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Topic: chiron square north node natal
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cchampliss2
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posted April 27, 2015 09:46 AM
  
Does anyone have this aspect in their chart or any information on it? IP: Logged |
iQ
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posted April 27, 2015 09:55 AM
Natal Interpretation: Fated to heal the wounds [by helping others to heal such wounds] stemming from both fulfilled desires as well as unfulfilled desires of several past lifetimes. A difficult aspect.------------------
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cchampliss2
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posted April 27, 2015 04:29 PM
Thank you. This has been extremely hard lately due to all the shifts I've had to deal with with career/family/love. IP: Logged |
cchampliss2
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posted April 27, 2015 08:18 PM
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Gabby
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posted April 30, 2015 12:09 PM
To add to iQ...I would think this could indicate a soul that in past lives has ignored their pain, buried it by using other methods to distract or numb themselves so they didn't have to face their own pain and problems, they have neglected their responsibility to heal. If the native has a lot of harsh aspects to pisces placements, Neptune and/or both 12th and 6th house ruler they might again chose to turn to things to numb or distant them from having to face their own demons. But the fact that Chiron is squaring the nodes this time around says, they will not be allowed to ignore this responsibility in this lifetime. Things will constantly be thrown at them to force the pain to be brought up, felt and seen, they will hurt until they chose to stop running from the pain and deal with it. On the 2nd/3rd house cusp.....this is just my theory What's in your 2nd is the things that you value to bring you security. With Chiron here...Chiron is an odd thing to value and see as a security but I know how this can happen. Most ppl hide away in a safe place the things that valuable to them, they protect these things more than anything else because they don't want to lose them. If your protecting Chiron so you don't have to feel the pain, you've accidentally tricked your subconscious into thinking that pain is something valuable to you. That's why it's in your 2nd. Chiron in very end of 2nd squaring your nodes...you will in this life eventually come to see blocking Chirons wound is not helping you, it's not a protection for you.
Sometimes we keep the most painful things hidden so deep inside us that we unintentionally make our subconscious think it's something precious and valuable. We spend so much time focusing on how to not deal with it that it becomes one of the most important aspects of our life, not dealing with our pain and finding ways to continue to cover it up becomes our most important job in life, it's how we protect ourselves. But that's not good!
The placement shows that Chiron, which is a place of emotionally insecurity and pain has been made to be so important that you've tricked your subconscious into seeing it as something you value.
The fact that it's so close and moving into your 3rd house shows it's all going to become a conscious matter in this life. You will no longer keep it hidden deep in the subconscious your mind is ready to see it and deal with it during this lifetime.
Quite simply you are going to be strong enough during this lifetime to see blocking yourself from dealing with pain is not a security blanket for you, the pain is not something valuable you cherish so much that hide it and protect it....you will consciously become aware that it's hurting you not helping you.
I hope that makes sense...I'd love to see the whole chart! I bet there is more aspects to help you see how this unfolds. IP: Logged |
cchampliss2
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posted May 02, 2015 11:18 PM
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Originally posted by Gabby:
To add to iQ...I would think this could indicate a soul that in past lives has ignored their pain, buried it by using other methods to distract or numb themselves so they didn't have to face their own pain and problems, they have neglected their responsibility to heal. If the native has a lot of harsh aspects to pisces placements, Neptune and/or both 12th and 6th house ruler they might again chose to turn to things to numb or distant them from having to face their own demons. But the fact that Chiron is squaring the nodes this time around says, they will not be allowed to ignore this responsibility in this lifetime. Things will constantly be thrown at them to force the pain to be brought up, felt and seen, they will hurt until they chose to stop running from the pain and deal with it. On the 2nd/3rd house cusp.....this is just my theory What's in your 2nd is the things that you value to bring you security. With Chiron here...Chiron is an odd thing to value and see as a security but I know how this can happen. Most ppl hide away in a safe place the things that valuable to them, they protect these things more than anything else because they don't want to lose them. If your protecting Chiron so you don't have to feel the pain, you've accidentally tricked your subconscious into thinking that pain is something valuable to you. That's why it's in your 2nd. Chiron in very end of 2nd squaring your nodes...you will in this life eventually come to see blocking Chirons wound is not helping you, it's not a protection for you.
Sometimes we keep the most painful things hidden so deep inside us that we unintentionally make our subconscious think it's something precious and valuable. We spend so much time focusing on how to not deal with it that it becomes one of the most important aspects of our life, not dealing with our pain and finding ways to continue to cover it up becomes our most important job in life, it's how we protect ourselves. But that's not good!
The placement shows that Chiron, which is a place of emotionally insecurity and pain has been made to be so important that you've tricked your subconscious into seeing it as something you value.
The fact that it's so close and moving into your 3rd house shows it's all going to become a conscious matter in this life. You will no longer keep it hidden deep in the subconscious your mind is ready to see it and deal with it during this lifetime.
Quite simply you are going to be strong enough during this lifetime to see blocking yourself from dealing with pain is not a security blanket for you, the pain is not something valuable you cherish so much that hide it and protect it....you will consciously become aware that it's hurting you not helping you.
I hope that makes sense...I'd love to see the whole chart! I bet there is more aspects to help you see how this unfolds.
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cchampliss2
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posted May 02, 2015 11:25 PM
Also, I could post a natal chart if you'd like, but I don't know the exact time of my birth, just a rough estimate. IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted May 03, 2015 01:36 AM
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Originally posted by cchampliss2:
Also, I could post a natal chart if you'd like, but I don't know the exact time of my birth, just a rough estimate.
Please do post the chart, rough estimate is good enough. The childhood you were born into many times is representative of the subconscious beliefs we have of what we deserve.(these things are dealt with in the 3rd house) Our soul will pick up where we left off.
The painful childhood could have given you permission to chose not to thrive and again live behind your pain.
Or it would give you enough pain that you'd hit bottom and decide it's time to end the pain....sounds like your doing the second option and living up to your NN path!! That's every strong of you, be proud of yourself because not everyone can do what you have chose to do. IP: Logged |
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