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Topic: Pixie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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maya-v
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posted May 16, 2005 10:59 AM
 
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Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 11:14 AM
Maya~ quote:
God bless you. Im so sorry abt your grandma ... those are precious and even if she is as ornery as you, she must be really close to your heart. I will pray for her and send love and healing white light both your way.
My response to your quote was naturally a little wierd, as you gave me a thinly veiled insult, and frankly I don't know why.
If you are wondering what is wrong with me, nothing and everything, and really.. does it even matter?
Pardon me if I am ornery.. I apparently don't have any feelings. So why would it matter?
Thanks for the white light.. really.
Here's some for you, unfortunately, I am not at the karmic evolution point where I can say it isn't a bit edged with grey.. just around the edges. Hope you don't mind.. it's still white light, right?UNderstand I don't want people to blow sunshine up my ass..... but if I am obviously in pain, and I spend a lot of time here, therefore know peeps... I guess I expect an actual supportive commnt rather than an insult.
I am sensitive. geez, I wonder why.
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maya-v
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posted May 16, 2005 11:25 AM
Pixie, please, pardon the stupid Mercury in Taurus and my poor grasp of communication. I didnt know that was the word you took offence with. What I meant by that was that you are as headstrong as your grandma - or something to that effect which you said in the post above mine. I did not mean it as an insult at all - I was happy to see how you recognize the qualities you both share and admire them and are able to see beyond the small stuff to the things you have in common and how they bind you as family.Trust me, there have been moments in my life when I have seen a reflection of my family in myself and while it used to exasperate me when I was with them, it just makes me smile and love them more when something I do or my son does reminds me of my parents or grandparents. Im really really sorry it came out the wrong way. I didnt mean it to. And yes, I can sense from your posts that you are going through something and would really like to be there for you. Forgive me, pleeeeease??? IP: Logged |
maya-v
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posted May 16, 2005 11:55 AM
Pixie ... ??Anything?  IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 12:13 PM
The absence was because I was picking up my irritable and cantankerous child from school.It's fine. You said the wrong thing.... whatever you meant by it.
It seems to me you like to rib me though. now and in the past, due to my 'headstrong-ness'.... the problem I see there, is that you haven't witnessed my headstrong ways enough to comment on it, yet you seem to like to do so.. joking or not.. wrong words or not.
You put me on this Scorpio friggin' mind set, just like it seems all do at times, with Astrology.
Like I should apologize for having emotions.
Like I should somehow be these things you expect me to be, simply because you ordain it.
I wish I was tough right now. If I were a Pisces, would you set me up so, and use Astrology to both defend your actions, and give me an excuse to act in a way deemed inappropriate by the other harder signs....
Pisces is soft, fter all.. it is mutable and feminine and sweet.. where as Scorpios are fixed and stubborn and jealous and mean and sexual deviants.
We must be like this.. we must be cruel and rude and sl*ts and garbage, who will sting you if given a chance.
If that is so, why do I not hold grudges?
I remember, but I try to live each day as I see it, and as it is.
I give the benefit of the doubt more times than not.. but I am sensitive and I pick up on things.
Call it my Libra Mercury, in the third house, if that makes it more palatable, or typical........
I see a few sides.
I am just me.. whatever you see is what you see.
You choose to point out these vlnerable spots in my outer shell.. and you know what?
I don't have a friggin' shell right now. It's all soft underbelly.
And I am bleeding.
I never liked my pincers anyway. Don't think it is all you.
I am done. IP: Logged |
maya-v
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posted May 16, 2005 12:21 PM
Oh pixie ... I never ever meant that.Im so sorry. I dont want to sound too familiar and step into your untouched boundaries and yet I am concerned enough to risk it. I dont wanna generalize. I am not. I just know you from here and thought I was a friend enough to let you know I am concerned (which I am). Im sorry, I guess Im not doing a very good job. I just wanted to point out that I care. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 12:29 PM
I appreciate the care, or at least the thought.It's fine, I set myself up to be a friend.. and I do feel connected to many here.. but you push my intimacy barriers, by being uber-familiar, as if you were.
