posted August 05, 2010 07:05 PM
Greetings!I'm new here and I'm going through a difficult phase in my life, I'm leaving a toxic marriage with an abusive (emotional, verbally and at times physically) Leo on the Cancer cusp, and all my self esteem and confidence was undermined the 20years I was with him...
Right now I desperately need to get a career going, but seem to totally lack self confidence to get me over the hurdle to where I need to be. I have a tendency to self-implode, shoot myself in the foot... I have children depending on me and cannot afford to drop the ball this time...
Astrology is proving to be a valuable tool for me, it's helping me to feel more comfortable in my own skin as I learn more about myself and accept myself more completely.
Please help me in my journey... I'M NOT AFRAID TO CONFRONT THE BAD, THE UGLY IN MY CHART - I'M LIVING IT, AFTER ALL, SO JUST HIT ME WITH IT... WHAT DO YOU SEE? What is holding me back.
Also... a few months back a woman on twitter did my chart and said it looks like I've been married twice already. Where did she see that? I separated from my husband in 2001 and we reconciled almost exactly 3 years later in 2004, and now separated again this past October - this time for good. Divorce shall be filed soon.
I need to figure out how to upload my chart to link it here, I'm late for someplace I need to be right now, so until I can get the actual chart posted, here are my stats:
BD: Jan.14, 1969
Time: 1:14AM
St. Louis Park, Minnesota (Hennepin County)
¢ 23Òš57'22"
Your Sun is in Capricorn - Pages 53-57, 127-132, 156, 165, 185-186.
Your Sun is in the 3rd House - Page 304.
Your Sun is Sextile Moon - Page 354.
Your Sun is Square Saturn - Page 354.
Your Sun is Sextile Neptune - Page 354.
Your Sun is Trine Pluto - Page 354.
¡ 29Ò˜20'37"
Your Moon is in Scorpio - Pages 210-211.
Your Moon is in the 2nd House - Page 303.
Your Moon is Sextile Uranus - Page 355.
Your Moon is Conjunction Neptune - Page 355.
Your Moon is Sextile Pluto - Page 355.
£ 12Ò›51'03"
Your Mercury is in Aquarius - Page 245.
Your Mercury is in the 4th House - Page 306.
Your Mercury is Square Mars - Page 356.
Your Mercury is Trine Jupiter - Page 356.
¤ 10Òœ28'18"
Your Venus is in Pisces - Page 251.
Your Venus is in the 5th House - Page 307.
Your Venus is Trine Mars - Page 357.
¥ 08Ò˜38'02"
Your Mars is in Scorpio - Pages 255-256.
Your Mars is in the 1st House - Page 302.
¦ 05Ò—59'41"
Your Jupiter is in Libra - Page 262.
Your Jupiter is in the 11th House - Page 316.
Your Jupiter is Conjunction Uranus - Page 359.
§ 19Ò‘12'53"
Your Saturn is in Aries - Page 266.
Your Saturn is in the 6th House - Page 309.
¨ 03Ò—59'31" Ñ
Your Uranus is in Libra - Page 275.
Your Uranus is in the 11th House - Pages 316-317.
© 28Ò˜08'15"
Your Neptune is in Scorpio - Pages 281-282.
Your Neptune is in the 2nd House - Page 304.
Your Neptune is Sextile Pluto - Page 361.
ª 25Ò–01'30" Ñ
Your Pluto is in Virgo - Page 287.
Your Pluto is in the 11th House - Page 317.
29Ò—20'43"
Your Ascendant is in Libra - Page 230.
¬ 06Ò•20'46"
Your Midheaven is in Leo
Your Midheaven is Square Ascendant
Your career exudes power and glamour. Even if you are personally shy, you have a dynamic public persona. You are at the center - performing for an audience, drawing public attention, seen as bigger than life. Your career is infused with unique verve and style, a grandness of taste, and leadership ability. Because your work is extremely creative and you put your whole heart into your efforts, the world rewards you.