posted June 14, 2022 10:59 PM            

I am a beginning when it comes to astrology. Ive been interested in synastry and composite charts for some time although I'm still learning the intricacies of them - and also learning not to panic over "challenging" aspects!

I am panicking at the moment though.....

I have had a friendship for 5 years with a man who lives across the continent from me. He came to see me last month and it turned from friendship to physical. I am going to see him in July. We are not a couple - but there is definitely a relationship there. I am struggling because at first I didn't feel a bit emotional connection between us, but something changed in the last couple nights and Im gooooone. Feeling all the feels. For the first time nearly a decade.

He has been in monogamous relationships but declares himself now "poly", and Im not sure thats going to work for me. I need the security of a "home base" - but I am open to exploring within a solid relationship. Hes also still in love with his ex wife - kind of has her on a pedestal - after 8 years offing apart. Hes also going through his Chiron return (or will be soon).

We are insanely comfortable around each other, theres definitely some kind of attraction, and our friendship feels deep. The whole thing feels a bit fated, but impossible.....and that could just be me being deeply cynical.

I would LOVE if someone with more experience than me could take a look at our synastry and composite! Ill post them both here. Your insights would be so helpful to me......Ive been following this forum for a while and come here often when looking for meaning!

Thank you

Both charts are here: