posted August 31, 2010 01:01 PM
hello all, i am a Pisces sun (8th house) with Moon and Asc in Leo, moon in the 1st house. My chiron is in Aires in the 9th, and my north node is in Aquarius in the 6th. I have come to realize that my path of evolution in this lifetime is to be of service in the realm of humanitarian growth, expansion, and healing. i feel i have come into this life with a lot of karma to work out. i must have been quite selfish in a past life. I just recently completed my yoga teacher training and am along this path, although I guess I've been on it all along it just has a vehicle more defined now.
I have come here now because I am at a turning point in my life. In the past (throughout my 20s), I have hurt myself and other due to my extreme emotional orientation (pisces, moon first house). I did not know how to control the passion i felt within. now i am of a higher awareness, but there is still so much to let go of, to become empty.
currently i have realized that i became very logical and organized as a guard against my emotions. now i want to re-integrate that strong sense of KNOWING from the heart center what i need. no thinking. feeling. after years of denying my feelings, sometimes they speak barely in a whisper.
my pluto's in my 3rd house in libra. my voice has been described as pleasant and powerful. i use it in yoga to move energy in the room and in bodies. i need to find a way to bring this same potential into my personal life. i am also very hard on myself As Osho said, be indifferent to doubt. i have to constantly remind myself.
I read astrology & tarot, I Ching sometimes, and the signs the universe gives me. i write, produce music, read, love animals & nature. i love yoga. i meditate. Sometimes I am more empty than other times, impacting how much I can see, how much I can sense.
I am very intuitive, but occasionally very dense. I am drawn to the mystical, the spiritual, the artistic, the sensual. I remember being free, it has come to me at moments in time. I occasionally have a hard time defining what i really need.
I am here to learn, to share, to grow. This is obviously a very special place with so many bright souls coming together to help one another. I was lost then I found myself now I am a tad lost again. Not as bad as before...but I know this is part of the process too.
with love and light,
me.
sun - pisces 8th
moon - leo 1st
asc - leo
mercury - pisces 8th
mars - taurus 10th
venus - aires 9th
jupiter - cap, 5th
saturn - gemini, 10th
uranus - libra, 3rd
neptune - sag, 4th
pluto - libra, 3rd
north node - aqua, 6th
chiron - aires, 9th