posted November 09, 2013 03:06 AM            

I have sun conjunct Hades.

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(Hades) represents poverty, suffering, garbage, filth, secrets, loneliness, decomposition, antiquity, service in the highest or lowest sense.

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Wooooooooooooo...

but I have experienced or been around quite a few of those things mentioned lol.

Cupido conjunct pluto but that's a generational combination.

modern Hades info, positive/negative.

quote:

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Concern the daily details of social responsibility.

Negligence, degeneration, decay. Indifference or social pathology.

Social interdependence essential levels.

Lack of independence or self-confidence. Social alienation. Dependence.

Sacrifices for the welfare of the collective or society. Social instincts. Populism.

Selfishness hard. Antipathy. Lack of awareness or social experiences.

Social conscience. Interest in psychology, chemistry, medicine

Abuse of the weakness of others. Predatory conduct.

Links to natural and universal laws. Applied metaphysics. Alchemy.

Abuse metaphysical energies.

Understanding of the energies and primitive problems.

Vulgarity.

Refusal or denial of primitive problems.

Investigation of root causes.

Understanding of history as a causal factor.

Resignation to the primitive elements.

Apathy. Despair. Regression. Deterioration. Degradation.

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posted November 09, 2013 05:37 AM            

I did mention early I have experienced poverty-filth/garbage all those "nasty" things.
Yet I think in a lot of way I'm blessed because I see life for what it is.. and who we are.. Just particles like cosmic dust and it's humbling. This is the vibe I get from Hades.

To sensor everything..
Growing in with stubborn parents that are in debt and living in poverty in seedy crime stricken neighborhoods yet hailing from extremely wealthy and powerful families.
Being hungry during the school year yet spending the summers in at my extended families homes, giggling at the concept of maids steam pressing my underwear and giddy at the idea feeding my "own" pony.

Waking up in moldy bathtubs with addicts sprawled in front of me vs. five star hotels in Abu Dubai.
Committed relationship with a noble trust fund kid to having an intense affair with a seductive mysterious runaway teen.

I feel like my life is a social experiment, to live extremes.
The universe is observing the choices I make and a lot of times I question myself... am I making the choices that an observer would agree with?

Should I have dropped out of college to pursue my art?
Should I have stopped the bewitching drifter when I had the chance?
Should I quit my job to help unprivileged children as I did before my career-university?

Am I making all the predictable choices or perhaps I don't care about living a politically correct lifestyle..

Does anyone else have personal planet on any of these Transneptunian planets?
This hypothetical point or whatever definitely applies to me, since I lack aspects from the other transformative planet- pluto.

I don't think Hades works the same way as pluto, and I don't feel I've ever transformed, or fallen from grace etc or risen to the top.
The tale of Cinderella does not apply to me..
I don't feel emotion involved as Plutonians do and I read Hades has a very Neptunian vibe with out all the dreaminess.
A detachment from what's happening around me.
Perhaps it's the sign too.