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posted September 28, 2019 06:19 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 136072 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 29, 2019 08:32 AM
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Shulia Knowflake Posts: 293 From: Registered: Jul 2017
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posted September 29, 2019 03:33 PM
I am so sorry for you are going throught all this. I don't kmow what your job is , but I believe you are for sure meant to do this and when you are meant to do something and you have your place there , somehow material things are added to this. We are not meant to work as slaves we are meant to serf others throught what we love , because that is what will benefit the world the most, and we get spiritual help when do it.
Read again the chapter ' the money mistics' from the book star signs, that may help you to see all that. Your money situation is most of the times a reflection of your state inside. what you feel you deserve what you feel its possible, and your fears and attachment to money. As more you fear poverty and as nore you are attached to money , as less noney you have. And the oposite. Try to work on those things, and on your faith and I feel you may be able to continiou with that job you love. If after all this, its impossible, then maybe there is a karma lesson to learn, like... maybe you need to learn to enjoy life also without your job, or all this is happening for you to focus in other things, or to face something inside of you which you maybe were ignoring.
So, sorry if I sound too overoptimistic , but I feel if you eventually cant make this job work, probably there is a porpose for that, something important that you have to learn , something whihc will make you even happier than you were.
Like ... when you break up with someone as a teenager, and you feel the world has end. And after some years you realize thanks God that relationship ended.
But still in that moment in felt horrible. Same happens with other bad situations in life.
I send you my prayers. Also... a trick to feel better when you are so sad is to actually cry a lot. its like a shower inside, the sadness goes.
Also if you have a bathtub you can fill it and put candles around and just be in silence looking at the reflection of the light in the water. that gives me a feeling that something spiritual holds me,.when I am sad.
Also... dont hesitate to call your friends, or someone to just share simple things as whatching a movie, or just having lunch or dinner together. It helps a lot to laugh with real friends. You can transform many things in your rrality by changing your beliefs and vibrations. Dont lose hope,.you are here for a good porpose and God will help you always to find light and happiness bcs thats why you are here.
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 16898 From: http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?action=viewprofile;username=u36170365 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 30, 2019 12:43 AM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 73762 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 30, 2019 05:40 PM
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posted October 01, 2019 12:45 PM
Randall, teasel, Ami, thank you
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posted October 01, 2019 01:13 PM
quote: Originally posted by Shulia: I am so sorry for you are going throught all this. I don't kmow what your job is , but I believe you are for sure meant to do this and when you are meant to do something and you have your place there , somehow material things are added to this. We are not meant to work as slaves we are meant to serf others throught what we love , because that is what will benefit the world the most, and we get spiritual help when do it.
Read again the chapter ' the money mistics' from the book star signs, that may help you to see all that. Your money situation is most of the times a reflection of your state inside. what you feel you deserve what you feel its possible, and your fears and attachment to money. As more you fear poverty and as nore you are attached to money , as less noney you have. And the oposite. Try to work on those things, and on your faith and I feel you may be able to continiou with that job you love. If after all this, its impossible, then maybe there is a karma lesson to learn, like... maybe you need to learn to enjoy life also without your job, or all this is happening for you to focus in other things, or to face something inside of you which you maybe were ignoring.
So, sorry if I sound too overoptimistic , but I feel if you eventually cant make this job work, probably there is a porpose for that, something important that you have to learn , something whihc will make you even happier than you were.
Like ... when you break up with someone as a teenager, and you feel the world has end. And after some years you realize thanks God that relationship ended.
But still in that moment in felt horrible. Same happens with other bad situations in life.
I send you my prayers. Also... a trick to feel better when you are so sad is to actually cry a lot. its like a shower inside, the sadness goes.
Also if you have a bathtub you can fill it and put candles around and just be in silence looking at the reflection of the light in the water. that gives me a feeling that something spiritual holds me,.when I am sad.
Also... dont hesitate to call your friends, or someone to just share simple things as whatching a movie, or just having lunch or dinner together. It helps a lot to laugh with real friends. You can transform many things in your rrality by changing your beliefs and vibrations. Dont lose hope,.you are here for a good porpose and God will help you always to find light and happiness bcs thats why you are here.
