posted July 06, 2005 08:22 PM
Right now very weird things are happening to me, and I apologise if my posts are over the top.
I wanted to share it here but I have shared alot and nobody has really responded, I feel a bit like an idiot. I don't mind if people just let me know that they read it, I just want someone to help me sort through this, and I thought people would want to hear about me.I feel a bit rejected (my complex) and I'm paranoid that people are talking about me at Lindaland.
I am plagued in self doubt. I have been looking for something for the last 10 years, and I have found part of what I wanted (my soul mate) but I am still searching for myself.
Today I received a box which shell-shocked me. Everything in the box were belongings of mine from a few years ago that I had stashed as useless junk. I actually had missed items there and mourned because I thought I had lost them forever.
I wanted to tell you all the great things that I found, and there was something else there that was heaven sent.
I'm really happy, I just hope I'm not mentally ill? I sure feel that way.
Lindaland
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posted July 06, 2005 08:22 PM
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