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Topic: Anxiety and loss of energy? Any transits?
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lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 02:48 PM
  
Uh.. guys are there transits? Anything going on this week or the past month?I've been very.. anxious... slightly depressed for some time now. Not full blown depression but not at ease, anxious... loss of energy/easily tired... I'm not sure if its lack of sun now that winter is right around the corner (I'm at my best when the sun is out) Hm. anything? I just don't feel myself.. extremely anxious.. stressed.. Anyone else? IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 03:11 PM
I can't recall all your planetary placements but if you post your chart I can take a shot at guessing what might be goin on..IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 03:17 PM
 There it is.
God I've been feeling very gloom. Detached is an understatement. more like dissociative. I'm there but not really there.. :/ IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 03:20 PM
I wouldn't say im unhappy but I'm fixed in this state of semi-sadness. Don't get me started on the anxiety I feel on edge too... very worried, can't stop worrying.. it occupies lots of my energy.IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 03:27 PM
I haven't gone thru all your natal planets yet, but I'm guessing you're feeling transiting Chiron approaching your natal Moon. Chiron's been retrograding at 0 Pisces for a while now but it went direct a few days ago and even though it's still 5 degrees away from your Moon, it's a pretty powerful asteroid (it's the bridge from Saturn to Uranus and since we're entering the Aquarian age, that's pretty meaningful to the human collective). I remember having this transit to my Moon a few years back and was feeling really down. Life was going fine externally but it all felt pointless. IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 03:34 PM
When did it go away? How did you cope?IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 03:54 PM
I don't see any other long-term transits that would be sapping you of energy over the past month.However you're going through a Saturn transit to your 8th House. This isn't fun because it's the "dry spell" transit. When it rolled over your natal Jupiter for the final time this past August, it probably felt like a killjoy. Your defenses are up and you feel especially cautious about intimacy - you don't want to just let anyone in. You also went through tSaturn quincunx nVenus from Halloween through the middle of November. Maybe you're feeling the after-effects of that. Saturn going through your 8th (see above) was conflicting with what you desire(Venus in Pisces). Irreconcilable differences between transiting Saturn and natal Venus. Your Venus in the 1st wants to feel loved but Saturn at the same time was cautioning you to be careful who you open yourself up to. But the above two are just possibilities. What you're describing sounds like how I felt when transiting Chiron was conjuncting my natal Moon. Miserable and life-sapping. I could have probably used the energy constructively if I knew astrology at the time, but I just wallowed in my misery lol.
P.S. I just noticed another thing that might make you feel more like a Capricorn than an Aquarius: Your ruling planet as well as chart ruler, Uranus, is in Capricorn. So you react like a Capricorn to situations.
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Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 03:59 PM
Oh gosh, Chiron Moon is going to hurt.
Be prepared.I've had the opposition going on for a year and a half.. Hurt feelings, rejection, old wounds reopened, everything.
The conjunction may be a little bit easier, but it won't be a smooth ride anyway. How to cope? Well, just accept everything that happens, and try to remain calm. Feel the hurt, and accept it.. Don't try to fight it, just let your feelings flow. But don't get stuck in misery, either. Good luck ! IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 04:04 PM
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When did it go away? How did you cope?
It looks like yours will be over by the end of December 2012.I just went on with life. I had no idea what was wrong with me. If I knew more about astrology at the time, maybe I could have used the energy for healing because that's what Chiron does. Sorry, I don't know much about this transit so you'll probably find better support if you Google "Chiron conjunct Moon" and "transit". You might also want to look up "Chiron transit 1st"....I think that one's about healing your pain when it comes to dealing with your appearance to the world at large. HTH! IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 04:06 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Oh gosh, Chiron Moon is going to hurt.
Be prepared.I've had the opposition going on for a year and a half.. Hurt feelings, rejection, old wounds reopened, everything.
The conjunction may be a little bit easier, but it won't be a smooth ride anyway. How to cope? Well, just accept everything that happens, and try to remain calm. Feel the hurt, and accept it.. Don't try to fight it, just let your feelings flow. But don't get stuck in misery, either. Good luck !
^ Thanks for helping with your input!  I explained it really badly lol. I have a tendency to blur out painful memories....thanks to natal Moon trine Pluto.Anyway, your experience with this transit was interesting to read about. I've been looking for information on it because my dad is going thru Chiron square Moon. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 04:14 PM
Oh no, don't underestimate yourself, you explained it well too!But thank you IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:24 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Oh gosh, Chiron Moon is going to hurt.
Be prepared.I've had the opposition going on for a year and a half.. Hurt feelings, rejection, old wounds reopened, everything.
The conjunction may be a little bit easier, but it won't be a smooth ride anyway. How to cope? Well, just accept everything that happens, and try to remain calm. Feel the hurt, and accept it.. Don't try to fight it, just let your feelings flow. But don't get stuck in misery, either. Good luck !
That is exactly what it feels like. Huge rejection going on, old wounds are being opened up. it's rough.. very rough. I don't know how to cope, the only way i know is to detach but than that intensifies everything because I don't accept those negative feelings. It's very difficult... :/Thanks Im trying, really hard.
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lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:25 PM
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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
[QUOTE]When did it go away? How did you cope?
