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posted January 06, 2014 01:07 PM            

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It seems like everything is a Catch 22 with me. I'm afraid of people not committing to me, but when they commit I grow distant and become manipulative and get bored (Aqua Sun). I want to become independent but work is so hard and stresses me out to the point of becoming suicidal/homicidal. Will life ever be even and okay for me? Is it all an illusion?

What causes things like this? Is it an afflicted Moon?

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posted January 06, 2014 01:27 PM            

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I know an aqua guy with an afflicted moon and I saw similar tendencies with him. He was getting everything he ever wanted with me yet when it came time to commit, all came crashing down... but!! here's the good news, he is in a committed relationship now so I think it may be a matter of just waiting for the perfect match AND the perfect time. You aquas are great at patience and optimism, so try to overcome your negative thoughts with that.. i know.. easier said than done...

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posted January 06, 2014 01:33 PM            

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I don't know. I hope so. Those are some of my issues, too. My CNS cannot take the same amount of strain as others.
Aquarius's ruler is prominent in my chart. Maybe it has something to do with being high strung?

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posted January 06, 2014 01:42 PM            

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I don't ever feel suicidal or anything that extreme but I do experience the same things you talk about. Mainly with relationships, I suppose. I absolutely hate when people pursue me, it just grosses me out, and then I'll pursue someone and when they show the slightest bit of interest I immediately back off and stay off. Maybe it's immaturity lol.

I do have prominent Aquarian energy and my Moon is opposite Saturn, so maybe you guys are onto something.

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posted January 06, 2014 02:19 PM            

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Originally posted by caramel:
I know an aqua guy with an afflicted moon and I saw similar tendencies with him. He was getting everything he ever wanted with me yet when it came time to commit, all came crashing down... but!! here's the good news, he is in a committed relationship now so I think it may be a matter of just waiting for the perfect match AND the perfect time. You aquas are great at patience and optimism, so try to overcome your negative thoughts with that.. i know.. easier said than done...

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OMG Thank you! This actually has made me feel better! ^___^

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posted January 06, 2014 02:30 PM            

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Yay! Hahahha!! well im really glad something good came out of my flashback of misery hahha! on a serious note, glad you're back on the bright side!

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