researching and trying to learn as much as I can about my chart and how to make use of it and I’d love to hear other insights, advice, or anything that stands out to you. I guess it’s pretty typical to struggle with depression for a Capricorn moon and I’m certainly no exception. Feels like Chiron and Lilith are prominent in my chart. I’ve always felt like I’m at war with myself and have never figured out how to deal with that and overcome my various self destruction behaviors. I had some childhood trauma, drug addiction, suicide attempts and hospitalizations. I’ve lost a lot of people and have felt surrounded by death. Over the years it’s become harder and harder for me to really connect with anyone. Family dynamics have always felt complicated (mom - cancer sun/sag moon/Leo rising. Dad- cap sun/sag moon/cap rising). I’m sensitive to other people’s energies and tend to pull away or dissociate when things get uncomfortable. I’m either super codependent and passive or emotionally unavailable and hurting someone else before they can hurt me. I have tried to work on myself through therapy and the 12 steps before but I’m still stuck. karmic debt? Anyway… anyone else have a Leo and Capricorn stellium or other similarities? What would you consider the most prominent placements or aspects? Am I doomed? Lol. Sorry for rambling https://imgur.com/a/o8q1Cz8
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