posted November 07, 2019 10:09 AM            

As you know, the 'veils' are thin right now, with Scorpio, and the Mercury retrograde.

Yes, like detergent works on laundry fabrics.
The dirt, is being dislodged in the 'Water'.

Remind yourself that you are SAFE, right now.
You have a wonderful husband who supports you.

This is a wonderful time for your Healing, your FURTHER healing.

Let the 'sense' of tugging at the arms, be like sleeves that are supposed to come off of you.

Let the 'image' of that abusive man TAKE BACK his own energies FROM you. Let the 'sleeves' GO with him.. be REMOVED from you.

Could all that 'shaking' be FEAR coming away?
Like you're finally shaking-off all the fear held in your body?

So...
Look at this dream as a Healing Dream.

You are SAFE NOW.
It was a LONG LONG time ago that this happened.
Your innerChild IS Healing through all this.
How Wonderful.
SHE knows 'how', MoonMystic.
SUPPORT her. She is a POWERFUL Part of you.
STRONG-Girl!!!

ideas--
If you like to draw?
Pretend that YOU and your InnerChild are together, with YOU holding her on your lap {if she wants *grin*}.

You can do something like 'Draw a Cartoon' or sketch of that dream. Show the secquence..
You can do that on index cards if you'd like.

You can take a poster board (or whatever) and make it into a MAP .. Doors?

Then, after it's all there---
Take the index cards, and ON that MAP,
You can start to CHANGE THE SEQUENCE.

You can introduce NEW CARDS. {even use Tarot-cards, as I know this is a new interest of yours}.

Have some Heroes introduced into this sequence.

Have the badman captured and put in jail... or HELL!!! LOL

Badman DESERVES punishment AND banishment OR VANQUISHMENT.

posted November 09, 2019 01:13 PM            

I've found that Visualization and Imagination can Make a Difference.

Amazing how that works..

Throughout my life, my ability to do those kinds of things has helped me 'process' many things.

*hugs*
BE Safe.

What 'he' tried to take FROM you, will only work the REVERSE effect --
and through this Portal Dream, will close the door of HURTS from the past.

What your dream 'remembered' for you, is important. Once you've 're-membered' the energies, it can CLEAR. Beautifully.

It's the things-forgotten .. that sometimes get in the way.

Good job!

This will 'Clear' your Field of Dreams-- for a Great Future ahead.

Look UP my Friend..
You've got TIME working for your Good.
You'll Go Far, MoonMystic.

As far as your physical symptoms?
There are SOOO many advances being make in Medical Science right now.
Some say that when Neptune goes into Aries, we'll be AMAZED at the new inventions, etc.

You have Fantastic DECADES to look forward to!! *Heart*

posted November 11, 2019 09:48 AM            

No reason that you should have deleted that first dream? ..It was a Beautiful Classic dream.

I was helped (inside myself) that you had shared it.
And I hope that as 'real' as the events of your life were {horrifying..} that you will be able to get the healing you deserve.

Astrologically? .. This retrograde of Mercury through Scorpio has been bringing up dreams and flashes for OTHER people too. Not just you.

After this retrograde, I hope that YOU and I have 'molted' some of the psyche materials off our lives. Energetically, this IS possible.

"These are unsettling days."
"The algorithms that make life repeat stuff it gets me me queasy. (Sad too) Very nefarious times indeed."

Yes.. If you watch the news, it's getting serious out there.
And "noticing" the algorithms is FANTASTIC.

*~
"I read you reply somewhere but can't find it, re the gaslight thing happening."

Gaslighting link is in this link for Shulia's thread in LLC2.0
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum25/HTML/005549.html

{I was married to someone who had done that. I hope you are not in a position of being belittled in that way.}
*~

"You aren't expected to post hearts and unicorns. ((Hug)) It is nice, but hey you are human. You're allowed to not feel 'up and happy' for others, unless you are feeling authentic."

Thanks for saying that---
Actually, MoonMystic, I can really really do BOTH.

