posted September 01, 2005 08:33 PM
For awhile I stopped dreaming. Then when I made the decision to leave my less than desirable relationship, I couldn't stop dreaming.The last few days have been the hardest... starting with Monday night:
. ... they are pretty disturbing, especially the one about people floating in the water, like zombies and floods everywhere. I kept trying to defend some house or place from them breaking in. (the next day NO began having major problems and then all hell broke loose).
Another was about my ex shaving off his beard and saying he was broken hearted over the devastation, but I kept him hoping. He had been on a long journey or was going on one to the mountains - like a hermit.
I e-mailed him about it and he said "OMG how did you know, I was going to shave my beard yesterday and was seriously thinking of relocating to Montana to get away from the heartbreak of my job (he has identified over 1,100 bodies of the soldiers from Iraq). He said I was "out of this world" psychic.
Then I dreamed of consoling my nephew, he was so sad and disappointed. My dad said (that morning)how bad he felt because he promised the little guy he could fly back to AZ with him - but he was just kidding.
It goes on... little things like dreaming of an out of date movie- then waking up and turning on the radio and hearing the theme song from it. So odd....
Something is on the horizon..I can feel it. Sleeping is getting weird, I wake up sweating but wanting to fall right back to sleep and pick up the dreams again.
Hmmmmm....I guess we'll see what happens. I'll keep ya informed if anything else comes up.