posted June 22, 2009 03:06 PM         

Sun Square Saturn: Any success you achieve is due to hard work and extreme self-discipline, but your ambitions often fall prey to incompetence and bad luck. Unless you can overcome an ego-centered selfishness and stinginess, you're going to be beset by disappointment and frustration, giving you a negative attitude of the world. It seems you have more than your share of responsibilities but this is due to very difficult lessons you must learn regarding things associated with the houses occupied by the Sun and Saturn, and you learn everything the hard way. Your self-expression is limited by feelings of self-consciousness and inadequacy. You tend not to be close to your father and/or may lose him at an early age. You may marry a widow(er) or someone of a vastly different age. Your health may suffer from lack of vitality and you'll have dental and arthritic problems. Your children's health may suffer, especially the eldest's.

Sun Square Uranus: You're self-willed, rebellious and apt to be abrupt and rude. Until you self-will is controlled, you'll have unexpected and sudden upsets. You can be erratic and eccentric and you must guard against hasty, impulsive and/or unwise actions. You may often destroy what you worked for by irrational behavior caused by nervous tension, and this is more evident in men. You have strong personal magnetism but your friends are more like followers. You have a tremendous pride and desire for freedom so you often ignore advice. You may even take extreme measures to impose your religious or moral views on others and must learn to respect others' opinions. Your ideas are original but often impractical. A real or imagined injustice will make you a terrible enemy and you may be unprincipled if your self-will is too strong. You're accident-prone and your health will suffer if unable to release nervous tension.

Sun Square Neptune: You try to hide your excessively emotional nature, often preventing you from seeing clearly when emotions are involved. You're often self-deceiving and may be self-destructive. You're sensitive to suffering and love animals. You may have a weakness in your character and/or be excessively confused psychologically. You tend to become involved in situations where others lean on you and, if Neptune is angular, you may become a victim of some type of deception. You usually underestimate your ability to succeed, so you often fail to follow through on your good intentions. If you're mystically inclined, you tend to feel superior or over-estimate your importance, and you must avoid cults. You have an overworked imagination and often have peculiar emotional desires and romantic tendencies. You tend to escape reality by avoiding individual responsibility and discipline. You must avoid get-rich-quick schemes since they inevitably end in disaster. In a woman's chart, males are usually the source of disillusionment and relationships with men require much sacrifice.

posted June 22, 2009 03:14 PM         

These are cookbook definitions, allowing some idea of how the energies work so you can use them to blend them into the chart as a whole.

There are challenges in tense aspects but also they involve lessons that allow us to grow and evolve as humans. You are not doomed to a life that sucks.

posted June 22, 2009 04:51 PM         

This is a strong chart for working, so maybe as you are still young this hasn't kicked in yet. Get out there in the world of work and you might be a happier and more fulfilled person.

You also have a Wedge, a bit wide and some people wouldn't count it, but Venus/Pluto in the 7th offers a bit of a release for all the tension in the dramatic T-Square.

If you ever get the chance I would suggest setting up your own business in some capacity.

Another thing... your Moon is Conjunct your South Node. I have a book Nodes: Life's Purpose by Helen Adams Garrett. In this she suggests that there is some emotional frustration relating to your family and your upbringing. You might be moved to break away at some point in your life.

North Node in 12th she describes as:-

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Purpose: To turn to my strength within when I am faced with problems, and to learn to deal with issues rather than cop out.

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posted June 22, 2009 07:00 PM         

There is a self-proclaimed successful business man here who has two of the Sun-squares you listed. I'm not real sure that business is your route, though. T-squares are supposed to be helped by concentrating on the part of the chart opposite the apex of the t-square, so for you that means Aries in the 12th. In practical matters I look at the 12th in two ways. One way is spiritual, and the other is creative. Since it's Aries in the 12th, you'll want to be initiating projects relating to the 12th house. Perhaps because of your 6th house stellium, you could initiate something with regard to spiritual healing or something. 6th house is "service" as well, so maybe something where you're taking the initiative in serving people in a spiritual or creative manner.

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You also have a Wedge, a bit wide and some people wouldn't count it, but Venus/Pluto in the 7th offers a bit of a release for all the tension in the dramatic T-Square.

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posted June 23, 2009 09:33 AM         

Even people with the easiest looking charts don't have the easiest lives. With more study you will learn that it is better to have some stressful aspects in your chart and that the hard aspects create action and development.

Your T-squares are tools. Look up the definition of the word "machine". You need to have angles in order to make machines work. Don't decide that your life is going to suck before you TRULY understand what your T-Squares are doing.

posted June 23, 2009 11:43 AM         

Most Saturn interpretations are written by people who don't get the planet. Saturn is giving you an opportunity to work (a bad verb for a lot of people, it seems) and in exchange you'll not only be good at what you do, you'll excel at it! Plenty of people who have this are successful. I can't think of many people more successful than Oprah...

Sun square Neptune is a great aspect to have for theater or any type of creativity. It will allow you to see yourself in whatever you read, though, and that is why I suggest kicking that gloom and doom book to the curb.

The worst thing in your chart is too much self-doubt. So get over it. It's only going to make your Aries rising miserable. That Aries rising combined with Sun conjunct Mars make you a little powerhouse.

You have north node in Aquarius so belonging to a group (theater or dance or...?) can help you get to a place where you can shine on your own. Working with a group will also enhance your confidence.

posted June 24, 2009 12:13 AM         

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but i want to be a dancer, a performing artist. although i study psychology and sociology, i have limited interest in being a psychologist or counsellor. i also study media studies and english, and i feel as though i should be creative through art and drama. i don't want to be of service to anyone.

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