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Topic: Back for a brief visit
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dorkus_malorkus
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posted March 05, 2005 04:01 AM
 
Hey! How is everyone doing? Well I've missed everyone and stuff. Been working, struggling to survive as usual. Hmm, well... My best's friend's mom still hates me, and I'm still looking for full-time work. I haven't had transportation or money to go get my psych meds(I have bi-polar disorder)and as a result burst into tears after my boss criticized me the other day. I cry a lot lately. More than usual. I saw my mom for the first time in a year. I'm thankful I get to see her, but that makes me want to cry, too. My mom's mentally ill, and it's getting to the point where she doesn't make any sense, which has never happened before. I'm probably gonna get kicked out of my apt. which is beyond my roommates' control. I'd like to rent the studio upstairs, but have no one to co-sign, so I guess I'll be homeless or something? I don't understand it, and I'm sorry to complain about all of this. The last thing I want is attention, or for anybody to feel sorry for me. I just need a place to vent. I always thought I was a good person, and that good things were supposed to come to good people, but I guess I'm wrong (again.) Well, at least I hope everyone else is ok. It's nice to be back here, I just wish I could chat more often  IP: Logged |
astro junkie
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posted March 05, 2005 01:47 PM
Hey Dorkus -You know I've always dug you a lot and you're one of the great's here. Hope your struggles dissipate soon. Maybe there is a Spiritual avenue which you'd feel comfortable in, (when all else fails) ... When you cry a lot lately, are you repeating any type of mantra in your head? ------------------
... it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness IP: Logged | |
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