posted April 24, 2005 04:14 PM              

I'm a Libra Sun, Cancer Moon.

"Communication of feelings" is totally accurate.

To your question:

"So Perhaps a career where I speak what I feel, What kind of job is this?"

I say...

Why must it be a job? I think it would affect you more positively if you were to incorporate this behavior into your everyday life.

I find it very important, possibly critically important, to effectively communicate my feelings through out the day in any given situation... including, but not exclusive to my work.

"...do you think that I should retain some of my inborn character, assuming that this is the path I chose in a higher state of awareness."

If you were to abandon your inborn character, you would be untrue to yourself. Retaining your inborn character... being who you really are... Is this not a great deal of what life is about?

Devotion to beauty...

posted April 26, 2005 06:25 AM            

Ok, I think I know what I must do - Anything!
I hope I can labour with love.
Im glad I can be Me!

Love is unbeatable right?
But does it always pay the bills?
Lets hope so.

Ill be back periodically to update my progress and to answer questions.

I hope I do communicate emotion better than anyone else, in my own way

What I plan to do tonight is write the bones of a story out fufilling the prophecy of ME!

TMNF!

From what I understand about ascendants is that that is who the self appears to be.

I dont know how different your friend and I appear.

But I think it may go something like this:

I am Cancerian,libra moon, Leo Asc.

Your friend is Cancer sun libra asc.

(not that im not your friend)

Ok ill just say something:

"Gee its cold probly wake up tommorow with a mean cold" (jokingly)

or:

"Do you know what I think you should do?"

Caring Communicative High profile.

whereas your friend

Caring ... Communicative

Have a nice day.

posted April 26, 2005 01:30 PM            

Thanks that's very helpful. He's an Aries Moon so that would make him, with your theory...
Caring Inspirational Communicative?? or
Caring withabitofatemper Communicative? Haha...
I don't know...

posted April 27, 2005 06:10 AM            

Of course I didnt wake up sick

*ridicule evil*

posted April 28, 2005 01:40 AM            

My feet are cold I havent slept but I think Ill be ok, Im going to heal myself right now...
Man I hate talking about sickness, I almost inadvertantly brought it upon myself.
Do you want to know the reason, sure you do, well part of the reason anyway is...
Well maybe I thought that by mentioning it now I inadvertantly made or helped someone to become ill by seeding the idea into their mind...
But on second thought now I think it is ok now that and seeing that I have made a note of this...
Which brings up another point ~ I did it to myself...

Symptoms: Itchy Eyes, run down, sore throat.
Hypothesis: If I was to continue as I am now I would be INCLINED to replace the soreness with mucous, (followed by congestion) and sleep.
Probable Cure: pain relief, detatchemnt, warm thoughts, positive thinking (again)

Mental note/ Must do something

Is the full moon waning in the Northern hemisphere?

Up - followed by down (i forgot)

Mental note 2/ pay attention of days

Mental note 3/ realise that I can find work

Mental note 4/ realise that I can be happy

...

And warm socks

"in fact I want nothing more than what I need and its the realisation of this I must come to, among other things...
Owh. writings so boring...
or is it ... it dont spend that much time doing it, y know but if I did well who knows...
Nothing else really tickles my fancy.

Note to self/ stop being stupid , dont be so hard on yourself ???
Stop whining, just stop talking about it and just do it , it doesent matter that no one expects anything of you its just that youve got to chANNEL YOUR ENERGIES IN A MORE PRODUCTIVE WAY IF POSSIBLE, YOURE A REALLY NICE GUY... in fact I like you...
Oh oh oh !!!

*feeling a little better*

semi vented

*not to sure how smart I really am or is that just the final illusion of divinity...

IN OTHER WOORDS WHO HERE WOULD BOTHER LISTENENG TO ME WAFFLE ON LIKE THIS; AND WHAT IF ANY WOULD BE THE WAY YOU YOU WOULD LIKE TO HEAR IT...

i hope someone reads this...
Please be brutaklly honest with me just tell me straight up... TO...?

I know this makes sense.
Please dont fob me off I kinda just want to make sure no one has any final objections to as to why ME&ME should not be wed...

&hoping this was worth writing or wondering if my efforts would be better spent in WORD

What do you think... I cant wait any longer...
Was that a cricket...
Ok I Ill try not to worry and just do whatever and jsut do something.
In case no one noticed I was talking to myself..

