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Topic: Being choked
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thebigeliza
Knowflake Posts: 195
From: CT,USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted March 07, 2006 04:36 AM
 
I just fell asleep about a half hour ago.This nightmare only lasted about 5-10 minutes.I had the weirdest sensation,I felt I was half asleep half awake,or I was having some kind of out of body experience or past life experience.Just out of nowhere I felt this really strong evil vibe (half awake) and it is infultrating my falling asleep.It is a big man standing over me,choking me by the throat and holding me down,getting ready to rape me.I started kicking and throwing my arms around(feeling like I Am doing this while sleeping)and the man held me down tighter so I couldnt breathe.I could feel my inner self trying to break out of the nightmare (I am able to wake out of dreams somehow if need be) and finally I pushed him hard and I woke up throwing my arms and legs in the air,gasping for air like I was being suffocated.I also noticed a strong,almost painful pumping in my third eye.I have never experienced anything to this extent and right now I am feeling very afraid to go back to sleep.I used to have this dream when I was a little girl(I havent in a long time since tonight),the man holding me down,choking me,I know he is going to rape me,the only colors in the dream are black with the outline of the man being a dark red.I would fall asleep,this dream would happen,I would go back to sleep even in a different position,and I would keep going back to that same nightmare.I have never known for sure,but I felt I may have been abused by someone when I was younger;I feel this might be related?Any responses would be very appreciated.PeaceLove&Light to you
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Ra
Moderator Posts: 882
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted March 10, 2006 04:37 AM
Hello Eliza  It sounds like you have a pretty good understanding of what's going on, at least to some degree. There is nothing to fear by sleeping. I mean, you will not be physically harmed. Much of the sensation you describe is common to those who inadvertently wake up a little consciously before the body is ready. But it could be that your fear is indeed linked to some childhood experience, or maybe even past-life. Perhaps your dreams will begin to reveal an answer. Say a little prayer or affirmation before you doze off, requesting love and light and positive images to fill your dreams. Light to you.  IP: Logged |
pchan33
Knowflake Posts: 119
From: usa
Registered: Jan 2006
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posted March 13, 2006 08:06 PM
Being choked and restrained could also be associated with a fear of losing control. Of course, we all like to be in control of ourselves and our lifes to a certain degree. ------------------
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