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browncow
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posted September 12, 2003 12:22 PM
 
I had a dream last night. it was strange because I haven't remembered any dreams for at least 5 months.
Anyway, I was at the around the corner convenience store called 'JIFFY" in my old neighborhood in Atlanta. I was an addict and was trying to buy some pills. I had seen my oldest brother in the store (but we didnt know each other) buying a lot of things out of the store. (he's a drug user) He left. I went to the counter and asked how much a 'jiffy' costs (some kind of pill- I dont know) and the man behind the register said $o.o5, so I dug around in my pocket and pulled out $0.10 and the man said I'll give you one of these (some other pill) and not charge you for it. I took it. (by the way I was dressed in ratty, dark clothes, very unlike me)
As I was leaving, he said do you want any bottled water? i said no, and then told him that 'He didnt see me in that store that day'. He nodded and said that He only saw me twice that day. Even though I didnt understand what he said, I asked no questions and left the store. I remember running to an alley.
Next frame is my house that I grew up in. It looked like maybe sunset in the summer.My deceased mother was asleep in the house when I came in the window, frantic crying 'they think I did it. They think I stole that money' ($32,000)and my mother was very concerned. I opened one of the living room windows trying to run away. Then this police lady pulls up in front of the house in a red car. (by the way, we had no lawn)
She said her name was something (something foreign) and I asked her to repeat it. Next thing i know Is i'm going with her in her car handcuffed......
the end. What does that mean?IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 2641
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted September 13, 2003 04:19 AM
Hey Mr. Chris!!  I have not had time to look at this very closely, but there is definately alot going on here. There seems to be much negative energy associated with this dream. However, a friend of mine read over it and said some interesting, although rather "dark" things about it.  He said, "Oh my God, this person is holding onto some stuff from his past that he will not let go of. He has ben keeping something within himself for a long time, and he is afraid to let anyone see it. He is afraid to live. He feels guilty about his mother's death somehow, he feels like everyone is pointing at him. He feels like he is in bondage, not free. He cannot live his life because he keeps looking back and holding on." Chris, I know that at least some of this is true, but to what extent I do not know. I was surprised to hear the accuracy of what this person was saying about you, and can only hope that some of what he said was not correct. Please let me know what you think, either here or by e-mail. ra@linda-goodman.com  Or you could just give me the  or  ... IP: Logged |
browncow
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Registered: Sep 2002
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posted September 13, 2003 04:36 AM
RA,Thanks for your quick response.
I thought I was over all that drama, but I know it won't happen overnight.
Actually, to some extent or another I think I did blame myself for my mothers passing. I thought that it was normal. Hmmm...A lot of what your friend says is true, as you well know.
I have issues about being accepted and oftentimes do what others think and say I should. Even HERE in North Carolina.
I am trying to be more open to new things but there is a barrier there and I am trying to cross it, but I dont know how to.
I am afraid to live my own life because I'm afraid of failure. What symbols tell you these things in the dreams? IP: Logged |
Ra
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted September 15, 2003 01:27 PM
Well, Chris, I am not sure what symbols keyed my friend into your situation, but I do see some that fit the bill from my perspective.I will try to outline some of them later tonight.  IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted September 17, 2003 03:54 AM
Without writing a story to pull these symbols together, here are some of the symbols and what they mean, as I see them ...old neighborhood - old patterns addict/pills - escape from reality/suppression of emotions 5 cents - 5 senses 10 cents - complete escape/suppression ratty, dark clothes - suppressed, negative energies refuse water - refuse life (also refuse emotion) "Did not see me in store" - you do not want people to know "He only saw me twice" - conscious-subconscious conflict alley - escape deceased mother/stolen money - guilt concerning mother's death 32,000 - 5 senses (3+2) and emptiness (000) living room/window/runaway - attempting to escape subconscious energies that are affecting your life no lawn - no growth, not "grounded" foreign police lady - unknown/unrecognized (foreign), guilt-ridden (police), emotions (lady). In this case, the police lady also symbolizes your want for control and order of these suppressed emotions. red car - intense emotions handcuffed in car - bound by these emotions, not free You have already begun to cross the barrier. Your move to North Carolina was a major step. You are successful, Chris, and you will will become more so in the future. Just continue to be open to new things, and you will do great! ... oh, and about your mother, that is normal!  IP: Logged |
browncow
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posted September 17, 2003 09:04 AM
Thanx again Ra, for making all of this plain to me. I was utterly confused.........again. Peace.IP: Logged | |
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