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Topic: Saturn-Sun transit, worse than Moon
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Solar_Leo_Queen
Knowflake Posts: 3237
From: Planet Earth
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted February 09, 2021 03:16 PM
  
I just survived Saturn opposing my Moon and conjunct my MC ruler. I knew this opposition was coming but I didn't really understand to what extent this was going to hit me. I never felt so depressed in my life. This feels even worse than when Saturn opposed my Moon. I have always had the willpower to persevere even when times are tough. Only recently, I've had thoughts about giving up. For the first time, I feel bad about myself and my life and do not feel like pushing through. I guess if the Sun does rule your willpower, Saturn tries to test that. What's even more convenient is that this transit is happening during a pandemic. Right now, I do not see hope. Things seem like they are never going to get better. Also I feel like I've failed myself a lot more than I've failed others. Every step I take feels like a burden. Saturn is always there to say no. It has not been easy since Saturn entered Aquarius and I know it is only going to get worse.The only good that is coming out of this right now is that I am seeing the amount of time I have wasted on things and people that do not matter. It's like suddenly getting old. I getting tired of being the same, doing the same, but I am also stuck. It's hard not to compare my life to others during this transit. I feel like a failure and that no accomplishment I've had even matters. My 20's are going to be so difficult with Saturn hitting all of my personal planets in opposition. I know there is good to come out of this. But it's just hard to see in the beginning of these transits. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosion
Knowflake Posts: 2387
From: Somewhere
Registered: Sep 2019
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posted February 09, 2021 03:34 PM
Unfortunately, conditions due to politics etc, are making difficult times even more difficult for many people, especially people not well off financially. Don't know what to tell you, except that it will pass or at least lessen over time. Try to focus on those things which are positive and which you can have appreciation for. Like attracts, begets, and resonates with Like. Not easy to do during these kind of times, but quite helpful if you can. It was a very long year and a half when T. Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn were going back and forth over my Cap Sun and Mercury conjunction in the 5th to 6th House. Sun rules my ASC, and Mercury rules my NN, Jupiter, Mars, Saturn, 2nd, and 11th. The light is starting to be seen at the end of the tunnel and things are starting to feel a bit lighter here and there. Maybe it won't be helpful to think about now; maybe more so later, but there is a part of us that either chose or agreed to this life and knew some of the major patterns of same ahead of time. Most of it is ultimately for Soul growth..especially the difficult and challenging stuff. IP: Logged |
Dumuzi
Knowflake Posts: 3108
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Registered: Oct 2018
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posted February 09, 2021 05:44 PM
sometimes the good that comes from hard times only comes in retrospecti've definitely been there a million times over with wanting to give up, and i tried once too so i get it, but life goes on and you move forward anyway one of the best things being in terrible situations taught me was how to be in the moment, just any given moment to let go and just be present and appreciate even the smallest things everything can go to **** around me but like the sunrise is pretty isn't it? things like that, simple **** that just is and is separate from your pain and the **** going on around you is always there learning to stop and appreciate it can do a lot of good and in those moments where you're present you'll find that absolutely nothing matters, just what's right in front of you and you being there to experience it pain is ephemeral even if it seems to stretch endlessly life itself can change in an instant, matter of minutes and everything can be completely different you'll get through this and grow and be stronger for it, even when you don't feel strong enough to keep going the fact that you're doing it is all the strength you need you'll no doubt be changed by this experience, but you may surprise yourself and even be grateful for it in the future IP: Logged |
Dumuzi
Knowflake Posts: 3108
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Registered: Oct 2018
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posted February 09, 2021 06:47 PM
btw comparing yourself to others is a waste of time they have their own paths and youre only seeing where they're at right nowsomeone can have nothing then get somewhere later in life, someone else can have everything one moment and lose it all the next so there's really no point, and anyway there's only one you also failures aren't something to be bad about they're times you tried and something you learned from, and why aren't your accomplishments valuable to you? even the smallest things can be meaningful and anyway what counts as an accomplishment? there's a lot of **** in life outside of these things your worth isn't based on a list of things you've done or failed to do anyway, no one's is IP: Logged | |
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