posted July 09, 2013 12:38 PM
Hello all....
I have been studying astrology for a while now but i'm still a beginner in my eyes.
I am getting a bit concerned with my birth chart because of all the pressure i have been feeling considering the subject of "Love".
It really just looks like my one whole life purpose is this final huge battle to find, keep and accept true love.First of my Asc. , Lilith and Juno are all in Scorpio in the first house .
My Pluto is also in Scorpio.
Moon Aries
Mars Aries
Venus Taurus
Sun Gemini ( probably why i feel the need to talk about this )
I also have a Libra Venus in the 12'th house (this being also linked to a hidden craving for the perfect form of equal love exchange, plus negative past life Karma associated with love relations)
Because of all my other further planets(Saturn, Neptune, Uranus) being in Capricorn and retrograde i think i really messed up a lot of times in past lives .....probably hurt many lovers in my quest for Love, and now Karma is just throwing it all back on me so i can try again and again to finally fix it once and for all.
I have a great weakness for Cancer men, every time i fall in love (it happens often) it's always a Cancer or someone with many Cancer aspects.(Chiron in Cancer?). All cancer men i meet fall in love with me instantly.... i am not sure if i was meant to be with a Cancer to finish my Love quest or if it is only linked to my negative Karma that must be payed back to the Cancer people....?
I feel cursed, i need to fix all this, and i must find this "Love" so i can finally be at peace and move on.
I am posting a link to my birth chart (over-loaded ,full details and a picture) , if anyone can see anything i am missing to my story, or anything that could be added.
I would be extremely great full, for any type of observation,opinion,comment, feedback negative or positive. Thank you!
http://i1122.photobucket.com/albums/l532/electr0nika/mybirth_zps0c2607aa.jpg