posted March 23, 2020 07:51 PM            

Does a composite Gemini sun in 12th
really imply (as I read)
that « the social environment is strong ..sometimes overriding the relationship » ?

I am feeling this outside pull (but it has settled more into phone calls, social media and his family obligations which can be heavy.)

Sun is in 12th conjunct our Mercury (Taurus 12th)
which is also sent to opposite 6th house Scorpio and is wedged near North Node in Scorpio. Neptune is there to blur it up but further up in the 6th.

There are phases of privacy but all his hols (except 4,days) involve his family and friends
and he prefers to watch tv if we are not going out.
I feel stuck like I never get to spend time with « him » even though we are « around » eachother.

Is there a way of seeing what both people would enjoy as a joint past-time, at home ?
Do I look at Moon or 4th house action or more in the 5th?
Or does this composite simply want space? Or are we reconcilable ?

I would love to know him more. Sometimes it feels like the rel’ship is over (empty) when the outside pull gets too much and often I feel invisible at home although he laughs at my jokes. We aren’t boring people but the home is boring. I feel we are wasting our life with screen-time but that’s how he wants it. And in other weeks his kid is here.
I don’t know what my role is here and I am from abroad.

posted March 27, 2020 07:46 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
http://youtu.be/-IQ4I6WOKY4

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