posted December 22, 2020 01:35 PM
Maybe if you heal those parts of yourself that make you like that. Neptune square/opposite Moon often represents someone who grew up in a family where there was a lack of clear emotional boundaries between the primary caregivers and the child. ... The child will have difficulties knowing what it is they feel, what it is they need, giving adults who often experience the same challenges.
Mars square Neptune
This is a challenging position, as you have difficulty trusting in your ability to go after things that you want in a direct manner. It may also be that you have difficulty pinpointing what it is that you want, or that part of you doesn't feel you deserve it due to a basic lack of self-confidence. You fear rejection as well as criticism, and often use roundabout means to go after what you want.
https://astromatrix.org/Horoscopes/Planet-Aspects/Mars-Square-Neptune
Unfortunately, yes, you will have this aspect with everyone in your generation, but if you find out why you do this, it will improve your life and you could handle it better. I was always saying, as a child actually, that the guy always has to be older than the girl, which is completely non-sense, but sometimes I say things out of intuition which turn out to be true. All the guys that are younger than me fall with their Saturn in my 8th house and the lack of intimacy they give me, its always hard to get, so... I was right about something even if it seemed strange! Maybe this generational aspect could lead you on purpose on a specific path, if it makes sense.