posted August 05, 2017 09:26 AM            

Also I have other crazy aspects with this person:
her placements/ my placements
NN conjunct MC
Sun conjunct Saturn/Jupiter/Venus stellium
Mercury conj the above stellium
Chiron trine the stellium
Sun sextile Pluto
Pluto trine Moon
Jupiter trine Sun

The thing is that I feel very close to her, like we've known each other from another life. But there is also some darkness there, more like deep learning about myself (sometimes painful).

I feel very attracted to her but at one point it became obsessive, we were just thinking about each other all day and couldn't focus on life... so we decided to not continue...but there is still this deep connection/ love? I feel for her.
Honestly I would like it to continue on a more romantic/ soul level but without the drama.
I feel this is a very deep bond, we share a lot and somehow growing together. (just through communication/ energetic interaction)
I'm just not sure if I can/should continue the connection because on some level I'm afraid it might hurt me. In the same time if I'm in clear headed mode I can imagine it being very beneficial to both of us.