I can 'be there' for another person, as a strength-- and still 'be' as I am. It's the Care inside.

What I'm going through here, is 'physical' pain as a result of other people who don't care about anyone else but their selves.

When they turn the "BOOSTED" part of their sonics OFF, I start feeling better physically-- but have a lot of "repairs" to make on my body after YEARS of this.

There had been folks {that I don't know} whom I've heard are planning to help me out with this. I just PRAY they will be Good to their Word. If something doesn't happen relatively soon, I'm just scared that something worse {w body} will happen...

I want to live, MoonMystic. I want to stay alive, and to be a productive person. I hold a lot of 'experiences' in me. It's a Bank. I LOVE to share.

"People pleasing is one of my worst defaults. I threw my switch on it, but can't make anyone happy, even me anymore. Yikes.
I need to get my broken self fixed soon. "

I sort of know what you mean.

I think it's important to be Kind in communications..

But if you're talking about 'in the home'?
. . . I understand the 'fear' and compromised position some women can "find" {even subtly} themselves in.

If that's happening to you... wow ?
That's a SUPER hard place.
Get in touch with a woman's group, if one is available in whatever area you live in. {Are you in the US?}

Stay safe!!!!, my MoonMystic.
Gosh... that's a tough place to be in--
especially if you've had abuse in childhood.
That too can be triggering unconscious materials to be re-membered-- in order to discharge the live-energies of it.

A "broken self" … is NOT 'defective'.
That's something that a gaslighter could take advantage of, and highlight. They say that "you" are the one to "be fixed." ..
They don't think 'anything' is wrong about *them*!! LOL

A "broken self" .. is Beautiful.
Butterfly out of the chrysalis.

posted November 11, 2019 04:48 PM            

Mirage

Please forgive me.💗 (((Mirage))) 💗

 (Was going to respond into your  thread but accidentally iused this one as my gateway
 (folder it floated n2).

Very shocked tbh and I'm upset I did that too! My reoccurring dream I wanted *poof* was all. It has unearthed parts of the past, just didn't want it public. No offense at all was meant by my removal, I guess subconsciously I blurred the details needing removed. :/

It didn't occur to me that I hit the delete button on the whole text msg. I almost remember leaving the links there. My sincerest apologies.  and to add on anotner note, Here kat that time) I was not all in my mind probably,  someone in my 3d world had upset me pretty bad, I may have blanked out and become Pavlov . (Having family stuff, scattered my thoughts too much, needed my amethyst!)
As for the love, that wasn't purposefully removed at all!
♡ Mirage♡ :Angel:
 Trying to recover the links but I'm a bit foggy atm.
Here's some possible ones.

☆ http://www.charmsoflight.com/garnet-healing-prop erties ☆

(Regenerative of dna)
☆ https://voltlin.com/collections/Garnet ☆

Fluorite, garnet*, Selenite are
mentioned (from my notes) garnet might have been elsewhere.

On this site ☆ http://www.crystalhealingforwomen.com/crystals-for-cancer-and-o ther-degenerative-dis-eases-at-a-cellular-level/ ☆
 
Some that help environmentallyon this site:
☆ http://www.gemrockauctions.com/learn/holistic-gemstone-information/what-gemstones-can-i-place-beside-my-computer ☆

posted November 14, 2019 07:07 PM            

Not going to do a long response, even though, I had started several already, and had to get-away from my computer chair!

*Sonics* are just TOOOOOO intensely-STRONG.
The surface of the water in my water-bottle is jiggling and chopping sooo hard.

Been going on … When you don't see me, I'm 'hunkering' from the pain a different way.

I'll come back... but..
just wanted to acknowledge your post.

Thanks.
{And, it's so sweeet that you said prayers.}

ADD---
If you want,
I'd love to know the story of your NDE?
(Must have been an awful accident. How old were you?)

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Sunday Nov 17, 2019 at 713am
You took-back those nice things you said, plus the helpful links.