posted May 02, 2011 11:22 PM            

My South Node is in Capricorn in 6th house, alluding to being a steady service to society/health... my North Node is in 12th house in Cancer... signifying learning about love, emotions, motherhood, in a self-sacrificial way...

In past life? I really feel that I was a doctor and responsible for taking care of a many people... I believe this must be true, because I have always known a great deal about health, have an intuitive understanding of health, how the body works, and have great instincts with honing down what ailments others are suffering from...

I have always studied medical studies, journals, sciences... chemistry and biology... at one point feeling that I was supposed to be a doctor in this life...

This life had a different plan, though. As my REAL journey was not to seek out worldly ambition, establishing myself amongst the community as a devoted, selfless, orderly healer - but to submit myself over to nurturing, to solitude, reflection, self-sacrifice, to empathy, softening, and walking away from wordly success and ambition.

I KNOW that I could have invested myself in a wordly way, but that's not what this life had in store for me.

This time was about being a mother, figuring out my heart, and applying it - because THAT is my true spirit challenge.

posted May 03, 2011 10:53 AM            

The drawn to energy is our Destiny or this lifetimes Purpose..

The aversion, of course, is the been there done that now lets move forward.

I do subscribe to this school of thought

Sabian Symbols would be an excellent idea.

posted May 03, 2011 11:38 AM            

I hear you can tell your past lives from your gifts. For example, I was exceedingly good at anatomy without any effort. Turns out I was a nurse in my immediate past life. Before that I helped black people as a social worker in the mid 1800's. I also learn languages insanely well for my age/exposure. I think I spent many lifetimes bilingual or even trilingual, and was at minimum bilingual in my last life and most likely bilingual the human lives before that. My soulmate/husband from italy was some sort of builder/architecht and wanted to do that in this life, but he went bipolar pretty bad. Me personally, I thought about being a nurse and social worker, but it seemed boring/easy and wanted to teach instead. I thought the surgeries on tv were the coolest thing when I was younger.

I've never been majorly afraid of heights and I've fallen off cliffs to my death before.. I also had my throat slit. I'm more uncomfortable with knives.

posted May 03, 2011 02:56 PM            

Capricorn 18. The Union Jack. Keywords: dignity, honour, protection, to represent, respect.

And, North Node:

Cancer 18. A hen scratching for her chicks. Keywords: nurture, acting like a mother, protection, courage, sacrifice.

posted May 03, 2011 03:28 PM            

Cancer 19. A priest performing a marriage ceremony. Keywords: strong desire for marriage, fundamental need to have someone close, integrity, spiritual life, right morality.

Capricorn 19. A child of about five with a huge shopping bag. Keywords: maturity, materialism, responsibility, potential, ambition.

posted May 04, 2011 12:15 PM            

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I am crazy about someone and can't get over it

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posted May 04, 2011 12:18 PM            

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Originally posted by juniperb:
Adding in that these particular Esoteric schools of thought are not the popular ones so it is bucked , ridiculed and rejected by the majority

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I find it interesting. My Moon/Venus are conjunct my SN, so I don't know if that would change that for me (your description), or if that's why I have such an aversion to a couple of things that could be associated with Gemini Venus and the eighth.

posted May 04, 2011 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
It must be difficult being a Christian and believing in Astrology, because Astrology and reincarnation are two sides to the same coin. Synastry is really nothing more than past life connections.

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posted May 04, 2011 03:36 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
You will. I've been shown that there are better options out there. Equally smart and funny (and attractive), less drama.

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Do you still have your Taurus ,Teasel lol

posted May 05, 2011 12:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
It must be difficult being a Christian and believing in Astrology, because Astrology and reincarnation are two sides to the same coin. Synastry is really nothing more than past life connections.

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Honestly, it used to really tear my brain apart, until I started allowing myself to perceive, to research, to question without claiming to "believe" anything, at all, except Christianity. I just want to "see".

Even my own faith is tested, and I question, and question, and find myself back where I started.

For some reason, at this point, I don't struggle with reading or learning or posing questions, anymore. I justify it by being entertainment, curiosity, and allowing me to pick things apart which my mind really desires to do...

I don't worship the sun, stars, and energies of the universe - I see astrology as God's manifestation of time, and us simply being able to pick it apart...

posted May 05, 2011 06:53 AM            

How is the Bible against reincarnation when Job asserts that he will return to his mother's womb ?

And Jesus is clearly teaching reincarnation here:
"This is the one ... there has not risen anyone greater than John the Baptist.... And if you are willing to accept it, he is the Elijah who was to come. He who has ears, let him hear." (Matthew 11:11-15). "