It looks like yours will be over by the end of December 2012.I just went on with life. I had no idea what was wrong with me. If I knew more about astrology at the time, maybe I could have used the energy for healing because that's what Chiron does. Sorry, I don't know much about this transit so you'll probably find better support if you Google "Chiron conjunct Moon" and "transit". You might also want to look up "Chiron transit 1st"....I think that one's about healing your pain when it comes to dealing with your appearance to the world at large. HTH![/QUOTE] What? 2012?!?!?? :'( don't think I could manage.......... IP: Logged |
Capriquarius
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posted December 07, 2011 04:35 PM
Aww...just try to see it as an opportunity to get back in touch with your old wounds and heal them. Chiron was a lot of things but is a healer and teacher above all else. At least you'll get it out of the way early on in life, right? And anyway, you'll have more positive transits going on too. Like right now, you're having tPluto sextile nMoon. This will give you the power to face negative emotions and transform them into something positive and strengthen yourself emotionally in the process. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 04:37 PM
I know it's hard, I really do.
I have the conjunction natally, actually. And I'm only learning to heal, step by step..
Do you want my email so we can talk, if you feel like it?
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lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:39 PM
You mentioned Chiron in my first house...Does that mean my perceptions in regards to my wounds... need to change in order to heal? I can think of one... my boyfriend according to synastry... his sun/chiron conjuncts my 4th and 5th house Gemini. so he does bring wounds out for me. I find that situations are taken out of context on my part.. what I mean by that my perception of him at times, issues that arise that are out of his control at times are heightened because of my old wounds.... when something happens I'm quick to think he will abandon me or something like that, things like that all relating my Chiron... does this make sense? Does that mean I have to come to terms with my wounds in order to heal and develop a healthier perception? IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:45 PM
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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
Aww...just try to see it as an opportunity to get back in touch with your old wounds and heal them. Chiron was a lot of things but is a healer and teacher above all else. At least you'll get it out of the way early on in life, right? And anyway, you'll have more positive transits going on too. Like right now, you're having tPluto sextile nMoon. This will give you the power to face negative emotions and transform them into something positive and strengthen yourself emotionally in the process.
I have a difficult time confronting painful things in my life. id rather avoid pretend they are not there. Only because once it's out it cannot be undone and I become this huge mess and I don't like to be out of control... I don't like anyone seeing me vulnerable but this entire week ive felt incredibly vulnerable and emotional there are times for eg in therapy the other day I was about to "open" up which involved with me crying but you know that just couldn't happen, so I shut down. It's very hard.. not comfortable with it at all.... You are right at least I get to deal with it early in life. I would think this time, at my age I should be.. my age? More childlike, more innocent all that stuf but ive felt so old, worn out, I don't feel my age at all, I've perceived this way for years now. I feel so old mentally :/ IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:46 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
I know it's hard, I really do.
I have the conjunction natally, actually. And I'm only learning to heal, step by step..
Do you want my email so we can talk, if you feel like it?
That's very kind of you, I'd like that a lot! IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 04:47 PM
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Originally posted by lindisfarne:
Does that mean my perceptions in regards to my wounds... need to change in order to heal?Does that mean I have to come to terms with my wounds in order to heal and develop a healthier perception?
That sounds right, yes.
You have to heal your wounds before you can change your perception, but I guess you can try to change your perception even before healing. It's all related, once you let go of your wounds, things become easier, but the hardest part is to actually let go of the pain. IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 04:54 PM
Basically .. especially recently (the middle of nov to currently) I've felt as if all my wounds are springing up.. and it's being projected into the world.. everyone i come into contact with, especially loved ones. I've felt eerily sensitive, guarded and whatnot, the pain is raw and there's not much I can do about it. I'm desperate to "progress" but one aspect that contributes to progression is an aspect I am not willing to participate with - opening up emotionally, and really opening up, not holding back etc. So the only thing I can do is withdraw but withdrawing intensifies it because now is a time where being alone isn't the bestHas anyone exp this? IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 05:01 PM
I sure have.
And you know exactly what you need to do: open up. I did that recently, it's very hard but once you do it, you feel better. I feel like a big part of the pain was relieved. It's very difficult but it's worth it.Ps. Did you get my email? In the previous post IP: Logged |
lindisfarne
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posted December 07, 2011 05:04 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
I sure have.
And you know exactly what you need to do: open up. I did that recently, it's very hard but once you do it, you feel better. I feel like a big part of the pain was relieved. It's very difficult but it's worth it.Ps. Did you get my email? In the previous post
yes got your email. thank you!
I'll email you shortly just telling you I got your email etc
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Doux Rêve
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posted December 07, 2011 05:09 PM
Okay great, thank you.I'm off to bed now, it's 11 pm here and I wake up early tomorrow.
Take care.
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Fondue Knight
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posted December 07, 2011 05:16 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Oh gosh, Chiron Moon is going to hurt.
Be prepared.I've had the opposition going on for a year and a half.. Hurt feelings, rejection, old wounds reopened, everything.
The conjunction may be a little bit easier, but it won't be a smooth ride anyway. How to cope? Well, just accept everything that happens, and try to remain calm. Feel the hurt, and accept it.. Don't try to fight it, just let your feelings flow. But don't get stuck in misery, either. Good luck !
Oy vey... I've got the opposition coming up in the next few months. Time to batten down the hatches! IP: Logged |
athenegoddess
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posted December 07, 2011 05:20 PM
Saturn through the 12th house is one of the most depressing transits ever.IP: Logged |
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