posted June 04, 2005 05:13 PM            

Anyone out there in same shoes or similar?

Im 35 Pisces, male, I like being alone some of the time but feel left out, alone other times. I try to get out there to feel whom Id connect with but it seems to backfire or a no-go not my time dealio!

Sometimes I feel depressed but I really just want to share my world and life with that special delicate person. I wish there were opposites like me near by to connect with.

Sorry to bore you- I just wanted to see if there were more than just me out there that are lonely and fear loneliness in there future.

Growing old with that one...

posted June 04, 2005 08:53 PM            

I was alone for so long that I was ready to simple accept the possible fate of being alone forever... which when forced to think about such things can be completely and totally spirit crushing.

However there was alittle voice inside me that begged me not to give up, I was told the moment I let go of all hope, will be the moment when I seal my own fate in eternal loniless...

So I hung on just alittle bit longer, told myself every morning when I woke up, and ever night before I went to sleep, that there is someone out there waiting for me, looking for me, wanting and needing me just as much as I need them

Soon I began to believe my own words and I was filled with a new sense of hope. I had to dive deep inside myself to find the courage to keep going and my efforts were rewarded when the miracle I was waiting and longing for materialized before my very eyes

I found and was able to connect with someone and reach places and feel things that had always seemed impossible for me to reach. Now when I look back at my darkest days I thank myself a 1000 times over for never giving up, even when all hope seemed lost. I don't care if you are 35, 15, or 135!! You must positively never ever give up on finding your other half or even just someone to help you on your way, because what you need to understand is that such a person is looking for you too!!

Keep your Heart and Eyes open and you WILL find each other, its simply a matter of time...

rumbard1981, promise me but more importantly promise your self right now this instant that you will never lose hope, never ever stop looking... and let tonight be the first night of every night and morning here after until you find that person you are looking for that you tell yourself... That there is someone out there looking for me, they need me as much as I need them and aslong as I dont give up, they wont give up and together we WILL find each other...

Do this and wait for the Magic, its coming rumbard1981, I can feel it, and by the time you wake in the morning, you will feel it too

*hug*

posted June 06, 2005 01:56 AM            

Alone is a state of mind. Sometimes it is necessary, other times destructive.

posted June 06, 2005 02:03 AM              

Awww an aries friend confided in me the other day...saying he is most afraid of being alone...awww...I didn't know what to say to that...such a sweet boy. He's in his early 30's (still a boy in my opinion) and has never had a real long term relationship...I hope he finds someone soon.