posted August 18, 2009 06:13 AM         

Mine is in the 8th house. So far I've been having very strange lucid moments where everything feels real and unreal at the same time. It's not like anything important or exciting is going on... I could be walking down the street or talking to someone... and suddenly I have a vague sense that something isn't quite right, reality gets blurry and mortality painfully obvious. I realize that nothing exists the way I think it does, that my body in relation to the world is fragile and limited, and there is something hidden behind the veil.

posted August 18, 2009 08:29 AM         

Mine is conjunct exact too (though separating now)! I came to this thread just after replying in the Yod thread... the thing for me is tPluto conjunct nNeptune is activating my natal Yod. So I'm going through some weird transformative stuff at the moment.. it feels like I am maturing, but at the same time, I'm not sure if I am ready for it? (or is just very intense maybe). I'm also suffering from some clouded judgement about how I am supposed to act and feel given my current situation, I feel confused and I don't know what to do. It's almost like a head vs. heart dilemma, and on top of this my heart is also being torn in two different directions (this could be Chiron talking though). I feel this is also setting me up for how I react to certain situations in the future. I think this is also an after effect of the eclipses as for me they set a lot of things into motion.

The yod in my chart consists of Neptune sextile Pluto which are both quincunx to Chiron. I have some deep hurts that I am dealing with at the moment. I was hurt because my beliefs / hopes I feel have been well, used and/or abused I guess. But I am not sure if I should trust my judgement/intuition at the moment either. So, tPluto activating nNeptune (and the yod) is just making this a really confusing time for me! I feel like I am lacking direction. I also can't seem to concentrate at work like I normally can but that could be due to something else maybe. My mind keeps drifting to this issue that I have niggling in the back of my mind. I'm usually good at ignoring things that niggle at me especially while I'm at work

But from what you're explaining... I think I have experienced this before. It's like you suddenly get super objective and you don't feel like yourself (but at the same time you know you are yourself!)? Almost like a third person looking in on yourself? I have had this, but not for a while.

posted August 19, 2009 01:53 PM         

tPluto is also trine my AC and widely trine my Mars, and also sextiles my Pluto, so basically I'm indeed liking this transit. X3 The only hard thing might be squaring my Sun, although that's also good for me to learn valuable lessons.

posted August 19, 2009 07:29 PM         

MsCandeh, I've read that Pluto can clear to fog that Neptune produces. I'm hoping the sextile between Pluto will make it less dream-shattering than it might be otherwise... maybe by the end of the transit you'll no longer feel confused about your role in your future. Like what comica is talking about. Have many Capricorn issues come up?

Peri and woah city... that is interesting. Any latent psychic ability I have only activates with certain people (two of them with very similar placements in their charts). I can relate to that "backwards echo" thing. It became a game for me though, to predict what someone was going to say/do, even full sentences. They would do as I predict an instant before, and I'd be like, point! It was so consistent it became normal.

I remember with those people, I would also say something that I thought was already common knowledge, and it turn out not to be... like "hey so when are you leaving for Singapore?"

"How do you know I'm going to Singapore? I haven't even told anyone yet." I'd have no idea how I even knew... it was just automatic. None of that is really going on right now, though. It might have been a synastry thing.

posted August 20, 2009 04:07 PM         

I'm not quite sure what issues would be considered Capricornian ... issues relating to success, ambition, hard work?

One thing I have come to realise recently (now this could be Capricorn/Saturn talking) is to expect the worse, and anything better than that is just a bonus! But this piece of advice came from a Neptune-ruled Pisces friend lol

One thing I did come to a decision about just today - I'm going to rent out my house and move in with my brother for a bit to save some money (will pay him rent, but not as much as my mortgage is! And this will reduce my bills too). I just remembered that today is a New Moon and the end officially of all this eclipse stuff, though I know the energies will be around for a long time afterwards. But I do feel a bit clearer today! Certainly its been very confusing for me recently. I am still not sure what to do regarding a certain situation in my life. But at least now I have something to look forward to tPluto is currently 0 deg and 14 minutes separating conjunction with Neptune (though in retrograde)

I just read what Peri wrote (somehow missed it before!) I did have a very distrubing dream at the start of this month which I am hoping is not prophetic. It was certainly profound. At the time I woke up tPluto was conjunct nNeptune 0 degrees and 04 minutes applying conjunction! I do

I made a dream chart and posted it on Node's thread. The name asteroids in the dream were very accurate. One person's name asteroid was in the 8th house (also ruled by Pluto) which was very significant to my dream. My name was conjunct the DC and the other person's name was conjunct the sun within 10 - 20 mins.

posted August 21, 2009 10:26 PM         

don't even know what's real anymore.

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