leo_on_fire Knowflake Posts: 214 From: Heiskell, TN 37754 Registered: Dec 2004
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posted November 14, 2005 07:48 PM
You're here, you're there make up your mind, I'm not moving at the same pace as you anymore. You need your space, you can't seem to shut up after so long being silent. You have so much to say to me with ALMOST everything I need to hear except the part where you tell me it's over for ever. You smile at me like I'm something and then tell me I acted like an a$$, just how did you expect me to react? You just don't know how dead I felt and how much I hurt because you looked so haunted and hurt yourself. You tell me she's ok and you can't make any promises that she'll get out of this perfect again. You talk to me like I'm 5 sometimes and then other times you talk to me like I'm the only person in the world. You've spent the last few months pretending we never existed that we never were...that I was merely a stranger. You told me today that you knew it was me when I called last week. You sounded so happy to hear from me, I was shocked if not a little bit scared. You just don't see it do you? How I need your forgiveness for a mistake I can't recall. For words I remember saying but never feeling and all the traps of being to wrapped up in the emotional aspect. You won't stop talking now, just what I wished for. I can't get your voice out of my head now and you just won't stop talking, I think I'm glad. You finally decided it was safe maybe, that I wouldn't hurt you. You told me I could join your for break if I promised not to bite. You want to talk, well I'll give you talk. This is it, we'll have it out, say what needs to be said and get it out of the way because I need to know that you'll be ok and that she'll be ok and that we'll be ok. I need to know you'll never stop smiling at me like that.. and you'll never stop talking.------------------ Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give... Unknown IP: Logged |