Dear Shulia, thank you very much for your kindest intention and sweet words. Unfortunately I feel I must tell you that while I believe in your good intentions without reservation, the result was quite different. You don't sound too optimistic, but there is something so simplistic in your approach and the solutions you suggest that it feels very shaming to me, as if issues were strictly the fruit of attitude when it's in fact way more complicated than that. Reading that made me feel very angry as it reminded me of all the loved ones I have lost to suicide after they'd heard one too many time that they had to "adjust", "change their behaviour" or "let go" and if they did the issues would lessen, disappear... life isn't so simple or fair, pretending it is can be very dangerous, often even more so for others. As for God, it's a very intimate belief and part of oneself that should remain so, I'm not sure we are welcome to assume others feel/have met God within them or read Him/Her/It/Them for them either. Nevertheless, it was very sweet of you to suggest various things to do, spiritual and practical, for me to feel better and for that good-hearted endeavour I sincerely thank you. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 16898 From: http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?action=viewprofile;username=u36170365 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 01, 2019 05:34 PM
I didn't respond properly the other night, because I was feeling the same way, and those feelings were especially strong all of Sunday and Sunday night. I was starting to feel worried about that, because I'd mostly been feeling good for the past few months, and now the feelings are back. I also have health issues, and am dealing with dizzy spells right now. I also don't have anyone who loves me - not a partner. I have my dad. I'm far away from almost all of my friends, my mother is gone, I have no relationship with my sister, and no job. I was hoping to apply for one that was published on Saturday: no experience needed, data entry, $20 an hour, full benefits, temporary or full time, but I can't get there every day, and have no way of getting home. If I could do the work at home, that would be perfect, but I can't. The feelings are still there, but have eased somewhat. They just felt so heavy on Sunday, I didn't know what to do with myself. I was okay once I got out last night. I could be in a relationship right now, if I had been willing to totally change my personality, and convert to Christianity, but I think I mentioned that elsewhere. That was not going to happen. For me, the Sun and other planets are moving through my 12th house. Pluto is square my Mercury again, and moving back to square my Ceres/Chiron/Sun, so I'm going to be feeling that. Saturn will join the party, too, starting with my Mercury. IP: Logged |
Shulia Knowflake Posts: 293 From: Registered: Jul 2017
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posted October 02, 2019 05:16 AM
Moonbeth I am sorry if my answer was totally wrong. The thing is, I didnt know at all what was your exact situation, and I don't know you either, I know nothing so I just repeated things that other people told me and that worked for me in the past. Sorry if it was no apropiate at all for your situation. I didnt mean anything was your fault or bcs of your behaviour , and I know sometimes there is many hard situations which are just unfair and hard things which happen to good people for no reason. Anyway.. ehe... I dont think I brought anyone to comit suicide 😅 , I just dont know you, I wouldnt go to someone in the middle of a trgedy and say hey cheer up , change your actitude. I just thought it was a job issue so I probably didnt understand the magnitude of your problem. sorry about that! Good luck with everything
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Shulia Knowflake Posts: 293 From: Registered: Jul 2017
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posted October 02, 2019 05:17 AM
Moonbeth I am sorry if my answer was totally wrong. The thing is, I didnt know at all what was your exact situation, and I don't know you either, I know nothing so I just repeated things that other people told me and that worked for me in the past. Sorry if it was no apropiate at all for your situation. I didnt mean anything was your fault or bcs of your behaviour , and I know sometimes there is many hard situations which are just unfair and hard things which happen to good people for no reason. Anyway.. ehe... I dont think I brought anyone to comit suicide 😅 , I just dont know you, I wouldnt go to someone in the middle of a trgedy and say hey cheer up , change your actitude. I just thought it was a job issue so I probably didnt understand the magnitude of your problem. sorry about that! Good luck with everything
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posted October 04, 2019 04:56 PM
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posted October 14, 2019 12:05 AM
Welcome to LL Moonbeth Big cyber hug to all. Keep on communicating. Wow! Going on 15 years here for me! Time sure passes too fast. More hugs and empathy to you all. ---------------- Click here to read My Lexigramming Biography: over 1/2 a century to date ♥ Lexigramming ♥ }><}}('>IP: Logged |
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posted October 14, 2019 02:57 PM
quote: Originally posted by Lexxigramer: Welcome to LL Moonbeth Big cyber hug to all. Keep on communicating. Wow! Going on 15 years here for me! Time sure passes too fast. More hugs and empathy to you all. ---------------- Click here to read My Lexigramming Biography: [b]over 1/2 a century to date ♥ Lexigramming ♥ }><}}('>[/B]
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 136072 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 26, 2019 07:35 AM
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posted November 26, 2019 04:07 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 136072 From: Your Friendly Neighborhood Juris Doctorate. Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 27, 2019 11:00 AM
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 16898 From: http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?action=viewprofile;username=u36170365 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 27, 2019 06:23 PM
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MoonMystic Knowflake Posts: 3591 From: Oceanic Sands Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 18, 2020 05:18 AM
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 16898 From: http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?action=viewprofile;username=u36170365 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 24, 2020 12:20 AM
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MoonMystic Knowflake Posts: 3591 From: Oceanic Sands Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 28, 2020 05:22 PM
Have a Wonderful NYE - wherever you are MoonBeth. May you be in gentler energy atm too! IP: Logged | |