I suppose your way of being buddy buddy with your friends is to rib them, and stuff....
Well. Thats appropriate in some circumstances but not this one.
It's fine, a miscommunication.
You know where you are and who you are,
vice versa.
You don't need me analysing anything, and I don't want to anymore.
I will let it be. Misunderstanding.
Miscommunication that hit a mark.
Not your fault, of course... IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 12:53 PM
Just wanted to say...
I am cold and naked today.
I want no more intimacy to seduce me
my walls and windows are warring for space
and all that I see
seems to glare at me
and not speak very prettily
in the ugly face of my distaste
and the spark that hit a mark
only came from this dark
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maya-v
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posted May 16, 2005 12:56 PM
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The Mutable Night Force
Knowflake Posts: 122
From: England
Registered: Oct 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 01:30 PM
Pixie, that is brilliant poetry. And I don't often like people's poetry because I don't see the point of what they're trying to convey with a bunch of meaningless adjectives, but I got that... it's very beautiful. Oh, and I have a Scorpio friend who has told me many times that she is vunerable and can feel unprotected like any of us... that's not really what I thought Scorpios were about anywho... oh, and btw, Piscean girls can be pretty evil... yes, they may seem 'sweet and feminine' but a lot of them are pretty devious... I've never found a Pisces girl sweet yet.
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Heart--Shaped Cross
Newflake Posts: 0
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Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 16, 2005 01:36 PM
Pix -My heart goes out to you, for what its worth.
I know you're having one hell of a bad day. And maybe I'm just treating a dead horse here, but, for the record, maya's comment was not based on a pressumption of your character, but on your words, when you referred to yourself as "willful". Just one of those things. I hope you and your Oma are okay.
Please, be gentle with yourself.  ,
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pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 02:00 PM
Yes. I know what she was referring to... my very small, very flippant comment about the fact that my Oma and I are both fixed signs.
Thank you for swooping in to clarify something she is *apparently* unaware she did again.
I saw you passively clarify in the original thread as well.....
Does it get tiresome to have to re-explain everything?Why blame?
Why name?
I am so sick of all people being unaccountable to their actions and words.
I can explain!
I can explain! I can explain a lot too.
But I don't bloody want to.
Bottom line, clear or not, it was abrasive.
I don't think Taurus Mercury is to blame. What's wrong with having a Taurus Mercury?
There is no blame, there is nothing wrong.
We are people and experience and collective and are are all making it in the world, and you know what?
Sometimes we are pi$$y.
Well, I am pi$$y.
And I am okay with that.
I will not bend over backwards to say I am sorry, I will not expect people to live up to my expectations or needs.
I will just stop projecting, and if I am heard, friggin' great! It's good to have people stand by you and hold your hand. I am glad you all have that. Mutable night force? Thank you for the compliment on my poem. IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross
Newflake Posts: 0
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Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 16, 2005 03:17 PM
I don't think Taurus Merc is entirely to blame either (except maybe for the fact that Merc is in retro). I think its largely the mars/venus conjunction in aries, along with the fact that her Jupiter contacts practically every planet in her chart. And, no, it never gets tiresome. If you knew how pure her intentions are, how evolved she is in every other sense, how all she needs to "take responsibility" is life experience (i.e. self-awareness), you would give her the benefit of a million doubts.peace,
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pixelpixie
Newflake Posts: 8
From: ON Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 16, 2005 03:32 PM
GEEZ!
What do you want from me?
I already told you I give her the benefit of a doubt.
Not a million however.
You know how I feel.
She is a nice person, she said something that was taken by me to mean more than she meant it.
It's just that it isn't the first time.
But I am more than clear on the fact that I am sensitive.
Astrological placements and the way they incline someone has nothing to do with anything.
This has nothing to do with anything.
I am having a shite day.
Leave this alone already.
Good to see she has someone to defend her. but she doesn't need it, not from me.
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Heart--Shaped Cross
Newflake Posts: 0
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posted May 16, 2005 03:44 PM
I know, pix.IP: Logged |
astro junkie
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posted June 01, 2005 10:32 AM
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