posted May 05, 2016 02:22 AM            

One thing that's sticking out to me is that lately I've had this unbreakable sense of self and knowing who I am. I'm more confident in myself than I think I've ever been... also, I've had a spiritual revelation in that my belief system that I've found comfort in for the last few years of my life is turning out to be nothing but lies and deceptions (I was into all the "New Age" stuff, ancient civilizations, mysticism, occult practices and I'm now learning that alot of these practices were taken from satanism and rebranded as "New Age". I've had alot of bad/evil experiences from some of the things I've done that I thought were bringing good to my life, but in retrospect all the things I did just brought me more pain than anything.) I am feeling like I want to throw it all away now and go to church, I haven't felt fulfilled at all by my belief system and I'm suddenly drawn to go to church and accept Jesus into my life. (Please no hate or criticism here, if you believe in these things, go right ahead. I'm not judging others and don't want anyone to judge me negatively for reaching this conclusion, this is just my experience.)

I'm also looking for a house to move out on my own. I'm feeling compelled to delete my facebook account (or at least severely limit my time on it) in favour of making my real life relationships more meaningful and having time to take care of stuff I need to without getting distracted. I want to try and be closer to my family. It's like I'm finally ready to cut all the BS out of my life that isn't serving me a purpose, and replace those things with more fulfilling things.

And of course, the always prevalent computer problems that come with a mercury retrograde have been showing up :P

posted May 05, 2016 11:05 AM            

That's Mercury Rx but also Pluto Rx "shining" on my sun again. Last time Pluto was conjunct my sun, it really quieted me down and forced me to weigh the truth in my words.

posted May 05, 2016 11:07 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Oh the pain of being a weirdo.....

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We should get free compensation for this!

posted May 05, 2016 11:10 AM            

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Originally posted by Steph22922:
I am feeling like I want to throw it all away now and go to church, I haven't felt fulfilled at all by my belief system and I'm suddenly drawn to go to church and accept Jesus into my life.

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posted May 05, 2016 11:11 AM            

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Originally posted by Electro DGX:
We should get free compensation for this!

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It should be a formal diagnostic title:

posted May 05, 2016 11:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:

It should be a formal diagnostic title:

Weirdo

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Or.....
MWD
Mental Weirdness Disorder
The doctors would be like, "Um, we're going to have to take a look at your natal chart in order to determine this."

posted May 05, 2016 11:24 AM            

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The doctors would be like, "Um, we're going to have to take a look at your natal chart in order to determine this."

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ROTFL!

posted May 05, 2016 11:33 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
ROTFL!

Well, I have Aqua Mercury tightly square Uranus, so I can imagine the doctors telling my parents right at the beginning, "We're really sorry, there was nothing we could have done except maybe inducing labor last week. If it's any comfort, people have survived this disorder and gone on to live [b]semi-normal lives."[/B]

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Semi-Normal is an understatement lol. If you took a look at my chart, you would see the disaster I will be going through when the years come by lol (especially when Pluto enters Aquarius).

Though my Aqua stellium takes pride in being weird. I would probably be like, "Thank you SO MUCH for saying that I won't have a normal life!"

posted May 05, 2016 11:44 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
I'm digging through old Facebook messages. I'm thinking of past relationships of all types, friendship etc. that have gone. Things of that nature. Not with an urge to return but only to reflect on those situations. Almost to sit in wonder like, "wow. That happened."

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Yes, me too.

Also, people are popping up from the past, but it's all been very pleasant, so far. Mostly.

I find that communication comes to me from people who are normally very difficult to get ahold of when Mercury goes Rx (sometimes). They just show up out of the blue.

Or situations are resurfacing after I thought they were finished (I'm re-registering my son in the local preschool I had him in, and registering him for kindergarten there as well, which I hadn't planned on doing).

Otherwise, the usual. Packages arriving late, stuff getting canceled last minute, etc. But nothing major.

posted May 06, 2016 05:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
ROTFL!

Well, I have Aqua Mercury tightly square Uranus, so I can imagine the doctors telling my parents right at the beginning, "We're really sorry, there was nothing we could have done except maybe inducing labor last week. If it's any comfort, people have survived this disorder and gone on to live semi-normal lives."

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posted May 06, 2016 05:08 AM            

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Originally posted by alegna:
I am having a horrendous time right now. I lost my job and have been rejected at several interviews. Mars and saturn are bang on my MC, Can't wait for them to go direct again. I feel bored, frustrated and desperately need change

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posted May 06, 2016 08:10 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
My mood swings have increased. I am crying and don't even know exactly why, maybe bc change is hard...

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Unfortunately this is true for me too, especially with Saturn opposite Moon transit