posted November 23, 2004 10:25 PM              

My only question in all this, should I bother with the protection order now? It's very inconvenient for me to go and most likely she is gone for good.
Other than that, I am good that she is gone. She did take off with antique table worth over $1K, but it's only a table, emotionally she was a black hole.

She is still living with the Sag, my sister another Sag has already forgiven her. You Saggies are so nice to everyone! I warned my sister to stay away, but she will have to learn on her own, I wish she wasn't so sentimental. My ex, has been very helpful with the insurance details but in all this a Cancer friend has been overlooked, and our relationship has suffered.

So that's that, more separations for me, the lesson is teaching my Cancer Moon to be stronger. I also lost another dear friend with a Cancer moon to a married Scorpio. His negativity through her was starting to hurt me.

I know others are going through the same,
so I am not complaining, except when tired, or hungry and I am taking care of that.

posted November 23, 2004 10:34 PM              

Wow, congratulations on getting through it all.

Re the injunction order. Is there an urgency to do this given that she's out of your life at the present? I know you said you had a court date, but let's say you cancel that for now. Can you reapply at another date if your mother comes back and causes you havoc?

I think you've been through quite a bit. Maybe it's time to give yourself a break.

love and light to you,

posted November 23, 2004 10:45 PM            

I read this Sextrology book - don't let the name full you- but it gives a great backgound on our upbringing and how our mothers are very enigmatic in our lives. Pushing us to succeed on one hand, but undermining us on the other hand. I have seen that with my own mom..but for the life of me I can never cut her out completely. I always forgive her.

I do put my dad on a pedastal...just like the book said..weird...

As for the friendships..well..maybe if you can take some time to talk to your Cancer friend to let them know how sorry you are. In the end they need to understand what you have been going through- if they cannot accept it then how can then be such a true friend.

On another note- Natasha, I have always seen you as strong and wise. You Cancer moon is just taking a beating, but it seems that you are taking all the lessons in stride

posted November 23, 2004 11:04 PM              

I'm still the a-hole in the corner saying NEVER AGAIN ...

... I whip it good, honey ...