Me a writer- what do you think?, please give me encouragement, enthusiasm or just dont say anything.
Otherwise F*** it Im starting

do I have any skeptics?
I know its not entirely clear what Ill write
I hope to write with FEELINGS will it work Yes/no Dont know...
Could it be possibly that there are some jobs where a weighing up of lifes options could be useful...

Its not that Im not not expecting to suceed its more like I dont expect to win as I havent read all of the books in lindas pilgrims process and - for all I know thats been done or there is someone who knows more than me or maybe just no one bothers usually wuth spending my time being a writer.

"tell me everything you know!!!!!!!!"

yeah so just seeing if it could be worth my while just blabbering on like this... Maybe a columnist, im quite opinionated how much do they get? ...

OR THE BIG QUESTION IS WOULD YOU PAY TO READ THIS S*** ?????????????????????????????

This will be my final question posted here until I get or dont get a satisfactory answer... SO how was your day.

posted April 28, 2005 01:44 AM            

Does everyone know how to speed read?

= read large groups of words 1page/second etc

sigh... so unhopeful

posted April 28, 2005 03:08 PM              

I think it would be good if you could work in an evironment where you are helping people.

Maybe working with kids, doctor, counselor, working with animals(where you don't have to see them suffer, at least), etc.

She is in school and is going to be a nurse.

posted April 29, 2005 05:56 AM            

The correct answer is:

Probably.

Has anyone here read the spear of destiny?

posted April 29, 2005 04:19 PM            

arent they all about the same thing, or expressing the value of the thing, is the thing not love?

then one would suppose I have-
option One- learn more

-the universe is infinite-

not everything can be explained all at once well it can really LOVE but who would pay to hear you say that?
Or maybe who would listen, care believe understand.
Perhaps what I CAN learn from this is that love should be used rather than taught, necessarily.

ie. If I was to labour with love with writing music art, etc then I will surely arrive as Love implies devotion etc.
Now being, I assume an individual, then I suspect that also will I do/express something
or perhaps in a certain way a different image of the One Idea Love.
I have come to understand that the leeser power is light and I rightfully, I hope translate this as posssibly meaning something other than love perhaps these are the ideas themselves that we come upon as we labour with love?
Two- uttilise what I have learned
Three- explain things I have learned

in my own way of course which as I said is individual, by default.
Four- being a reasonably intelligent human being I feel that I can do whatever I put my mind to.
Five- all some or none of the above
Six- Know and behold.

Seven- popularise Linda Goodman books
(no conversions as yet)

Eight- Understand that although Lindas' work
is very good, the war is not over and perhaps other methods need be in place.
Nine- Assuming that I cant do any of the above I could just go with love and my feelings etc.

But would what I teach if I was to teach be necessarily out of the scope of lindas' writings, I often wonder whether the proposed twelfth night secrets was something to do with, well more secrets, I guess.

Can the knowing thing be talked about?
Yes I think that something that is knowable can sometimes be talked about, but not all things that are knowable can be talked about.
The growing things can be talked about, but I would prefer to avoid them if possible.

So perhaps what I have learned that to write, as I wish, I need a foundation of knowledge, which I have.
Whatever it is that I communicate, with love it will be possible, as people do pay for things that have obviously been created with this force...Agreed?
And perhaps lastly, Light; the teaching of a message, in my way.

I feel that ther are many grail stories,
and after learning the common theme is Love
maybe that is all I need to remember.

Note to self~ Use your brain, do something worthwhile there is much I have learned, put it to good use, you dont have to keep teaching the truth, just put it to good use, maybe teach people a thing or two along the way, youre a magician arent you what is there you cant do?, they dont tell you how to do their tricks, or show you them for free so why should you?, dont listen to what other people say, or rather use your intuition and your other gifts.

Although some people say that Linda Goodman
is indeed a great teacher the truth remains the same and I have a duty,.
Ok I think I know the truth, and I dont have to write about it In exactly the same words far from this, all roads lead to rome an I make a good teacher, what else would a Can?Lib?Leo do?

How many years doing something alone?
Yeah anyway assuming I do think I know all that i knowable I can say it in a different way etc.
As complete asd I think Lindas' works were I have a responsibility...
To love and to teach.

I was born a master so why do I need to go to school?
To remember what you forgot,
Thats right.

What are you going to do now?
Um not too worried I think I can do whatever I can put my mind to and have learned much, well everthing in my opinion, do you want to know what goes inside my head, of course you do, listen and see.

Love and Light is all >>>

And here it is to those of you who seek to know all there is in a form you do not yet recognise, but nevertheless the greatest truth ever is love, allow me to illustrate...

are we there yet?