posted September 26, 2019 01:41 AM            

Birth times according to certificates. HS Placidus

Here is the composite

Here is our synastry.

Our natals here.
His:

Mine:

posted September 26, 2019 06:09 PM            

I've briefly went over the other interpretations and have similar over all conclusions.

I am bit surprise that you are so currently being overwhelmed by this relationship... you seem to see the pratfalls yet are still being carried away.

looking at you natal I notice the node on your descendant. when the nodal axis is on the asc/desc axis the individual has usually has strong psychic abilities.
this suggest to me that you are sensing something about him more and above the usual woman/man attraction.

the composite vertex is at 16cancer10 and the moon/Neptune midpoint is at 15cap1.
the node was transiting through this opposition from about sept2 to sept 15 which would account for you loss of emoti0onal balance.

the vertex is a symbol of higher planes of consciousness as well as higher metaphysical planes in general. so it seem that you have experienced some variation of other worldly sensation or visions/experiences about him.

moon/Neptune can add the feeling of higher planes connecting you. but I have to caution that the vertex is notorious for being very difficult to build a relationship around.

you natal ceres is conjunct to your south node. and with ceres conjunct the midheaven in the composite , I think that though the composite chart is indicative of a brief ,hidden affair, your feelings are much deeper. you feel a common soul who you could support, nurture and love. you it is not a simple binary attraction for you but a sense of infinitely deeper connection with him that has taken your breath away.
ceres is almost exactly on the MC to less that 2 arc minutes. I adhere to the belief of the late astrologer isabel hickey , who felt that exact aspect are signs of destiny no matter what the aspect is or which planets are involved. it is for this reason, I think your involved in feeling that ,as mentioned, transcend the boy meets girl scenario. and this is why you are falling so hard.

the composite as a whole is indicative of exactly what you are involved with . a hidden relationship because he has other people that still affect his emotions. I call this a back door relationship. and the probabilities are that he will never make you his primary partner.

with moon square to the node, your own inherent psychic abilities are very sharp and as such you can read his thoughts and emotions bringing a sense of intimacy.

but with urnaus on the ascendant conjunct to mars, these are not aspects of devotion.
the venus/mars conjunction opposed to chiron greatly adds to the electric sexuality of mars and Uranus . here chiron adds a element of quirkiness...experinc3ing sexual behavior that is new and exciting. but chiron does not add stability by itself and strengthens the wanderlust of Uranus.

I also notice that you both have juno/Saturn conjunction in your natals so the Jupiter square to juno/Saturn in the composite must be a strong impulse, one that suggest a serious relationship is possible or even a marriage in the long term.
the sun/moon midpoint is loosely conjunct to the ascendant and Uranus which also suggest at the best this relationship would be on and off. this aspect does increase the psychic and astral-dream connection with him .
the composite moon is septile to Saturn with the midpoint conjunct to Neptune. this aspect does suggest that there is a higher reason for you meeting him. But the septile can mean the reason is not for now for a lesson to be understood in the future. but with the midpoint of Saturn/moon conjunct Neptune, there is a deep spiritual devotion between you. but again it need no be a carnal dynamic.

with Neptune sextile to pluto, there is again a sense of mutual support and healing. this sextile always gives a underlying compassion and sincerity.

you use the mean Lilith though you should add true Lilith(h13).
as the composite lies, the sexual/emotional attraction is inherent in both if you. this may be also part of why you have lost your center.... you can feel the affection and love is not a artifice.

midpoints of Jupiter and juno (19cap17) and Jupiter and Saturn (19cap23). this point would have been activate in the first week of may. your ceres was square in later may which might show the immediate initial attraction and expectations.

these symbols especially Saturn/Jupiter can relate to work or education environments, though juno adds the connection to relationship. this square is not usually favorable as Saturn and Jupiter are opposite impulses.

of course starting a work place relationship is notorious dangerous, more so as he is keeping you hidden.
with the Saturn/Uranus midpoint conjunct to venus, it is difficult to see him acknowledging his relationship. Uranus/Saturn together are very hesitant and prone to reversals.

he does have pluto conjunct the south node and mercury sextile to pluto, so he may have strong past life influences in his life.

with your venus/pluto conjunction and his loose mars/pluto conjunction, I can't rule out that past life influences could intervene but the odds are far more likely this is what it is and won't develop to a exclusive relationship.

I don't think you should jeopardize your job for this potentisl relationship

todd

posted September 26, 2019 11:06 PM            

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Originally posted by todd:
hi MyRealName

I've briefly went over the other interpretations and have similar over all conclusions.

