posted November 10, 2002 09:05 AM           

i just woke up from it and I'm half asleep so if I don't make sense that's why...

I'm sure this is a result of my really rotten rotten week but I wanna talk about it to get it outta my system because I'm still looking over my shoulder.

I had the nightmare while sleeping on my couch.

In the dream I woke up and it was , I think, 3:30am. I was sitting on the couch talking on the phone with my mother. My mother kept complaining of a rining noise on her end like a phone ringing on her end.

My boss was in my house for some reason. Her name is Regan (a Scorpio and in case you didn't read my "i'm cursed" thread in the astrology forum... I got fired on Friday a bit unfairly). Anyway, Regan was standing there in my kitchen which looks into the living room and I asked her why she was up so early.

She looked a bit derranged and she said "Did you hear that ringing?"

I said "er.. no but my mom heard it on the phone that's really weird-"

"They say It's Time" she said.

"who?"

"They do. It's time. It's time."

I was confused and she went into the computer room to use the mirror there to get ready. She was very tired.

I followed her and asked why she was awake if she was so tired and to go back to sleep but she told me she had to go to work at the dungeon (she's a dominatrix in real life sometimes).

Something happened then that was a little creepy, I don't remember what... but I went in to the bedroom because my husband Vincent (who I had a MASSIVE arguement with today) was sleeping there with my son Hunter. I flipped on the light and closed the closet door, hoping I could sleep in there. I turned back to the bed and once I got to it I looked back to the closet the door was wide open again.

I shook Vincent awake and told him he was going to sleep in the computer room so all of us could be in the same room. I picked up HUnter and we all went in there. Regan was still there looking tired and scared. I closed the door and could hear things falling over in the living room.

Vincent was pretty freaked out by this point. Finally I got mad and yelled "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE" to the entities there.

"They're laughing at you." regan said, channeling them.

"Ask them why they are here," I told her. She tilted her head to one side, listening.

"They are here to have fun with us." she said.

One of Vin's electric screw drivers started and flew right at Regan but I stopped it before it got to her.

"Do they want to kill us?" I asked.

"Yes.." Regan said.

"Well then.." and I got very bold and raised my voice to talk to 'them', "GET OUT! This is my apartment and you don't f*ck with me!! Do you hear me?!"

I stood in front of the door and my hand went up of it's own accord and began doing a bright blue banishing pentagram onto the door. One of the ghosts came in. A petite woman with knives. She was still laughing at me but I knew it was a trick.

I began singing "We all come from the goddess.. and to her we shall return like a drop of rain flowing to the ocean..."

Regan began chanting with me, happy to do something.

I turned and did another protection pentagram on the next wall and the next, completing a circle of the room.

The ghost woman threw a knife at me and it landed in my lower throat but I pulled it out and the wound healed instantly. She was angry and surprised and said "how did you do that?!"

Vincent had opened the door while I was doing my ritual and in his absentmindedness he let Hunter into the living room.

"Where's Hunter?!" I asked him and he looked confused and ran out into the living room. I ran out there too but the entities had taken him.

That's when I woke up there on the couch freaking out.

Needless to say right now I have every light in the house on except in the bedroom where Vin and Hunter are sleeping!!! I keep shivering and getting waves of goosebumps. I'm an unhappy woman.

posted November 10, 2002 11:21 AM         

-StarLover

posted November 10, 2002 02:31 PM         

and your nightmare...sounds horrifyingly similar to the dream i had of you and Hunter...remember?? my MOTHER was there...she used the PHONE...VINCENT was there...YOU were there and VERY distraught...I was on the COUCH sleeping...and there was a man..with white hair...but he had a young girl with him, that had long hair and she kept smiling...sortof sounds like Regan now doesn't it???

does this make any sense at all to you? i have no clue what all this means...but it has shook me a bit too....

posted November 10, 2002 02:35 PM         

Amber....in my dream....YOUR HAIR WAS BLONDE..JUST LIKE IT IS NOW...

posted November 10, 2002 03:18 PM         

This is what you wrote at U.C. a while ago:

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What does everyone think?
I mean I know they exist because I see them quite often. I seem to be very open to seeing things like that. Sometimes just shadows but sometimes very distinct so that I can see every feature.

