posted March 13, 2005 01:43 AM              

now, i saw it during the new moon in pisces, so all that dreamy cinematography was perfectly in tune w/ the pisces sun, moon, venus and uranus energy going on. what i've been thinking since seeing it and being unable to get it and it's music out of my head is how piscean the story reminds me.
i have my venus in pisces and it just seemed to reflect what i go through when falling in love. i vacilitate between dark and light... good and bad.. and end up combining them both.

there have been many times in my life when i love someone "light" and happy and fun and loving but am attracted on an animalistic/sexual level to someone much "darker" who can overpower me and bend me to their will. does this make sense? i wrote a poem about it years ago and maybe i'll go look for it...

it's almost as if, my venus in pisces wants the savior/victim thing and can't make up it's mind. it needs to go to hell to get to heaven.. wants the phantom so she can love him and show him light, while satisfying herself. she needs to be the "victim" to be sexually fullfilled, but needs to be the "savior" to be loved and love.
she only sees with her heart - who else could love a man behind a mask and once seeing his disfigurement and pain, only want to heal him? to love him and contimplate sacrificing her freedom, etc. to live in his lair and make him whole with her love? only a pisces.

boundries are washed aways with pisces. extreme highs and lows. dark and light. life and death. that is how i feel at least. i want love and light but need that dark and when i find the dark infuse it with light. wow. what a case study on me. lol.

i'm wondering if it's because my moon is in virgo at 29 opposed my venus in pisces at 29. (my mars is at 0 libra, but i don't know if this would still be "conjunct" considering it is in a 1 degree orb - not sure whether to add that into the picture) but anyways.. i just wonder why my venus in pisces tends to rule everything i do. is it because of this dichotomy between my moon/emotions and it? why is it so intense?

does anyone else see the similarities with the pisces energy and POTO? what sign do you associate with it? i think that the new movie at least, represents pisces, with the "dreamy" sets, etc.
do other pisces feel this *pull* or is it just the venus in pisces?

posted March 17, 2005 10:57 PM              

bump.