I am bit surprise that you are so currently being overwhelmed by this relationship... you seem to see the pratfalls yet are still being carried away.

looking at you natal I notice the node on your descendant. when the nodal axis is on the asc/desc axis the individual has usually has strong psychic abilities.
this suggest to me that you are sensing something about him more and above the usual woman/man attraction.

the composite vertex is at 16cancer10 and the moon/Neptune midpoint is at 15cap1.
the node was transiting through this opposition from about sept2 to sept 15 which would account for you loss of emoti0onal balance.

the vertex is a symbol of higher planes of consciousness as well as higher metaphysical planes in general. so it seem that you have experienced some variation of other worldly sensation or visions/experiences about him.

moon/Neptune can add the feeling of higher planes connecting you. but I have to caution that the vertex is notorious for being very difficult to build a relationship around.

you natal ceres is conjunct to your south node. and with ceres conjunct the midheaven in the composite , I think that though the composite chart is indicative of a brief ,hidden affair, your feelings are much deeper. you feel a common soul who you could support, nurture and love. you it is not a simple binary attraction for you but a sense of infinitely deeper connection with him that has taken your breath away.
ceres is almost exactly on the MC to less that 2 arc minutes. I adhere to the belief of the late astrologer isabel hickey , who felt that exact aspect are signs of destiny no matter what the aspect is or which planets are involved. it is for this reason, I think your involved in feeling that ,as mentioned, transcend the boy meets girl scenario. and this is why you are falling so hard.

the composite as a whole is indicative of exactly what you are involved with . a hidden relationship because he has other people that still affect his emotions. I call this a back door relationship. and the probabilities are that he will never make you his primary partner.

with moon square to the node, your own inherent psychic abilities are very sharp and as such you can read his thoughts and emotions bringing a sense of intimacy.

but with urnaus on the ascendant conjunct to mars, these are not aspects of devotion.
the venus/mars conjunction opposed to chiron greatly adds to the electric sexuality of mars and Uranus . here chiron adds a element of quirkiness...experinc3ing sexual behavior that is new and exciting. but chiron does not add stability by itself and strengthens the wanderlust of Uranus.

I also notice that you both have juno/Saturn conjunction in your natals so the Jupiter square to juno/Saturn in the composite must be a strong impulse, one that suggest a serious relationship is possible or even a marriage in the long term.
the sun/moon midpoint is loosely conjunct to the ascendant and Uranus which also suggest at the best this relationship would be on and off. this aspect does increase the psychic and astral-dream connection with him .
the composite moon is septile to Saturn with the midpoint conjunct to Neptune. this aspect does suggest that there is a higher reason for you meeting him. But the septile can mean the reason is not for now for a lesson to be understood in the future. but with the midpoint of Saturn/moon conjunct Neptune, there is a deep spiritual devotion between you. but again it need no be a carnal dynamic.

with Neptune sextile to pluto, there is again a sense of mutual support and healing. this sextile always gives a underlying compassion and sincerity.

you use the mean Lilith though you should add true Lilith(h13).
as the composite lies, the sexual/emotional attraction is inherent in both if you. this may be also part of why you have lost your center.... you can feel the affection and love is not a artifice.

midpoints of Jupiter and juno (19cap17) and Jupiter and Saturn (19cap23). this point would have been activate in the first week of may. your ceres was square in later may which might show the immediate initial attraction and expectations.

these symbols especially Saturn/Jupiter can relate to work or education environments, though juno adds the connection to relationship. this square is not usually favorable as Saturn and Jupiter are opposite impulses.

of course starting a work place relationship is notorious dangerous, more so as he is keeping you hidden.
with the Saturn/Uranus midpoint conjunct to venus, it is difficult to see him acknowledging his relationship. Uranus/Saturn together are very hesitant and prone to reversals.

he does have pluto conjunct the south node and mercury sextile to pluto, so he may have strong past life influences in his life.

with your venus/pluto conjunction and his loose mars/pluto conjunction, I can't rule out that past life influences could intervene but the odds are far more likely this is what it is and won't develop to a exclusive relationship.

I don't think you should jeopardize your job for this potentisl relationship

todd

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Thanks so much for the feedback here. I am definitely at the stage of my life looking for a connection beyond traditional marriage and that would serve a higher purpose. I am not sure I've met a person yet to be ready for something like this.

posted September 27, 2019 06:13 PM            

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Originally posted by todd:
are you on line 2:22PM CT

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posted September 28, 2019 03:21 PM            

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Originally posted by MyRealName:
Thanks so much for the feedback here. I am definitely at the stage of my life looking for a connection beyond traditional marriage and that would serve a higher purpose. I am not sure I've met a person yet to be ready for something like this.

I can see a lot of things partially thanks to astrology and partially connecting to self. This knowledge does not help though when others around me are not receptive and I feel quite isolated now, trying to live a normal life at the surface and really internally trying to decide what I can do with my abilities.

I feel like I would benefit from a private consult. And after following your work for years I am not sure if you only look at relationships, or work with individuals as well. I have been thinking about a private consult for a while, just not sure who is able to respond to my questions that are beyond psychological profiling. What can you recommend? I would PM you if I saw an option to do that. What do you recommend for a private consult for me?

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