posted February 24, 2004 10:25 PM
ah gloria--a true kindred soul!but you have piqued my curiosity; what is the third of your wonders???
i have compared my "world view" with that grand canyon. my birth number is 33/6, which gives us sixers a vision of a better world. dan millman's book "the life you were born to live" fairly jumped off the shelf at me and it was like looking into a mirror!
but he also said it was depressogenic, and the reason is that i could see this "grand canyon" and i kept saying to people, "Psst--over here--check THIS out!"
but their noses were buried in a people magazine...may i share a little of my sixness with you? i guess i shall have to take the liberty, being as no one is "out there" to deny it ;o)
this is the icebreaker speech i gave to toastmasters recently [millman recommended i join a speaking group]
"fellow members and honored guests:
as you already know, for the first 27 years of my life i went by the name peggy, but now that i am 28 i go by raine, which means "wise one" and i would like to share some of my wisdom with you today. [this was a humorous reference to my previous introduction...i am actually, well, older than that... ;o)]
who i am, and my wisdom, are inextricably interwoven with the interconnectedness of everything in the universe
to demonstrate that, i am going to share three seemingly unrelated things that have been meaningful in my life
the first is an old klunker of a piano
secondly, the drought in europe last summer
and finally, a poem by a 19th-century catholic priest
--i told you they were seemingly unrelated--
i would like to start with the poem. it is called "thou are indeed just, lord," by gerard manley hopkins. in it he gently chides god for allowing those who fritter away their lives to prosper...while he has to remind god that he is, after all, living a life of service to him...calling himself time's eunuch...and imploring god to send his barren roots rain
time's eunuch...i could relate. in fact, something had pulled my eyes toward that poem, which was sitting right across the page from the assigned one back in college. that is how much of my eclectic learning has taken place...
that poem had struck a resonant chord with me, since it so beautifully expressed my own feelings about my dry, parched world as peggy
so i turned to that poem when i learned of the horrible drought that was enshrouding europe last summer. i sent it to a friend over there, along with my prayers for rain
then, here and there, i began to notice raindrops falling into my own life. the momentum of the rain just kept building into the steady shower of blessings it has become ever since, and i am green and growing and glad to be alive--as raine!
but what about the piano?
as a child i had to play on an old klunker of a piano that my uncle called an insult to the musical ear. you know how pianos have sets of three strings?...well some of the little hammers in the back would wobble over toward the adjacent set of strings...while still remaining a little bit on target
i knew what the notes were supposed to sound like, so i was able to create some of the finest musical dissonance you ever have heard!
it was that early training that has given me the ability to see and hear what this world is supposed to be like. i can ignore the caCAphony and look at a person and hear their inner note in the music of the spheres
this all fits in with my personal number, which is six. we each have our own personal number, a gift from the universe
this book, the life you were born to live, tells how to find it, and it is the reason i am here today. the sixness in me has given me a vision of what the world is supposed to be like...an inner wisdom...and let me assure you...it is a very beautiful world indeed!
i can say along with william wordsworth in his ode; intimations of immortality, "i hear! i hear! with joy i hear!"
yes, the world is indeed entirely interconnected
and as i carry this vision forth into the rest of the world, i want to express my gratitude to each one of you, for so graciously offering to help one another here, which is part of this sense of oneness i wish to share...
...this wisdom of raine"
and i would just add to the forum here that i am grateful to each of you for sharing of yourselves--it is making the world a better place, i believe...
i think linda would think so too... ;o)
raine6