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Christinaeavynwarner
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posted February 27, 2005 11:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Christinaeavynwarner     Edit/Delete Message
Is it hard sometimes to believe these things? I mean, astrolomy and numerology and higher selves? And having no one else around you who believes? I mean, for me, there are days when I've just learned soemthing new, and wanted so desperately to tell someone about it, perhaps to help them, or to have them as fascinated as I am, except...well, they think whatever it is I was so excited about was all lies and little make believes. Stupid astrology stuff, to be exact. And then some days I'd walk home and I'd wonder if everything I know was true, especially about the things discussed here, and I'd wonder if higher selves really exist, if there's really something more out there then taxes and boys (::sighs: and homework and school, and well...isn't it hard sometimes?

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posted February 27, 2005 06:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message
When I first read about these things, I too, was wondering if it really sounds too good to be true.
You see, I grew up in a Catholic Family, and I knew NOTHING of what I know today.
I had some idea of what spirituality was, within the limitations of Catholicism of course.
And I was told that we go to heaven or hell for eternity after we die, depending on if we are good or bad, I remember that, and I also remember that I instantly didn't believe it! And because of that I was lectured by various family members who were so concerned about my soul.
I was a big mouthed little child, and stood up for my own beliefs. I remember once yelling at someone who told me 'We are all going die one day', and that SCARED me,
and I so dearly believed, and said 'I know I can keep my heart beating forever!!!',
and that was that! I knew. That knowing was much more powerful when I was 3 to what it is today.
And that's exactly what I said, word for word.

Then I grew up, and stopped believing that, because my logical/programmed mind led me to believe in nothing. I had an atheist father who was a practical, Virgo, Scientist, and a
Mother whose faith was always swinging, she could never pick one and stick with it.
I was confused. So I started to forget that part of me, and live life however I wanted to.
Then someone came into my life, which led me to the Teachings of Linda Goodman. When I read it the first time I was happy that someone could bring to the surface what I knew as a Child.
I remember, after I read Star Signs, I had bought 3 notebooks.
One for Astrology, Numerology and one for Lexigrams.
I taught myself through various books and Linda's Teachings the latter subjects.
Of course, I questioned their validity at times, but the TRUTH of it never failed to materialize itself in my day-to-day life. And that what happens!
That's how you learn about Truth, you listen, and you if pay attention to the intricate parts of your own life, that eventually manifest, they always do, if you happen to notice it.
And then, I wanted to share with everyone what was True, but sometimes its difficult.
Because the only way they know it to be True is for them to experience and learn about
it themselves.
But remember, before you should teach others, you must know it first.
It's exciting to learn about these things, and share it with others, but you must figure it out on your own, in Silence, first.
It took me along time to accept that. I was a big mouth.

I remember when someone at work noticed that I was on this site. And said, "oh, you don't believe that Astrology crap do you?"
And he said, "you know, you can't pin-hole someone like that, people say I'm a Cancer,
and that's nothing like me"
I asked him if he ever had a birth chart calculated, and that if he was aware of the many other planetary placements. He didn't know any of this, nor did he know that the other planets had anything to do with it. When I began to explain, he became rather interested, and so I recommended a book for him. Who knows, he one day may pick it up when he is ready!
I changed his perception of Astrology, because most people have warped perceptions of Astrology due to it being misused in paper articles and magazine columns.
It's like with anything else. You can't offer a little dog a diamond, and say
"Here, this is for you, it's very valuable", that dog wouldn't know what to do with it!
He'd probably bury it. That dog’s perception of a diamond would be the same as any other old rock.
It's like people and with the meta-physical, if you know what I mean.

Linda always said, don't take her Truth to be yours, unless it happens to agree with your own personal enlightenment.
She is merely planting the seeds of Truth, for them to one-day flourish into beautiful flowers by your own individual attention, care, and frequent watering.
Of course!
So don't be in too much of a rush to validate it to others, before you can validate it within your own Self first.
Things, books and people will be attracted to those who are ready.

There's defiantly more that taxes, boys, housework, friends ect... And that is YOU.
I used to observe my own consciousness, and wonder why am I here, what makes me, me?
How am I alive? Is the more me? If you keep asking those questions, you will might soon
find that a part of you can actually answer that, in fragments, images, and in many
different ways. The more you pay attention, the more your HigherSelf will guide you.
It's like sometimes, especially before going to sleep, I begin having a conversation
with myself, the wiser part of me, and more importantly, the honest part of mysElf, which is my Higher Self. For example, I felt guilty that I told off my partner, and said I was right and he was wrong, and my other self said, no, he was teaching you something, but you let your ego get in the way. And I actually dreamed of the lesson that night.
The next day, he told me "Sometimes, what may seem like an argument to you, really
may be me trying to teach you something you know!"
And I swiftly apologized and said sorry. He told me not to be sorry, because that was
the only way I could have learned that.
I'm only scratching the surface here, as there are no limitations for what you can learn, or better yet, EARN.


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Christinaeavynwarner
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posted February 27, 2005 07:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Christinaeavynwarner     Edit/Delete Message
Your right. I do believe everything that was told in the book, and after reading it, I had this horrid---hunger, to learn more, do you know what I mean? I liked learning about having more then we have now, liked knowing that we have the power to--well, manifest things, so to speak. And just this month, I've asked myself some questions, and answers have come. It always do, but sometimes, I wonder if the answers are correct, or if I had just created it and made them up. I suppose I'm to trust myself more, right?

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SunChild
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posted February 27, 2005 09:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message
I felt that same hunger to learn more too, that's the Magic of Linda's Wisdom seeding!
You can trust your inner voice though, normally knowing is without questioning...
And nice meeting you anyway Christina! I'm glad you've joined Lindaland!

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Everlong
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posted February 27, 2005 11:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Everlong     Edit/Delete Message
Actually, funny that you should bring that up. We just learned about Barnum's Effect in psychology, and it's kind of making me go hummm about astrology in a way that depresses me.

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SunChild
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posted February 28, 2005 05:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message
I just got an eery, repulsive feeling from your post Everlong, of course not at you!
But the Barnums effect in psychology.
And I don't know a thing about it...just a feeling, I will check it out though. Do you have a good weblink, or another thread?
I think I may have read about it once, but not sure.

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Everlong
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posted February 28, 2005 09:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Everlong     Edit/Delete Message
Well, what I hate about the Barnum Effect is that it's the only thing I've found that can actually convince me of a reason for why astrology might be a pseudoscience.

Here, I'll give you a link, this one's the best that I've found.
http://skepdic.com/forer.html

Humm, I'm gonna go make a thread about this in the Astrology forum.

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Randall
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posted March 01, 2005 09:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message
Wow, SunChild!

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SunChild
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posted March 01, 2005 07:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message
Wow, I did ramble didn't I!

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posted March 03, 2005 01:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for QueenofSheeba     Edit/Delete Message
This is something that I'd love to write more on later when I have time... for the present, I will say that I have gone through revolutions in faith in consciousness and at present am considerably more skeptical of the mystical than I was at one time. Not to dampen the interest here, or to say that I think it isn't worthy of investigation, but I do like seeing proof.

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Everlong
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posted March 03, 2005 09:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Everlong     Edit/Delete Message
Ditto!

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QueenofSheeba
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posted March 04, 2005 12:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for QueenofSheeba     Edit/Delete Message
Basically, I feel that having not experienced many of these phenomenon myself, I can't really rely on other people's word. Some of the things are, frankly, a little unusual, you've got to admit. At the same time, however, I wouldn't say I don't believe. I don't think of myself as fitting into the 'hardened cynic' category, mainly because I am completely open to the possibility of angels and elves and supernatural powers and the existence of god.

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SunChild
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posted March 04, 2005 12:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message
Each to their own...
...experience

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posted May 14, 2005 12:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for taurean_scorpion     Edit/Delete Message
I am so happy that there is something as true as astrology. I first got into this because i was into spiritualism and the supernatural, but as i got into it i found that it was unbelievably accurate...and when i fell into depression and felt life was hard it helped me through because i wanted to know why i felt a certain way and how i could overcome my problems...so this was definitely a life saver for me...that is one reason i wanted my friends to look deep into it, but they only saw their "sun" signs and figured that's all there's to it so they never got the chance and not many seem to be interested in this esp. in school. I guess I really like it also because I'm into psychology and personalities and that's very fascinating.

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posted May 14, 2005 01:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message

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