posted May 29, 2011 04:18 PM            

Someone that I met, who happens to have a square from transit Uranus to their natal Venus has been on my mind. I thought: "Yes! No more games, this is it.. We'll do it and work it out". We have Sun/Mercury/Venus with Chiron conjunctions, myself being the Chiron.

A healing experience, I thought. Maybe hang-ups will be gone, forever! Then I take a closer look again at our synastry and ta-da! Not at all... For we, have an opposition between that Saturn and Uranus that I have making that aspect to their Sun/Mercury/VENUS!!!!

Had a Uranus/Venus experience in synastry with someone before (Square) and nothing, I was left high and dry without a word to the world and a whole bunch of tears for about 2 weeks *I have Venus in Cancer*. In that case, I was the Venus, they were the Uranus.

I thought something good might come of this seeing as how they have a Saturn conjunction to my descendant, but then I saw their natal Uranus squares my Sun. Where's the karma? For me, I don't know.. for them, it's the transit.

Synastry ascpect:

Sun(me) square Uranus(them)
*Their transit: Sun being squared by Uranus

Venus(me) square Pluto(them)
*Their transit: Pluto opposing n.Venus

Their daily transit for today:
Pluto being opposed by today's Moon
*Synastry:
Moon(me) squared by Pluto(them)

I don't know why my chart is so receptive to playing out these stupid roles and when the heck I'll get over it but I don't like it. Not anymore.

Pluto is making an opposition to my Chiron. Since said person and I have the Chiron aspect with their personal planets (Sun, Merc, Venus), I found it interesting that in synatry, their Pluto is making a square to my natal Moon and natal Venus.

Excuse me while I stop and think about whether I want to be foolish and ignore all of these astrology things because I was excited; that from here on out, maybe for a very long period of time in my life, I found a person that I could be with, love and be happy with without having to be, or feeling lonely, even on the inside, because yes, I thought we were that good of a match and perhaps the feelings are completely mutual.

Neptune, anyone? First 12 rounds are on me!

F^(k this