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Most of the spirits I see don't seem to be connected to me in any way.

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Most of the ones I see don't affect me so much or have stories that I know. Usually I'll only see them once or twice and then they go on their way.

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That was my reply for you:

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Just one question : "Did you felt fear when you saw those spirits ?"

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If you are not afraid is a great sign, they don't want to do nothing bad to you.
They are spirits that are arrested to earth and they need light, they need to go for the place destined to them and this place is not among us.
Something is keeping them here, something arrests them here.
Anyway, it is not good for you to be enclosed of them, therefore if you want to help them and yours-elf, and if you believe in prayres , I strongly sugest that you pray for them, ask that they find the light, that they see the light, that they walk to the light.

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Try camphor. It really works.

A friend taught me that the best way to clean a place is putting camphor in water and then you can use a vaporizer .
Then you "imagine" a pentagram with lights in each door and each window of your house.

I know what I'm talking.
Those energies can disturb our life, even without having conscience that they are making that.
I had serious problems in my house and in my life because of this...

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My grandmother was a spiritual medium and through her I learned a lot on this subject. She was my first teacher,but not the only one,so I'll tell you what I've learned from many years of searching.

We attracted the spirits depending on our energy. For instance, if you are in peace, even having problems, you will attract light spirits that will bring you still more peace and things will end solving. But, if when we face our problems, we lost hope, we ended up attracting spirits without light, that are happy in seeing our sadness. As if they are being fed by our despair. So, the more desperate we were, more we will attract spirits without light and these spirits will make us still worse. It is like a snowball.And we ended up creating a terrible energy around us.

I don't like to give advices , but as you put your question here,I'll try to help you . If you want to have peace in your life,sleeping or awake , PRAY, do meditation, ask to God or to whom you have faith ,that those spirits go to the place that they belong. Try to balance your energies. Try to solve this situation of your marriage, that -I believe -should be bringing you affliction . Clean your house as StarLover- and I -said.

A lot of times we didn't notice or we don't have force nor courage to take an attitude, but 99% of the solution to our problems are in our hands.

I'm sorry if I'm invading your life somehow, but I feel that I have to do this.

Take care
Jakie

posted November 10, 2002 03:19 PM           

I think I will do a house blessing and cleansing today ~ certainly couldn't hurt anything. I finally went back to sleep this morning at 8:30am. Had more bad/weird dreams but not like that first one that woke me up terrified! Dreams of a big earthquake in Germany, and something about Penn Station in NYC but it was in the 1930's there and I was waiting for someone on an incoming train.. and a big house I lived in that I kept trying to lock the doors to...

I think I'll take a sleeping pill tonight!!

posted November 10, 2002 08:13 PM         

You are always welcome
In my point of view,you are receiving messages through dreams that you should take care of your spiritual side.

I understand what you are living,I read a what you posted about your marriage somewhere. I almost replyed to that post,but for some reason I decided not to do it.

I had a very similar experience,that's why I can understand all these dreams,nightmares,questions...
But, I fixed my life and now I have peace.
Of course that when I took my decision,I created new problems,but for everything we have to pay a price.
I'm not saying that you should do this or that,I'm saying that the poison and the antidote comes from the same snake.We decide wich one we will drink.

But,returning to the dream,I think you should do that cleaning as soon as possible.Okay ?

posted November 11, 2002 01:07 PM         

There is nothing to worry about, at least this is what I feel. In the midst of all this terror, there is a whisper of hope. A prediction? Perhaps this situation you are in will provide you with a choice in the near future, a choice of employment. You may be unhappy now, but soon you will be very happy. It could happen! I hope it does!

posted November 11, 2002 07:05 PM           

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