leo_on_fire Knowflake Posts: 175 From: Heiskell, TN 37754 Registered: Dec 2004
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posted August 19, 2005 05:19 PM
walking down a dark hall I hear the footsteps of a past not so far behind Ghosts of a time, smiling faces and happy memories all stand at the end behind a closed door. Brush my fingers along the wall, both pushing me forward and pulling me back. To face whats hidden would be to face all I fear. Pictures float across the door lighting my path, and breaking my heart. when I turn that knob, I know destiny will walk out. I get the feeling that you are my destiny. Forever passed in a culmintation of a few short moments. And now a journey so long taken could end in a second if the memories would just leave me be. Hold my breath and close my eyes and still I see you before me. I stop and turn to run away. I can't go through that again. But then I hear your sweet voice whisper my name. But no, its just the wind and another memory of a death you died in my arms. Stumbling down in the middle, I have no where to go. It's all in my head and heart all the words I'll never hear you say to me. Compelling me, I crawl, screaming and clawing my way to you and to that door. I remember so clearly the last breath you breathed before me and the way you kissed me with nothing in it. I crave for you in a way I never thought I could. I just have to make my way to the end... to that door. ------------------ love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove. William Shakespeare
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