posted November 30, 2004 05:12 AM              

This July tSaturn had it's first conjunction with nSaturn. Which didn't seem to be so bad. I have my life in pretty good order, have a wonderful child, a great husband, a cool job. And I know the transit is to make you grow up. As I was pretty grown up, I thought it might not be so bad.

Natal Saturn squares my Mars and Jupiter in Aries. Saturn is also in Cancer, in it's detriment. So double suck lol. I have felt Saturn sitty hard and heavy on my Mars for a while now. Need to take action, Saturn won't let me, I feel like I'm walking through liquid rubber at the moment, everything is a huge effort.

I don't know what I want!

Now I have some cool Jupiter energy coming my way. tJupiter is opp. my nMars, which should give me lots of energy and exuberance, but I just feel depressed. I'm banking on tJupiter trining my sun shortly.

BUT...at the same time, tJupiter will be squaring nSaturn. According to Astro.com:

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Under this influence there is often a strong feeling of restlessness and uncertainty. You know clearly that something is wrong, but you are not sure what it is. The best way to deal with this is not to be in a hurry. Usually you will have all the time you need to make a decision based on careful observation of the facts, so don't rush.

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I'm already feeling it, it is also a very integral part of my being. But I'm sick and tired of feeling like this.

I don't even know why I'm writing this, I don't know what I expect you guys to say about it LOL

Just needed two seconds to moan moooaaaahhhhhhhnnnnn

posted November 30, 2004 12:45 PM              

I love reading the posts you write. They are so funny and serious at the same time!

There isn't much I can say with regard to interpreting transits (but you already knew that).

Just go with what happens as an opportunity to learn new things. With Saturn, you get a vague idea of what it is, but it almost never seems to be the outcome people expect . . . As I am pretty certain you have played out thousands of scenarios of what could happen.

You are exceptionally bright and we'll all be here cheering as you navigate through. Most people get very emotional when the Full Moon is in their Natal Sun or Moon sign. It was in Gemini late last week.

Everything comes full circle. Just trust that.

All the best,

posted December 01, 2004 04:22 AM              

Aphrodite, I consider it a huge compliment that you like to read what I write (wait, is there something WRONG with you?? LOL). I can't explain it, but I always sense a wonderful energy coming from your posts and I really like you Hehe...now I bet that doesn't sound like I'm sucking up lol. It's true though. I would like to meet you in person one day! Ever think of taking a trip to Germany?

You're absolutely right what you said. It reminds me also of a quote from Max Ehrmann's Desiderata:

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You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

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That used to be my mail signature, I should start to take it to heart again, I guess.

BTW, you may have noticed that I quoted twice on this thread. Why is that, you might ask. The answer is easy: Because I can!

posted December 06, 2004 03:40 PM              

The quotations posted are soothing. I hope things will go okay this week. The holiday season is here and I always like the smell of fresh baked pastries. Do you eat Stollen in Germany at this time of year? I have a recipe and have always wanted to make it.

If I do decide one day to travel to Deutschland, I'll definitely let you know. I studied Deutsch for a year a few years back, and is by far my favorite foreign language. My Italian and Spanish are so/so :-/